I asked her to send me the video of her affair with Xu Bo first, and I had my own plans.
Xiao Wei asked me hesitantly: "You...really, really want to see it?"
"How can I help you if I don't watch?"
"Chen Feng, let me tell you first, this is what you asked me to do. If you feel any discomfort after watching the video, please don't blame me."
Of course I knew what Xiao Wei meant. She was worried that I would be sad after watching the video of her having an affair with someone else.
I smiled and said to her: "Then you are overthinking. Even if you are sleeping with several people now, I won't care."
Xiao Wei sighed and suddenly fell silent.
I said to her again: "Okay, send me the video quickly, and you can forget about the rest."
After saying that, I hung up the phone. After waiting for about a few minutes, I received a video from Xiao Wei.
The moment I clicked on the video, I was still a little hesitant because I knew it was a video of her having an affair with someone else.
Even though I was already deeply disappointed in her, it was still torture for me to watch her having sex with other men.
But I have to watch this video. I have to know whether she did it or not so that I can continue with the next step of the work.
I bit the bullet and clicked on the video. This video was quite long, nearly half an hour long.
The video begins with a scene of Xiao Wei and the man named Xu Bo lying on the bed. They are naked, and under the warm red light in the room, the scene looks quite ambiguous.
The quality of the video is very high and the pixels are not low. Even if the lighting in the room is dim, you can still see the faces of Xiao Wei and Xu Bo clearly.
The two chatted for a while, during which Xu Bo's hand remained restless, so Xiao Wei let Xu Bo's hand wander.
Xiao Wei was also wearing an ice silk skirt, the skirt reached to her knees, and her two long white legs were just lying in front of Xu Bo.
When I saw these pictures, my blood rushed to my head.
Even though Xiao Wei and I have been divorced for so long, I still feel sad when I see these scenes.
My heart felt like I had eaten shit, but this was indeed what I asked Xiao Wei to do.
There's nothing we can do about it, she wants to get rid of Wang Hao more than anyone else, so she's more active than me on this matter.
Xiao Wei was also very active in bed. Her boldness and seductive words stimulated Xu Bo and me.
I have to say that Xiao Wei is a stunner. Any man will be moved when he sees her. She can satisfy men not only visually, but also auditorily.
I didn't continue watching the rest of the plot because I really couldn't stand it anymore.
I turned off the video, then took out a USB flash drive and copied the video.
At this time, I suddenly received a message from Xiao Wei. She asked me: "Have you watched the video?"
I hesitated for a while before replying to her: "I saw it."
"Have you finished reading?"
"What do you want to say?"
"I want to ask you if you have anything to say? Has this video stimulated you?"
"No."
"That's good, it's okay."
I didn't reply to her anymore. My mind was filled with the contents of the video just now, and my ears were filled with Xiao Wei's strange screams.
After all, she is the woman who has been sleeping with me for seven years. After watching this video, she said she had no reaction at all. That is a lie.
Not only did it react, but it also made me very anxious.
I feel like I have done something wrong. Although Xiao Wei is my ex-wife, I should not push her into this pit of fire.
It was this feeling of guilt that made me very painful, but this was the path Xiao Wei chose herself, and I did not force her to do it.
Just then, there was a knock on the door outside.
I then recovered my thoughts, adjusted my emotions, and said, "Please come in."
The door was pushed open and Jiang Qian walked in holding a folder.
"Mr. Chen, there is a document that needs your signature."
I took the file and looked at the daily report. After signing, I asked Jiang Qian: "How was your experience in the company during this period?"
"It's pretty good, and it doesn't feel as boring as I thought before."
"Really? Then work hard and try to replace me."
Jiang Qian hurriedly shook her head and said: "That won't work. I don't have the strength yet. You'd better take this position honestly. My dad is liking you more and more now."
This is where I feel melancholy. The better Jiang Shimin treats me, the more embarrassed I am to tell him about my resignation.
But regarding this matter, I mentioned it to Jiang Qian before. What I wanted was for her to talk to Jiang Shimin. This is better than me going to Jiang Shimin directly.
I asked her again: "Have you talked to your dad about what I told you before?"
"What's the matter?" Jiang Qian asked with a puzzled look.
"I have to leave the company."
Jiang Qian originally had a smile on her face, but it disappeared in an instant and said: "How can I say this? You can say it yourself."
"Aren't I embarrassed to ask you to help me?"
"I won't help. It's great if you stay in the company! Why leave? Is the treatment given to you low? Then I can go and tell my dad and ask him to give you shares directly."
I sighed softly and said, "That's not what you meant, and I can't help it!"
Jiang Qian pursed her lips and said angrily: "Then you can tell him yourself, I don't care anyway."
After saying that, she went out, and I sighed again. I have been worrying about this for a while. I don't know how to tell Jiang Shimin about resigning.
He was so kind to me that I couldn't leave Jiangshan Group.
And I am what I am today because of Jiang Shimin, otherwise I might still be delivering food now. He gave me such a platform.
If I say leave at this time, what will the world think of me, Chen Feng?
I really don’t understand why An Lan insists on letting me go to her company. I don’t understand what she does at all, and she hasn’t done anything since she went there. So what’s the point?
But I have already promised her, and there is no way I can go back on my word now.
Suddenly I felt extremely melancholy and wanted to divide myself into two people so that neither one would be offended.
…
In winter cities, it gets dark at 5:30 in the afternoon. It’s time to get off work, and the street lights come on one after another.
I habitually stand in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of my office, staring at the city as the lights begin to light up...
Whenever this happens, I will feel confused.
I feel like I am just a grain of sand in this city, and all I am pursuing now is just to turn my grain of sand into a diamond.
But even if all your wishes come true, what will happen?
I will still age, or die one day in the future...
I'm confused by this.
Maybe our life is just a bridge, with a beginning and an end, but in the end we cannot see the more beautiful scenery beyond the bridge.
We live for money, we live for the continuation of our family lineage, we live for the so-called love...
These are like a program, a piece of code written by God. They are all set. We have never been truly free, trapped on the earth, trapped in the city.
In the end, I was trapped in that small box again, and everything returned to zero...
Thinking of these makes me very depressed.
So I took another deep drag on the cigarette, then squinted my eyes, deliberately blurring the city and the dancing lights...?