When I arrived in Chengdu, I sent my mother directly to West China Hospital, which is the most authoritative hospital in southwest China.
After arriving at the hospital, a series of examinations were performed, and the final result was that he had advanced lymphoma and severe gastric ulcer.
The moment I got the test form, I was stunned!
I never thought that such a day would come. In my mind, my mother's health has always been good. Although she had many minor illnesses, she never suffered from serious illness.
The sudden disaster made my hands and feet feel cold and at a loss.
I am rich now, but my mother is terminally ill.
I asked the doctor if I could have surgery, but the doctor advised me not to have surgery.
Because the symptoms are already advanced, even if the operation is successful, it will cause great harm to the patient, and he will not be able to eat for long.
I really can't bear to see my mother leave me like this. I can't imagine the sadness.
In the end, I chose conservative treatment, which could make my mother as relaxed as possible and allow her to live one more day.
After going through the admission procedures, go to the ward.
Wards, even ordinary wards, are full of beds most of the time.
I still didn’t tell my mother the real situation. I only told her that it was a normal gastric ulcer and that it would be cured with treatment.
In the ward, the nurse gave my mother a transfusion while I stayed by the side.
But my mother still thought of me and said to me: "Afeng, since I'm fine, just go about your business and I'll call you if anything happens."
"Mom, I'm not busy these days. I can stay with you all the time. Don't worry about me."
After I finished speaking, my nose felt sore and I felt like crying.
In order not to let my mother notice, I had to hold back the tears that were about to overflow my eyes.
The person I feel most sorry for in my life is my mother. She has never been blessed in her life.
Even when I was rich a few years ago, she would rather stay in the country alone.
It was only later that I found out that she chose to move back because Xiao Wei and Panpan disliked her and refused to let her live with us.
She has lived for me all her life, always leaving whatever delicious food she has for me.
My health was not good, but I was afraid of affecting me, so I chose not to tell me.
Looking at my mother on the hospital bed, I felt extremely happy.
I even have an idea that if I could use all the money I have now to exchange for my mother, I would not hesitate at all.
Only then did I realize that money really isn’t everything.
Faced with the critical illness of a loved one, even if you have money, there is nothing you can do.
After walking out of the ward, I burst into tears.
The string that was forcibly stretched in my heart was completely broken!
My heart was like a bolt from the blue and I couldn't accept this fact.
I grabbed my hair with both hands and slowly squatted on the ground with my back against the wall.
Once upon a time, I always thought that death was far away from me.
But now I realize that it is really easy for life to pass away, as if it is just a thought.
Tears kept falling down and dripping on my clothes. My face was cold and my heart was haggard.
Although, this is just a common sense, people will die when they get old, it is inevitable in life.
However, when a loved one passes away, I still feel great sadness in my heart. It is a kind of pain of separation between yin and yang that is difficult to understand.
At this moment, I was really tired, and I just wanted to spend the remaining time with my mother.
Fuck your job!
This night, I stayed with my mother in the ward and never left her.
I turned off my phone. As for work matters, I really didn't want to worry about it. I knew it was quite selfish.
But now I have no time to think about anything else. I just want to accompany my mother and spend this last period of time with her.
The next day, I stayed in the hospital for the entire day without even leaving the hospital.
It wasn't until the third day that the doctor suggested that I give my mother something nutritious to eat. She needs nutritional intake now.
That afternoon, I planned to go back and make some bone soup for my mother, and even hired a nurse to stay in the ward so that she could notify me as soon as possible.
I drove to the vegetable market and bought big bones and some organic vegetables. My mother really needs nutritional intake now.
When I got home, I started immersing myself in work. I just wanted to keep myself as busy as possible so that I wouldn't think too much.
It took two hours to make it. After I packed it in a thermal box, I carried it downstairs.
I met Wang Yi as soon as I came downstairs. She seemed to have just come back from get off work.
Because she lives in the building next door to me, it is the time when she comes back from get off work, so it is not surprising to meet her.
I called out to her, and she gave me a cold look.
I ran towards her and said: "Wang Yi, the company has been entrusting you these days, I"
Before I could finish my words, Wang Yi interrupted: "Isn't it always me? Chen Feng, I said, I will only stay for a month in the end, you should find someone to replace me as soon as possible."
I knew I couldn't keep her, so I had to nod hard and replied: "Put this matter aside for now. Anyway, you will have to work hard during this period. I may not go to the company often."
Wang Yi sneered: "Aren't you always like this? Just tell me where you have been in the past two days?"
"I"
"I can't control where you are, but Chen Feng, let me tell you, tomorrow is the time when the employer asks for the project plan, and you said you would be responsible. So, have you finished writing it?"
I just remembered this, but now my mother is in this situation, I just feel a headache.
I sighed: "If it doesn't work, just abandon this project first!"
Wang Yi sneered incredulously: "It sounds so easy, do you know how much energy and effort we have put into this project in the past half month?"
"Then what can be done?"
"You mean you haven't done anything in the past two days?"
"I didn't mean it, it was because of these two days"
Before I could finish, Wang Yi interrupted me and said, "Don't explain so much to me. You can explain it to the management yourself tomorrow! The company is not mine anyway, so you can do whatever you want!"
After saying that, she turned around and walked back into the building.
I called out to her again: "Wang Yi, I'm really sorry! I really can't do anything these days. My mother is sick, and I have been in the hospital for the past two days."
Wang Yi, who had already walked into the building, suddenly stopped and turned around to look at me in surprise.
I gave her a hard smile, then turned and walked to the parking lot.
But Wang Yi caught up with me and asked: "What did you just say? Your mother is sick and you are in the hospital?"
"Well," I nodded, raised the lunch box in my hand, and said, "I'm going to give her food."
"What disease? Is it serious?"
I was silent for a while and murmured: "Cancer."
Wang Yi was stunned for a moment. She frowned and said after a long time: "Let's go, I'll go to the hospital with you."
We got in the car together, and I said to her while driving: "You have a party tomorrow morning, scrap this project, and just say what I said."
"Let's not give up yet. We have put in so much effort, and the management also recognizes it."
"But what should I do? My mind is not on work at all right now, and tomorrow is the time when the employer asks for the plan."
"Isn't there still one night left? I'll come up with a plan with you, even if we fight until dawn."
I fell silent again, feeling a little mixed in my heart.
In fact, I know in my heart that she, Wang Yi, is the one who really thinks about the company.