When An Lan said, "I want to come and see you more," my mood was shaken again.
This means that she cares about me, and I will naturally be happy, but so what?
After taking a liking to her, I gave a wry smile, then stared at her slightly arched belly and asked, "How many months have it been?"
She touched her belly and said with a happy smile, "It's been exactly six months since today."
Six months was the time for her to return to London.
Does this prove that he was already on good terms with the foreigner at that time?
I felt heartbroken and as uncomfortable as a thousand arrows piercing my heart.
Looking at her happy smile, I guess she must be living a very happy life!
I also forced a smile, subconsciously touched my nose and said, "It's good, I'll be a mother soon."
I didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, and I didn't want to be too sad, so I asked her again: "You should have solved the Antonsen matter, right?"
"That's almost it. Now he and I have made it clear."
"Okay, that's great."
After a pause, I asked again: "What about your father's case? Has there been any result?"
She pursed her lips, shook her head, and said: "There are only some sporadic evidences, which are not enough to prove that Antonsen did it."
"Oh, no matter what, you have tried your best to get to this point."
She smiled, touched her belly again, and said, "Yes, I felt even more relieved after I knew I had a child."
I felt sad again and didn't know what to say anymore.
At this time, An Lan came to sit on the sofa and said to me: "Sit down, don't stand."
I sat down on the sofa with her, but I stayed as far away from her as possible.
She finally asked me: "What about you? How have you been in the past six months?"
"Thanks to you, I'm feeling much better now, as you can see."
"Well, I also heard about your company's achievements in London. You are great."
"It's rare for you to praise me once, and I appreciate it."
"Sincerely, Chen Feng, you have really changed and become more calm."
I sneered and said, "It would be more appropriate for you to just say that I am old."
"Not old, not old at all, we are all still young."
"This is just self-deception. I will be thirty-two years old soon. Do you think I am still young?"
"You are young! As long as you have a young mind, you will be young no matter how old you are."
I really don't want to talk to her about these meaningless topics, but those topics that I have thought about countless times cannot be said at this moment.
After a very long silence, I finally spoke again: "Looking back now, our past life was like a dream. Have you noticed?"
"Why do you think so?"
I didn’t want to answer her question, which she clearly knew, so I smiled and said, “Have you ever had a dream?”
"Of course, you just said that our past is a dream, and you are also a dream of mine. However, my dream is colorful. Because I am very happy when I think of those times together!"
I have mixed feelings in my heart. No matter how nice I say it now, it's all in vain for me.
After another period of silence, I spoke again: "Why do you feel happy when I recall those scenes together? Most of them were painful but you felt happy? Aren't these things we experienced together?"
After a short pause, I continued talking to myself: "I know, because we have never been equal. You have never been afraid of losing me, but I am very afraid of losing! A person is always afraid.
How can a person become happy when he thinks of the person who hurt him?"
A gust of wind blowing in from the window ruffled An Lan's hair, and she habitually tucked it behind her ears.
After a moment of silence, she finally said to me: "Because I am as confused as you, and even worried about gains and losses, but I dare not be willful, you know? Sometimes, that feeling of fear makes me suffocate. I haven't felt it for a long time.
Turned off the lights and slept”
I didn’t want to mention these too sad topics anymore. I smiled and said, “It’s okay, everything is over, it’s over.”
"Well, we'll all be fine."
"You will be fine, but I won't be fine."
An Lan looked at me intently, and after a brief silence, he suddenly said: "Chen Feng, actually I have an important decision to make when I come back this time, and I must tell you."
"What?"
"I"
Just as An Lan spoke, the door to the ward was suddenly opened, and then Wang Yi walked in.
I don't know why she came suddenly. She probably hasn't finished the meeting yet, right?
An Lan and I both looked at her at the same time. An Lan was obviously stunned, but I looked calm.
Wang Yi had seen An Lan's photos, so the moment she saw An Lan, she froze on the spot.
Until I opened my mouth and shouted to Wang Yi: "Why are you here? Isn't it someone from the management who is here for the meeting?"
Only then did Wang Yi come back to his senses and said to me: "I said a few words and then left. I'm just waiting for you to sign and confirm. The plan has been agreed to over there."
"Oh, then come over and sit down, and I'll introduce you."
Wang Yi walked over and looked at An Lan with burning eyes.
An Lan has always been calm and calm, but at this moment, there was an imperceptible look on her face.
Before I could introduce him, Wang Yi took the initiative and said, "Is this An Lan?"
"Well," I nodded, and then said to An Lan, "This is my fiancée Wang Yi, who is also the financial director of my company."
When I told her that she was my fiancée, An Lan was obviously startled, and Wang Yi looked at me with wide eyes.
That's right, I did it on purpose.
I don’t want her to know that I’m not doing well. Since my relationship with her was just a dream, let’s wake up from this dream!
The wind that kept blowing in messed up An Lan's hair again, but this time she was not as determined as before to pin it up.
Wang Yi also stood up and said hesitantly: "I'll go and close the window, the air is a bit cold."
She went to close the window, and An Lan and I looked at each other.
"Are you getting married?" Finally, she asked me.
I nodded, forced a smile and said, "The date has been set."
"when?"
"After May Day!"
"oh."
Wang Yi returned to the sofa at this time, and she looked at me with an embarrassed look.
I glanced at her and she sat down. I raised my hand and hugged her shoulders, pretending to be very intimate.
An Lan stopped looking at me. Her face that had been smiling before instantly lost its luster and turned back to that cold face.
I have become accustomed to her indifference, and now I feel that it is no longer important, because we have already parted ways, and now we are just meeting old friends.
Well, this time she solved a lot of doubts in my heart and allowed me to let go of her completely.
At this time, Wang Yi said to me: "I'm going to the bathroom, you guys talk first."
There was obviously a bathroom in the ward, but Wang Yi still ran out of the ward.
After she left, the ward became quiet again. It was so quiet that the only sound that could be heard was the sound of various medical instruments beside the bed inside, which made people feel suffocating.