After being quiet for a while, Wang Yi suddenly said: "Chen Feng, are you asleep?"
"No."
"Neither do I. I don't dare to sleep because I'm afraid that I won't be able to wake up after falling asleep."
I smiled and said, "What are you talking about?"
"It's just that I'm afraid. Don't look at me. I'm usually so carefree and don't seem to be afraid of anything. In fact, I'm also very fragile inside."
I know that no matter what, she is just a woman and needs to be protected.
I comforted him: "It's okay. Once you get through tonight, you'll be fine tomorrow."
"Really?"
"Well, don't you hear it's no longer snowing outside? So, we can leave early tomorrow morning."
Wang Yi said "Yeah", then fell silent for a while, and then said with some emotion: "Why do you think we are so unlucky? We also encountered heavy rain last time, and now it's snowing again."
I smiled and said, "Isn't this what we call staying together through thick and thin?"
"It's already this time and you're still kidding me."
"Yes, it's so difficult. How can I cry if I don't smile?"
Wang Yi really smiled and said: "Remembering that time, it was me who comforted you, and now it's you who comforts me."
"This is what we call comforting each other."
The chill got heavier and heavier, and we instinctively hugged each other tighter and tighter, so tight that I could completely feel her heartbeat, and so tight that her breathing was right next to my ear.
But at this moment, I suddenly thought of An Lan again.
When she suffered the accident in Sanya, would she have been colder and more suffocated than I am now?
At that moment, would she be particularly scared and lonely?
No one knew that she had endured everything on her own.
She is just that kind of person who doesn't want me to get involved in her things and chooses to face them alone.
I'm still thinking if I really die here tonight.
So if An Lan finds out, will she feel a little sad?
When I was thinking about this, Wang Yi suddenly said in my ear: "Chen Feng, are you asleep?"
"I haven't slept yet, don't worry, I will wait until you fall asleep before sleeping again."
"No, I just have something to say to you. I'm afraid if I don't say it now, I won't have the chance to say it."
"Don't say stupid things."
"Then do you listen?"
"Listen, tell me."
"I" she said hesitantly, "I seem to like you a little bit. Can I be your girlfriend?"
Her sudden words caught me off guard.
I simply didn't believe my ears, so I didn't respond for a long time.
"Is that okay?" Seeing that I was silent for a long time, she asked weakly.
In fact, I know that she has been in love with me for a long time, and I can't explain how I feel about her. Anyway, my friends think that we are together.
Seeing that I was still silent, she sighed again and said: "Forget it, just pretend I didn't say anything, maybe I was just frozen."
I didn't wait for her to say anything, I kissed her directly and sealed her mouth so that she couldn't continue talking.
my heart beats faster
I have never felt this way before, as if there is only softness left in the world.
Wang Yi hugged me tightly, and her fingernails seemed to penetrate my sweatshirt and embed into my flesh.
I also hugged her very tightly, so tight that she seemed to be one body.
Kiss is something that has no concept of time. I don't know how long we kissed before we let go of each other.
I was panting heavily, and she was panting too, and our simultaneous breaths floated on each other's faces.
Although I couldn't see her expression clearly, I felt her body shaking slightly at that moment.
"Are you okay?" I asked her.
She softly said "hmm" and asked again: "Did you agree?"
I smiled and said, "If I say I didn't agree, does that count as rape?"
"Please stop teasing me."
I hugged her tightly again and said, "Yes, I agreed, and don't you think all our friends know that we are together."
"But you have never been like a couple with me, so I feel like you still can't let go of An Lan."
When I suddenly mentioned An Lan, my heart sank. I was silent for a while and said, "Let's not talk about her anymore. She and I are in the past tense."
"Okay, I won't say anything anymore."
I didn't speak anymore, all I was thinking about was my future life. Maybe An Lan and I were really destined to have no connection.
From now on, I will definitely love Wang Yi and will never let her down again.
In silence, Wang Yi asked me tentatively: "Chen Feng, are we really together? Or have you not thought about it yet?"
"Think about it, if you don't say this, I will tell you sooner or later."
"Then why didn't you confess to me earlier? Do you have to confess to you as a woman?"
"I"
"Forget it, forget it, I don't blame you. It's the same for anyone who expresses his love. I just can't hold it anymore. It will be too late if I don't say anything."
I smiled and asked her again: "Are you still cold?"
"It's not cold, I'm feeling hot all over now."
"Yeah?"
"Really, if you don't believe me, just touch it."
"Then I'm coming!"
She suddenly screamed: "Oh! Where are you touching?"
"Didn't you let me touch it?"
"I asked you to touch it, but I didn't let you touch it here!"
"I've touched it. If you think it's unfair, then you can touch it back!"
"You"
So we all laughed, and the small space suddenly felt warm.
Although this small space, it is much more comfortable than living alone in that big villa.
Maybe this is the so-called happiness!
"How do you feel?" Suddenly, she asked me again.
"What does it feel like?" I asked doubtfully.
"What did the place you touched just now feel like?"
I was speechless: "How to describe this?"
"Just tell me how you feel."
"It's just so soft, so warm, so hot."
"Really? I said my whole body is burning hot now."
"Well, how about your dad take off his clothes so that I can get warmer?" I said jokingly.
"What are you thinking? It turns out you are quite perverted too!"
I was amused by her and laughed out loud: "Is there any crow in the world who is not black? Is there any man who is not lustful?"
"Then tell me, how many women have you slept with?"
"Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"
"Didn't you talk about it?"
"Not much."
"How much is not many? I'm telling you, I haven't had one."
"Really? I don't believe it unless you let me try it."
"Oh, why are you becoming more and more unreliable as you talk? Let's stop chatting. If we continue to chat, I'm afraid you'll mess up."
I am really happy. This is the biggest difference between Wang Yi and An Lan.
I will always try to make An Lan happy. Once she is unhappy, I will be even more sad.
As for Wang Yi, she has always been trying to make me happy, and she knows exactly what I need.
Some people say that to marry a wife, you must marry someone who loves you, not someone you love.
Maybe Wang Yi is the woman who will accompany me to the end!
I was suddenly very grateful for this heavy snowfall. Although I was trapped on the top of this barren mountain, it allowed me to gain love again.
As for whether it's love or not, it doesn't matter anymore, because I'm no longer at the age where I can't live without love.