By the time I arrived at the police station, it was already night.
After the policeman on duty learned my identity, he told me that the man who drove the boat that day had been taken away and no one was allowed to see him while awaiting trial.
I returned home disappointed. On the way back to the hotel, I suddenly broke down and cried because there was no hope left in my heart.
I know that An Lan is no longer here and died right in front of my eyes.
I think this scar will always be with me, and I will never be able to forget this shadow from now on.
It will even become my nightmare forever. As soon as I close my eyes, the scene of An Lan falling into the sea that day appears in my mind, and then my heart feels like there are thousands of needles pricking it.
I stayed in Sanya for two more days, and I was still confused during these two days. I had collapsed between hope and disappointment countless times.
But I still didn't give up. I would go to the sea area where An Lan's accident occurred every day, but the result was the same every day.
In the past two days, my heart has been filled with an unprecedented sense of despair...
I'm really unwilling, but I don't know what else I can do.
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This is my last day in Sanya. I will not go to the sea area where An Lan's accident occurred. I have tried to slowly accept her departure.
I received a compensation payment from the charter company, totaling 1.5 million.
1.5 million bought An Lan's life. If 15 million could be exchanged for him, I would be willing to do so.
Unfortunately, this is impossible.
The expectation in my heart has already been wiped away bit by bit as time passes.
At noon that day, I packed up some of An Lan's luggage at the hotel. It wasn't much, just a small bag, which contained all her belongings.
I didn't dare to open the bag and take a look, because I was afraid of seeing things and missing people.
It's really time for me to leave. Being here will only make me more sad. Maybe I can feel better when I go back.
Arriving at the airport, I received my boarding pass.
When I stood at the security checkpoint, I subconsciously looked back frequently, hoping for a miracle to happen...
Maybe, like the kind of reversal plot that often happens in TV dramas, she will miraculously appear in front of me at the last moment.
It's a pity that TV is TV and reality is reality. She did not appear after all.
These days, I have been wandering between reality and illusion so many times that I can no longer distinguish between reality and illusion.
I will come to Sanya again, and I will definitely come again.
I took one last look back and entered the security checkpoint.
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On the first night after returning to Chongqing, I started to have a high fever, as if I couldn't adapt to the climate.
I didn't even go back to my apartment and stayed in the hospital directly.
In a semi-awake and semi-drowsy state, I thought of An Lan, and the scene when she had the accident once again appeared in my mind.
I feel so painful...
How could a good person be gone just by saying that?
I still can't accept it. If I had known earlier, I shouldn't have gone to Sanya. It would be great if I could go back in time.
Let me go back to the day we set out. I will try my best to persuade An Lan not to go to Sanya.
Unfortunately, time can only go forward, and there is never the possibility of going back.
And I can only be accompanied by this feeling for the rest of my life.
I buried my head in the quilt, shaking and crying softly.
An Lan is gone, I don't know what else in this world can make me feel beautiful.
She is the woman I love most, the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.
But now, she has become just a memory in my thin world!
Although this memory is unforgettable, I am still heartbroken by this memory.
The door to the ward was pushed open from the outside, and the nurse came in.
The person following the nurse turned out to be my mother. She came to me with an anxious face and asked anxiously: "Afeng, are you feeling better?"
I nodded emotionlessly, but I didn't know if my mother knew about An Lan now.
Then she took the initiative to ask me: "Where is Lanlan? Why didn't she come back with you?"
When my mother asked this question, I knew that she probably didn't know what happened to An Lan.
I didn't want to tell her this, so I had to say to her: "She still has something to do and can't come back now."
My mother believed it, tucked me in the quilt again, and said, "You have a good rest. The doctor said you just had a fever, and the fever has gone away now."
"Well, I know, I'm fine."
My mother stayed with me in the ward for a long time, but I didn't want her to see my emotions at the moment, so I had to persuade her to go back.
After my mother left, the ward became quiet again, and in this quiet atmosphere, I suddenly became extremely confused...
I don't know how long it will take me to digest all this pain. Maybe I will never be able to do it, but I am really in pain, so painful that I even think about taking my own life.
But that was a sign of incompetence, because the reason An Lan wanted to let go of my hand at that time was because he wanted me to live.
She gave me hope to live, but I want to waste my own life. Isn't that incompetence or something?
After I finished my treatment at the hospital, I went back to An Lan's manor. I didn't expect that Cai Xinman was also there. She seemed to have been waiting for me.
Seeing that I was back, she said to me: "Chen Feng, come with me."
I know what she wants to talk to me about. I'm really not in the mood to talk to her about property distribution right now, and I don't deserve it either.
I ignored her, but she stopped me and said, "If you still choose to evade, then I can only submit an application to the court and let the court handle the matter. Then you won't be able to get a penny."
arrive."
"Whatever you want." After throwing these three words to her, I locked myself in the room.
I suddenly felt that Cai Xinman was disgusting. I used to see how dedicated she was, and she thought about everything for An Lan.
But now that something happened to An Lan, his true colors were revealed.
And the most important thing is that I can’t figure out why An Lan gave her all the shares? Is there any secret in this?
When I was thinking about this, my phone suddenly rang.
I picked up my phone and saw that it was a call from Chen Min, whom I hadn't contacted for a long time.
I answered the call, and Chen Min immediately asked me in a very serious tone: "Tell me, is something really wrong with An Lan?"
I know that An Lan's best friend is Chen Min, but now I don't know how to tell her this bad news.
So after being silent for a long time, I finally said, "Yes, something happened to her."
There was sudden silence on the other end of the phone. After a moment, Chen Min's somewhat painful voice came: "Why is this happening? How could a good person be like this?"
"I can't tell you this now, and I'm very sad. I'm having a good time every day these days."
"Where are you now? Let's meet."
"Okay, where are you? I'll come find you."
After Chen Min told me her address, she hung up the phone. After I collected my emotions for a while, I was ready to go out again.
When we reached the door, Cai Xinman stopped me again and said, "Chen Feng, I'll give you some time to think about it. You must give me a reply tomorrow at the latest."
I still ignored her, went out directly, and drove An Lan's car to the place we agreed with Chen Min.