I asked her why she was smiling, and she said with a happy smile: "Since the establishment of the company, I have never taken a close look at my colleagues in the company. Now looking at their busy figures, I really feel an indescribable feeling in my heart.
Feel."
"This is the so-called sense of accomplishment. Whether you believe it or not, I always feel that we humble people will definitely create a miracle."
"What does it mean to be inconspicuous? Chen Feng, what you said is wrong." Sun Xiaojie did not dare to agree.
"Haha, yes, we are both heroes and ordinary people, but when we are twisted into a rope, we will burst out with tremendous energy."
Sun Xiaojie turned to face me, smiled at me and said, "Thank you Chen Feng, thank you very much."
As she spoke, she opened her arms and hugged me.
I checked, and then gently hugged her waist.
She is so soft!
So, what followed was a particularly comfortable feeling.
She choked in my ear and said: "I have never been as happy as I am now. I used to make hundreds of thousands or even millions a day, but I was really unhappy at that time. Even though I am losing money every day."
, but I’m really happy.”
The warm air blown by the air conditioner was blown almost in a straight line. Such force caused half of her hair to float on my face and also fall on my shoulders.
My heartbeat speeds up inexplicably
Then I fell into this comfortable feeling again, and was in a trance.
But the person I love is obviously An Lan, but how can I be moved by this feeling?
Or do you mean that some emotions happen subtly?
In short, everything was so sudden that I couldn't figure myself out.
It’s like these lights flashing before your eyes, both psychedelic and real!
It wasn't until An An came to me to report the data that Sun Xiaojie and I separated, and then we were both a little embarrassed.
An An was also a little embarrassed. She froze on the spot for a moment, then turned around and prepared to avoid it.
I stopped her: "Don't misunderstand me, show me the data sheet."
An An then handed over the data sheet and glanced at Sun Xiaoxiao secretly.
After I read it and signed it and handed it to her, she took the data sheet and ran away quickly.
Then I looked at Sun Xiaoxiao and said to her, "Look, I've been misunderstood now."
"What are you afraid of? You're unmarried and I'm unmarried, so what's there to be afraid of?" Sun Xiaojie has always been so heartless.
I shook my head speechlessly and continued to work. Although Sun Xiaoxiao had nothing to do, she did not leave either.
In fact, her presence here is equivalent to giving all our colleagues a reassurance. Colleagues will work harder and will naturally get twice the result with half the effort.
At 10:30 in the evening, we completed all the preparations before the live broadcast, and there will be some advertising work tomorrow.
After get off work, Sun Xiaoxiao insisted on sending me back. It was no use how I refused her.
Sitting in her Porsche car, she said to me: "I really hope everything goes well tomorrow. The company has actually been losing money since its opening, and I don't know when it will be profitable."
"Whether this kind of thing can happen in a hurry depends on luck. But for Liu Qinglan, she is lucky. It just depends on whether she can get it right."
"When did you start believing this?" Sun Xiaoxiao turned his head and gave me a strange look.
I smiled faintly and replied: "If you believe me sometimes, I plan to go to the Chenghuang Temple tomorrow morning to burn incense sticks."
"Then I'll go with you."
"Don't you believe it?"
"Didn't you also say that? Sometimes you have to believe it. If you believe it, you will have it. If you don't believe it, you will have nothing."
I smiled and said no more.
Chengdu is very charming during this time. The traffic on the road is less crowded, and the colorful lights at the entrance of the restaurant are shining brightly, illuminating the expressionless pedestrians on the street.
Looking out of the car window, everyone's face is unclear, like a distant movie, in which people seem to be crying and laughing, but in the eyes of the audience, it all seems so deliberate.
"Chen Feng." Sun Xiaoxiao suddenly called me again when he was lost in thought.
"Is something wrong?" I came back to my senses and looked at her.
"Have you ever thought about the future?"
I frowned slightly and said impatiently, "Why are you asking this question again?"
"I just want to know. I feel like you really can't see through it. I don't know what you are thinking."
"I've told you dozens of times, I first want to make 10 million, and then" I suddenly fell silent.
"Then what? Is it true? Even you don't know it yourself."
I smiled bitterly, yes! Even I don’t know what I can do after I actually earn 10 million?
Sun Xiaojie said to me again: "I'll help you think about it, and you will cooperate with me and create a business empire together?"
"Only you?"
"Isn't there still you?"
I laughed miserably again and said, "I can't do it either! You think I'm too awesome, but in fact I'm not that awesome."
"In my eyes you are the most powerful."
I looked at Sun Xiaoxiao, and suddenly I didn't know what to say.
"Don't believe it, I just trust you very much. Whatever you say I think is right."
"Don't trust someone so unconditionally, otherwise you will be the one who gets hurt in the end."
Sun Xiaojie also fell silent. After a while, she asked me again: "It's been two months since An Lan left? I think you haven't completely come out yet, so do you plan to have a girlfriend again in the future?
"
"Why are you asking this suddenly again?"
"Just chat, I just want to know."
"No more plans." I said without hesitation.
"I guess that's what you'd say," Sun Xiaojie paused and said again, "What if you meet someone similar to An Lan?"
"impossible."
"I said just in case."
"There is no such thing as a contingency."
"You're a man." Sun Xiaojie turned around and gave me a roll of his eyes, and then said, "If you don't think about yourself, think about your mother instead! After the New Year, you are already thirty-one, it's time to give your mother a hug.
A grandson."
Hearing these words, I suddenly became a little angry and said, "Sun Xiaoxiao, why are you so crazy tonight? If you want to tell me this again, then pull over and let me get off."
"Don't be angry. If you don't want to talk, just talk. I'm just telling you a fact. Why do you like to escape so much?"
I suddenly fell silent again. This word "escape" was the first time I heard it after An Lan left me.
Maybe Sun Xiao is right, I just want to escape, escape from reality, escape from everything
But I always have to face it!
I subconsciously lit a cigarette for myself and opened the car window slightly.
While smoking a cigarette and looking at the night scene outside the car window, I felt lost again.
Sun Xiaoxiao stopped talking and drove the car intently.
The song "Love Is Just One Word" from Chrissie Chang was playing quietly on the radio.
"Two people reflect each other, shining brighter than the stars at night. I traveled over mountains and ridges for you, but I had no intention of looking at the scenery. I want you to have the courage to spread the message with the map of love. I hope you have not forgotten. I will always protect you from now on.
No need to wander and search anymore, love is a word I only say once, you know I can only show it with actions, I promise to keep it for a lifetime, and it is never too late to give."?