I still didn't take the next step, but I didn't push her back, and I didn't dare to look at her. I said in a deep voice, "What would you do if you were me?"
"If I were you, I would definitely not hold on like you."
I laughed: "I've said so many ugly things to you. If I get as close to you as soon as we meet, wouldn't the words I said before just be farts?"
"You just want to save face and suffer the consequences!"
"Maybe! You don't know me. I am a person who values face more than anything else."
An Lan sighed softly and said, "Why do you have to be so deliberate about yourself? Even if you don't know someone, if you don't bring money, it doesn't matter if I treat you to a meal."
I hesitated for a moment and then finally said: "If I really get angry with you and look childish, I'll take the food."
As I said this, I took the lunch box over and ate all the food in it in a few mouthfuls.
I was really hungry. I ate so much that I had no image.
An Lan kept watching me finish eating, then smiled and asked the stewardess to order a glass of boiled water for me.
Only now did I understand why she could do great things, but I could only rely on others to strengthen myself.
Because her mentality is so good and she is so tolerant.
Maybe I will never know what she is thinking or doing until the last moment.
After I finished eating, she continued to read the documents, and I couldn't disturb her anymore.
After eating, I gradually felt sleepy.
In a daze, I seemed to be leaning against something particularly comfortable.
I slept for a while, and when I opened my eyes again, I found myself leaning against An Lan.
She didn't wake me up, and seemed to have been looking at the unfinished documents in a posture that was uncomfortable for her.
It wasn't until I woke up that she said, "Are you awake?"
I quickly left her body, wiped my face, and replied: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I suddenly fell asleep. Didn't I make you uncomfortable?"
"It's okay." She replied concisely.
"Thank you." After saying this, I turned my attention to the window again.
I don’t know which city the plane was flying to. I only saw thick clouds below me. It was probably raining in this city.
I turned around and looked at the little boy who had changed seats with me before. He was still looking at the sky outside the window with his sister.
Both of them were very excited. It was obvious that it was their first time to fly.
The little boy is very sensible. Whenever his sister's voice is too loud, he will remind her in a low voice to keep her voice down so as not to disturb others.
I'm actually very surprised, why are there only two children and their adults?
And judging from the clothes and appearance of these two children, they are definitely children from rural areas. There are obvious differences between rural children and urban children.
Especially that kind of inferiority complex, which was vividly reflected in that little boy just now.
Because I have been there, I feel it deeply.
Just looking at the two brothers and sisters, they were lost for a moment, and suddenly felt a weight on their shoulders.
When I turned around, I saw that An Lan was sleeping on my shoulder.
I fell asleep leaning on her just now, and now she actually fell on my shoulder.
She didn't wake me up just now, so I certainly wouldn't wake her up. I even put my coat on her body, and then looked at her black hair in a daze for a long time.
Not long after, the flight attendant began to remind us that the plane was preparing to land at Shanghai Pudong Airport.
An Lan also woke up at this time, and she also found herself leaning on my shoulder. When she woke up, she said to me: "Sorry, me too."
"Didn't I fall asleep leaning on you just now?" I answered.
An Lan is not a person who likes to get entangled, so she turned to me and asked: "How long will it take for you to come to Shanghai this time?"
"I don't know, I won't be able to stay long. Are you okay?"
"No, just ask."
"You want to ask me what I'm here for?"
"Will you tell me?"
I smiled coquettishly, and then said to her: "Actually, it's not a secret, I'm here this time"
Before I finished speaking, the plane suddenly shook violently.
At this time, the plane just landed on the ground. For some reason, the wheels of the plane suddenly bounced up after touching the ground.
The huge impact caused everyone in the cabin to lean forward heavily.
Along with the screams, my heart suddenly tightened.
It was at this moment that An Lan held my hand firmly. This was a very instinctive reaction, and I subconsciously held her hand tightly!
The moment the plane's wheels bounced up, it quickly returned to the ground.
There was a panic in the cabin, and many people began to talk. I have flown so many times, and this is the first time I have encountered such a situation.
Soon, the flight attendant began to reassure the passengers on the radio.
I could also feel that the pilot was trying his best to keep the balance of the fuselage, but the vibration in the cabin was still very loud. It lasted for about ten seconds before the plane returned to stability and then slowly stopped.
Almost everyone in the cabin let out a long breath. I immediately turned to look at An Lan. She looked quite calm.
But what I know about her is that although she looks calm on the outside, she is not calm on the inside.
From the way she grabbed my hand just now, I could feel that her nails were almost digging into my flesh. One can imagine that she was scared at that moment.
Many frightened passengers in the cabin began to calm down slowly. Some passengers clamored to complain to the airline, saying that this was a particularly rubbish flight experience.
The flight attendants tried their best to comfort him, saying that this was a normal phenomenon and there was no need to panic.
I don’t know if it’s normal or not, but it’s the first time I’ve met him.
At this time, I let go of An Lan's hand and asked her, "You spend more time flying than me. Have you ever encountered this situation before?"
By saying this, I want her to come back to her senses from the state of fear just now.
She was really scared, even my hands were covered with sweat from her hands.
I felt very uncomfortable. I knew how much psychological trauma the accident in Sanya had caused her.
She has always been a person who is not afraid, but she is unwilling to tell others or show it.
I know, I know everything.
If the person sitting next to me today is not me, I might think that she is too calm, and her expression remains unchanged at such a scary moment.
But only I know that she is also afraid, and she is also very fragile.
After a long while, An Lan shook his head at me and said, "I've never encountered this before, and it's also my first time."
"It seems that we should try not to fly cheap flights in the future."
"The chance of this should be very small." After she finished speaking, she smiled at me.
After the plane stopped smoothly, passengers began to take out their luggage and prepare to get off the plane.
Neither An Lan nor I had any luggage with us. We sat in our seats and waited until everyone was gone before we walked outside together.
At this time, An Lan asked me again: "You haven't finished speaking just now. What did you do in Shanghai?"