As the sky gradually darkened, Wang Yi and I took the lead in arriving at the dining place, and I sent the address to Fu Zhiqiang.
Wang Yi and I ordered the dishes, and then chatted while waiting for Fu Zhiqiang and the others.
During this break, I went outside the restaurant to buy a pack of cigarettes. When I came back, I saw a hotel called "Orange Crystal" next to the restaurant where we were.
A woman was chased out from inside, holding a fast food box in her hand. The woman's eyeliner was already stained with tears.
The girl chased her out and dragged a man standing at the door of the hotel. She choked with sobs and said, "Don't leave!"
The man was silent at first, but after a long while he finally spoke: "I know you like pizza. It's my last money, so I bought you your favorite pizza."
The man's voice was also choked with sobs, but he persisted and continued: "I'm sorry! I can't go on with you anymore, you can go."
"Where do you want me to go?" The woman looked at the man with a painful look on her face.
"The world is so big" man's Adam's apple is crawling.
"Chen Yao, can you cheer up! Isn't it just that the business failed? Isn't it just that you lost everything? What else? As long as you are still here, everything can be done again. Why do you have to be like this?" The woman was heartbroken.
roared.
The man lowered his head and said nothing.
The woman looked at the man expectantly, as if waiting for an answer from him.
But after a while, the man didn't say a word.
The woman's eyes full of expectations slowly turned into disappointment, and finally she said: "Chen Yao, I'll ask you one last time, don't you regret it?"
"I don't regret it."
The man finally spoke, but I felt deeply how difficult it was to say these words.
The woman wiped away her tears fiercely, smiled bitterly at the man, and then got into a taxi.
The car followed the traffic and soon disappeared in the flashing lights.
The man took two steps forward. He seemed to have something to say, but it was already too late.
After the taxi the woman took completely disappeared, the man suddenly squatted on the ground. She covered her eyes with her hands, not knowing whether she was crying or something.
Looking at the man crying under the neon lights, I couldn't help but think of myself two years ago.
Just as desperate, just as ruthlessly abandoned by life.
Judging from their conversation just now, it seems that this man also went bankrupt due to business failure.
In fact, I can also tell that this man is extraordinary. At least from her expression and temperament, it can be seen that he has been brilliant in the past.
Isn’t this what I was like two years ago?
We are both losers in this city, but I am a little better than her because at that time I met An Lan who always encouraged me and helped me rise from the abyss.
But he didn't seem to want to affect the woman who left just now because of his failure, so he chose to bear it all alone.
Who can understand him? Maybe I can.
"Such a man deserves no sympathy!" Wang Yi's voice suddenly came from behind.
I turned to look at her, and she was looking coldly at the man squatting on the ground crying.
"Why did you come out?" I looked at her and asked her.
"Seeing that you haven't come back for so long, I came out to see you." She said.
I looked at the man squatting on the ground again and asked her, "Why do you think he doesn't deserve sympathy?"
"It can be seen that he didn't want to affect the woman because of his poverty, but from beginning to end, did you hear the woman ask him for money?"
I was stunned!
Wang Yi added: "He cares too much about himself! Maybe he doesn't understand his woman at all."
I habitually touched my nose with my fingers, and then asked Wang Yi: "If you were that man, what would you do?"
"You should answer this question, you are a man."
I smiled and said, "Yes, I also think he doesn't deserve sympathy. The lack of money is only temporary. At worst, it's not worth it for him to fight for such a trivial matter. He will regret sacrificing love for such a trivial matter."
"that is."
I know what kind of character Wang Yi is, so I choose to say things she likes to hear.
I want to make her happy, and I don't want us to have differences because of other people's affairs.
In fact, I was a bit insincere.
Because it is not easy for a failed man to stand up again. In fact, once most people fall, it is difficult to stand up again.
Even if you fight against life with a fighting heart, how many of them can really succeed in the end?
And I, at best, am the lucky one among that group of people.
As a lucky person, I know clearly that I have to thank many people for what I have today.
There is no need for An Lan. She pulled me out of the abyss and brought me to the Internet.
I also met many noble people, such as Jiang Shimin from Jiangshan Group.
Without them, I wouldn't be where I am today.
Having said that, because the man in front of him loves this woman, he doesn't want to take her to take risks with him.
He just said that the pizza he bought for the woman was his last money.
He is too poor. Poverty is really a serious illness that can make people feel inferior and lose confidence.
It's understandable that Wang Yi can't understand, because she is a woman, and she may never understand what a man is really thinking.
But I want to give this man a chance, just like someone handed me a blanket when I was shivering from the cold.
Although I am not a savior, even though this matter has nothing to do with me, I can see that this man is very unwilling to accept it.
He shouldn't be abandoned by life like this. Maybe give him a chance, just one chance, and he can turn around.
I walked up to the man and squatted next to him.
Someone squatted down next to him, and he naturally felt it, so he raised his head and glanced at me.
He was really crying, and you know there aren't many things that make a man cry.
I took out the cigarette and held it in my hand, and asked him: "Brother, is there any fire?"
He paused, took out a lighter and handed it to me.
I immediately lit a cigarette, handed him one and said, "Here you go, have one."
It is very easy to start a conversation between men, a cigarette is enough.
He took the cigarette and lit it, then turned his head to the side, not wanting me to see him crying.
But I understand how he feels, I understand it so well.
After taking two puffs of cigarette, I finally said: "It's not a big deal, we can still get back what we lost."
He shook his head and said with a wry smile: "You can't get it back. Once you take the wrong path in life, you can never look back."
As he said that, he stood up, smiled at me, and said, "Brother, thank you for the cigarette. I will return it to you when I have the chance."
After saying that, he left in the opposite direction from where the taxi left just now.
I didn't catch up, I just looked at his back, feeling as if a five-flavor bottle had been knocked over.
At this time Wang Yi came to me again and said to me: "Look! I'm right, this kind of man doesn't deserve sympathy."