After reading this long letter, I felt very uncomfortable, as if there was a stone blocking my chest, and I couldn't even breathe smoothly.
I just don’t understand why Liang Jing did this. Why did she go to see Min Wenbin even though she knew it was Min Wenbin who was fishing?
Is it like making a break for yourself?
It’s really unnecessary! Min Wenbin is wanted by the police and he will not end well, but Liang Jing is so stupid.
I really hope that time can go back to before Liang Jing went to find Min Wenbin. I will stop her no matter what.
Maybe she is smarter than I thought. She had already thought that she might not come back, so she left this letter.
I once said that I would kill this beast Min Wenbin with my own hands. She really did it, but she paid such a heavy price.
I really feel sorry for her, I feel worthless for her, such a vivid person is gone just like that.
I was in no mood at all during dinner in the evening, and had almost no communication with my mother or Xia Tian.
After eating quietly, I went to the bedroom where Liang Jing lived.
There are still some items left by Liang Jing in the room, and there seems to be a faint aura floating in the room.
There was a book on the desk. I picked it up and looked at it. The name of the book was One Hundred Years of Solitude.
I still remember that I gave this book to her at the graduation party.
I still remember that at that time I always misunderstood her as a scumbag, so I wanted her to clean herself up, so I gave this book to her.
I didn't expect that she still had it, and it still looked so new.
After reading this book, I felt even more uncomfortable. The emotions that had been suppressed for several days suddenly burst out when I faced these items.
I locked myself in this room, opened the book One Hundred Years of Solitude and started reading.
This book is not about "loneliness", but the fate of all the characters in the story. Their fates seem different, but they keep repeating themselves, and they can never get rid of the fateful loneliness.
"Chen Feng, I read this book twice and finally understood it." Liang Jing's voice suddenly came from behind.
I suddenly turned my head and looked back. Liang Jing was sitting on the edge of the bed behind me, looking at me with her head tilted and a smile.
I was so surprised that I could not speak with my mouth half open for a long time.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Have you never seen a beautiful woman?"
"Are you real or fake?" I finally spoke, but my voice was trembling.
"Of course it's true, you idiot!"
I didn't believe it, so I stretched out my hand to her
Yes, I was hallucinating, and she was a figment of my imagination.
Sitting back on the chair, I smiled painfully.
Even so, I don't think it's scary. Even if it's her soul standing in front of me, I won't be afraid, just because she is my best friend.
She has disappeared from my hallucinations, and I continue to flip through the book.
On the last page of this book, I saw a passage left by Liang Jing:
"In fact, each of us is born alone. We have been in a trance in this world for decades. The not-so-long days pass in the blink of an eye, and then we die alone. Life is destined to be a tragedy, because we have never integrated into the world, and the world will never
It's something external to the body.
If you are lucky enough, you can find a person in the vast sea of people whose body and soul are perfectly compatible with you, have a connection with you that can be called love, and then together you can endure the fateful loneliness that cannot be escaped or eliminated in life.
But such luck is hard to come by. Some have lost the ability to love, some love deeply but have nowhere to put it, and some die in this love.
And in all love, loneliness continues unabated, and life is just a dream."
This paragraph is probably what Liang Jing felt after reading this book. She really read it carefully and was able to write such a philosophical passage, which cannot be understood by scribbling through it.
I closed the book, closed my eyes, and leaned my head back on the chair.
The song "Faith" by Jeff Chang suddenly came to mind, and one of the lyrics in it: If I had kissed you or hugged you at that time, the ending might have been difficult to tell.
I really admire these people who write lyrics. What kind of changes did they go through to write such meaningful lyrics?
This night, I have been sleeping in this room, sleeping on the bed where Liang Jing slept, covering her with the quilt.
There is even a strand of hair left by her on the pillow. Everything is so real, as if she is lying next to me at this moment.
We finally slept together!
In the dream, I undoubtedly dreamed of her. She was wearing a JK uniform and dancing on the famous cherry blossom avenue where we were in college.
A gust of wind blew, and the pink and white cherry blossoms fell down, falling on her hair, her shoulders, and her feet.
I wanted to chase her, but I couldn't catch her no matter what, until I woke up from the dream.
It's daybreak and the crow of chickens can be heard outside the window. After living in the city for a long time, I have forgotten what mornings in the countryside are like.
I went to open the window, and the fragrance of earth suddenly hit my face, which was refreshing.
Those who leave have already left, but those who are alive still have to work hard to survive.
After breakfast, I was ready to go back to Chengdu. There was still a lot of work waiting for me there.
I also want to make more money as soon as possible and bring my mother to live with me. This is what I hope for most right now.
Xia Xia also slept at my house last night, but before leaving, she decided to leave Diudiu at my house.
I asked her why, she smiled at me, and then typed on her mobile phone to tell me: "I am satisfied knowing that he is still alive. I also have another Schnauzer now, so let him stay at your home."
, I think he likes your family quite a lot."
I said to her again: "But you have been looking for him for so long and paid such a high price. Are you really willing to keep him?"
She continued to type a reply to me on her mobile phone: "I thought about it clearly last night. Staying here is the best place for him to end up. Let's go."
That's good, my mother is with Diudiu, so she won't be so lonely.
After saying goodbye to my mother, I drove Xia Xia to Chongqing Airport, and I also planned to talk to Li Feng and Huang Yong about letting them join our company.
I first called Li Feng, and we made an appointment to meet at a restaurant where I used to go when delivering food. I asked him to call Huang Yong as well.
I arrived first, and the owner of this restaurant had not changed yet, so he recognized me at a glance.
"Chen Feng, right? I haven't seen you for a long time. Where did you get rich recently?"
I smiled and replied: "Why don't you get rich? You can still work the same way. How are you doing lately?"
"It's alright. That's it anyway. Are you alone?"
"There are also Li Feng and Huang Yong, they are coming soon."
"Okay, find a place to sit and I'll get you a cup of tea."
The boss was still so warm and down-to-earth. After finding a place to sit down, I ordered a few dishes. Li Feng and Huang Yong arrived not long after.