After experiencing the terminally ill brother, I began to think about life, what should I live for?
And what is my original intention?
There is no doubt that it is An Lan.
I want to become stronger and then go to London to find her. This is my original intention.
But now, why have I become corrupted and even forgotten An Lan who is far away in London?
This was another drunken night. Instead of going home, I went to Wang Yi's place.
I have something to ask her. I have wanted to ask her for a long time.
After knocking on the door for a long time, Wang Yicai opened the door, but looked at me with an indifferent expression.
I squeezed in drunkenly and closed the door with my backhand.
"What are you doing? Who let you in, you drunkard!" She looked at me scornfully, as if she hated me.
I grabbed her shoulders, calmed down, looked at her and said, "Why do I feel like you hate me now? Why do you always avoid me? Answer me!"
"No, you are overthinking, you are too busy at this time." She said while struggling to get rid of me.
"Don't move. I came to you today just to make it clear to you."
"After all, don't touch me! It hurts me, you know?"
I let go of her, but felt that my body couldn't support it, so I leaned against the wall.
She still stared at me with a look of disgust and said: "You really seem to be a different person now, Chen Feng, can you stop looking drunk every time I see you?"
"There's nothing I can do about it. There's a lot of entertainment, and it's not like you don't know."
"I really don't know whether those dinners you mentioned are big or small and can be canceled completely."
I waved my hand and said vaguely: "I came to you not to talk about this. I want to ask you, why are you deliberately avoiding me during this time? Have I offended you?"
"I told you, I'm too busy. You don't care about the company's affairs at all. I have to deal with all the company's big and small things, as well as the company's financial problems. I'm very busy every day."
"Excuses, these are all excuses."
Wang Yi sighed in disappointment and said, "Whatever you think, I have something else I want to tell you."
"you say."
"I'm too tired. I plan to resign after the breeding base in Meigu County is completed."
I suddenly felt like a basin of cold water was poured on my head, which chilled me to the core.
After being stunned for a long time, I smiled and said, "Are you kidding me?"
"I'm not kidding you, I'm really tired."
"Are you saying you are too tired at work? Then I will find a deputy financial director to assist you. You can't leave, and the company can't live without you."
"Whether I leave or not is not your decision." After saying that, she turned around and walked away indifferently.
I sighed, then lit a cigarette in annoyance, but suddenly became clumsy.
I don't know why she has become so indifferent in just two months.
I suddenly felt tired and didn't even have the strength to stop her. I just looked at her sitting on the sofa with distracted eyes.
"Chen Feng, I have done what I should do, and now you have made money. If you continue with the current plan, the company will be listed on the market soon. My task has been completed, and I don't owe you anymore."
Every word she said was like a sharp dagger, cutting into my heart one by one.
I felt panicked and suffocated. I couldn't even imagine what the company would do without her.
She sneered again and said: "I know that from the beginning you only regarded me as a tool to make money for you. Now your goal has been achieved. Let's get together and part ways."
I finally couldn't control myself and ran to the sofa in a few steps, staring at her intently.
"You are not allowed to leave, I don't allow you to leave!" I looked at her and said in a deep voice.
"Why did you stop me?"
"My company can't live without you."
"Haha, a good company can't live without me, what? Do you want me to devote my whole life to your company?"
"That's not what I meant, Wang Yi, I beg you. If I, Chen Feng, did something wrong, can't I correct it?"
She smiled bitterly and said: "You are right. It was me who was wrong. I should not have let Hongsheng Capital come in. Now you have completely changed. You have become arrogant, arrogant, arrogant and complacent."
"Really? Am I so despicable in your eyes?" I stared at her with tight eyes.
"Think about it for yourself! I'm tired, I'm going to bed, please leave my place." She said coldly, then stood up and prepared to go back to the bedroom.
I subconsciously reached out my hand, grabbed her, and hugged her tightly with all my strength.
Wang Yi struggled: "Let me go! What are you doing?"
"Don't be like this, okay? Don't leave."
"Let me go!" she roared.
With the strength of the wine, I hugged her tighter, already choking with sobs: "Don't go, don't go. I'll change what you just said. Can't I change it?"
She gradually calmed down and stopped struggling.
I continued: "Come down! Please, if you leave the company, there will be nothing we can do. The company can't do without you, Wang Yi."
After I said this, she started struggling again and pushed me away hard.
I saw her biting her lips tightly, with tears in her eyes, and looking at me with hatred.
I desperately pounced on her again and kissed her passionately, but she desperately refused.
My face inadvertently touched hers, and the wet tears made me wake up instantly, and I gradually stopped moving.
I raised my head and looked at her again. Her face was covered with tears, but she turned her head away from me.
This scene made me calm down quickly.
I looked at her at a loss, and after a while I said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"
She glared at me hard, gritted her teeth and said, "I hate you, Chen Feng!"
After leaving these words, she ran back to the room and closed the bedroom door with a loud bang.
I stood there lonely, my ears began to ring a little, and my temples on both sides began to beat non-stop.
An overwhelming feeling of powerlessness suddenly appeared in my heart. I was unable to restrain her and let her continue to stay in the company.
I don't even know why I suddenly kissed her just now?
I left her house and returned to my own place in despair.
I didn't wash up or sleep. I sat alone on the sofa until dawn.
I gradually understand that no one in this world can truly accompany you, let alone a true friend.
It's because I have such wonderful fantasies about the people around me. In fact, they all have their own purposes.
After thinking about this clearly, I finally felt sleepy and fell asleep on the sofa.
I slept until noon and then woke up, like a soulless body, wandering around the room.
Sometimes I stand, sometimes I sit, sometimes I take two steps. I don’t even want to go to the company.
It wasn't until my phone rang that I grabbed the phone on the coffee table and took a look at the caller. It was Gao Sheng.
When the call was connected, Gao Sheng immediately asked me: "Boss, why didn't you and Mr. Wang come to the company? There is an important project establishment meeting at two o'clock this afternoon!"
I slapped my forehead and replied, "I'll be right back."
"Well, where is Mr. Wang? Is she with you?"
"No, please inform her."
"Should I notify you?" Gao Sheng asked strangely, because I am the one who usually contacts Wang Yi.
"Well, please notify her and tell her that this meeting is very important."
"Boss, if I say one more thing, did you have a fight?"
"Don't ask about this, just hang up."
After taking a shower and changing into clean clothes, I went out to the company.