I just leaned on her shoulder so quietly, as warm as I leaned on my mother's shoulder when I was a child.
We didn't say another word. The room was very lively, but the courtyard outside was so quiet that the only sounds of my breathing and hers could be heard.
The bright moonlight shines in the courtyard, reflecting a faint light.
My heart slowly settled in silence and became quiet.
The breeze, with a hint of spring, gently blew Wang Yi's hair draped over her shoulders.
She seemed to be afraid of disturbing me, so she took out a rubber band from her pocket and prepared to tie up her hair.
I finally said to her: "Don't tie your hair, just like this. I like the feeling of your hair brushing against my face."
She smiled and put the rubber band back into her pocket.
I don't know if we are in love now?
If it counts, but I have never expressed my love to her; if it doesn’t count, then who are we now?
"Why are you two hiding in the yard? Hurry up and cut the cake." Yang Jing's voice suddenly appeared at the door.
Wang Yi turned around and responded, then turned to me and said, "It's time to eat the cake. Let's go in."
I then left her shoulder, and then entered the house with Wang Yi.
A double-layered cream cake was placed on the dining table, with candles already placed on the cake.
After Wang Yi and I came in, my friends put a birthday hat on me, lit candles, turned off all the lights in the room, and asked me to make a wish.
This is really the first birthday in my life and the first time to eat birthday cake.
I have to make a good wish
After saying goodbye, I blew out all the candles in one breath, the lights suddenly turned on, and my friends all started singing happy birthday.
In this atmosphere, I am very happy and contented to be able to meet this group of friends.
I got to know each of them after I came to Chengdu. As for my friends in Chongqing, I seem to have very few contacts now.
After cutting the cake, I handed it to everyone individually.
As soon as I took a bite, Gao Sheng touched the cream in his hand and applied it on my face.
I couldn't avoid it, so he applied it to me, and then other friends started to rush towards me.
I was so confused that my face was covered with cream, and even my hair and clothes were covered with cream.
But everyone has a certain limit and nothing is too wasteful.
Anyway, I was happy, so I wasn’t angry. I went to the bathroom, washed my face, and cleaned the cream from my hair.
Wang Yi also found me a clean shirt to put on, and returned to the living room, where everyone continued to eat and play.
The so-called "birthday party" is actually a platform for everyone to communicate their feelings, so I chatted with my friends for a while.
Of course, I haven’t drank less. My drinking capacity is much better than before. This is only due to the many social activities during this period and the exercise.
I don't know if I'm the only one who feels like this. Every time I drink to a certain level, I become particularly open-minded.
People will also become bolder. This boldness may not be shown, but they will think about many things in their brains that they usually don't dare to think about.
I still can't forget An Lan, so I can only imagine it.
I imagined that if she were there and it was just the two of us, maybe we would have a few drinks and then sit quietly in the yard watching the stars and chatting about life.
This is such a beautiful and happy thing!
And I will definitely have sex with her this night, because I am very happy, and if I can do happier things with her, then it will be even better.
This is not a shameful thing, because making love is also a part of the relationship between men and women.
I'm not that conservative, but I only want to do it with people I love.
Looking at Wang Yi who was cleaning up the mess on the dining table next to him, he suddenly felt that this was not bad.
Then I started to struggle inside again, should I fall in love with two women at the same time?
This is ridiculous, a sign of disloyalty, and a sign of a scumbag.
I even thought deeply about whether I have love for Wang Yi or not.
I can't think of an answer, maybe not in my lifetime.
I just feel that I can't live without her now, so I try my best to keep her.
I was a little dizzy, and I sat drowsily on the wicker chair in the yard outside, and then looked at He Jing who was singing for everyone inside.
At this moment, the identity of my protagonist is no longer so obvious.
But I am happy to be quiet. I am too tired, both physically and mentally. I really want to have a good sleep.
Until this time, Wang Yi came to me with a glass of milk.
"Drink some milk, it will help you sober up."
This time I didn't refuse, took it from her hand, and drank half the glass in one gulp.
"Is it any better?"
I laughed and said: "How can it be so fast? I just drank it."
"You too, why do you have to drink so much?"
"Not much! This is less than two-thirds of my entertainment."
Wang Yi looked at me with an unreasonable look and said as if complaining: "What you call socializing is drinking, right?"
"There's nothing I can do about it, and I don't want to either."
"As I said before, some entertainment can be cancelled."
"I know."
"Then you are still like this?"
"Not in the future. Look, I haven't participated in any social activities in the past half month."
"I hope you will do what you say, otherwise I will be really speechless for you."
"No Wang Yi, I really can't live without you now, can you please not go back?" I suddenly looked at her and said with deep affection in my eyes.
She was silent for a while, raised her hand to comb her hair, and said, "Have a happy birthday today and don't talk like this."
"You agree to stay, and I'm happier than anything else."
Wang Yi was silent for a while and said: "Is it because you don't want me to leave, or your company can't do without me?"
"Yes, you are basically in charge of the company now. If you leave suddenly, what do you think I should do?"
Wang Yi's face suddenly turned cold, then he stood up, gave me a cold look, and said, "Just wake up."
After saying that, she returned to the room.
Did I say something wrong again?
I really don’t understand what is going on in a woman’s heart. I can’t see through a woman’s heart. I really can’t understand it.
I didn't go in anymore, I just looked at the lively scene inside with a spectator's eyes, but I wasn't tired of them taking the spotlight.
But I feel that my energy can no longer cope with such a scene, because from time to time someone will remember that I am the protagonist, and then pick up a cup and have a drink with me.
If I keep drinking like this, I won't have to do anything tomorrow.
I don’t know how much time passed, but I actually fell asleep on the wicker chair in the yard.
I was woken up by Wang Yi. She said to me: "Stop sleeping outside. Go inside and sleep. All my friends have sent me away."
I looked inside the room, which was bustling before and suddenly became peaceful.
"Why haven't you left yet?" I asked her and felt like I had said the wrong thing.
Wang Yi replied in a deep voice: "I'll leave right away."
"I didn't mean that."
"I know, it's okay. Go in and go to bed. It's getting late."
I opened my mouth half-open, really wanting to say something to her, but in the end I didn't say anything.
Back in the house, I looked at the living room that had been tidied up, and looked back at Wang Yi. She was already ready to leave.