Bing Xuanxin was silent for a moment and said: "I saw you right indeed. Right and wrong are very important in your heart."
Chen Yang said: "As a human being, you should distinguish right from wrong."
Bing Xuanxin said: "Those who practice Taoism are not only interested in profit, but how many people are here to distinguish right from wrong?"
Chen Yang said: "I can't control what others do. But when I do things, I always have to have a clear conscience!"
Bing Xuanxin said: "Have you never done anything that makes you feel guilty in your life?"
Chen Yang sighed slightly and said, "Of course I did."
Bing Xuanxin was slightly surprised and said, "You will also do something that you feel guilty about?"
Chen Yang said: "There are so many."
Bing Xuanxin said: "I'm very interested. We know each other and have a close relationship. Why don't we share some secrets together? I can start by talking about a few things about myself."
Chen Yang originally wanted to refuse, but Bing Xuanxin said that she would talk first, and he immediately became interested. He could not say that he was not interested in the private past of such a beautiful and legendary woman.
People are always interested in celebrities' privacy.
And Chen Yang will also be interested in the privacy of big bosses like Bing Xuanxin.
If Bing Xuanxin were a man, he wouldn't be so interested.
Chen Yang did not refuse at the moment.
Bing Xuanxin was slightly startled, as if he didn't expect that this Chen Yang would not follow the routine. "I thought you would continue to refuse."
Chen Yang laughed and said, "I am indeed very interested."
Bing Xuanxin said: "You are a man, you should say it first."
Chen Yang said: "Haha, that's what you suggested."
Bing Xuanxin smiled slyly and said: "If you ask me to say it, there is actually nothing to say. Because I am a very bad person and have done a lot of bad things. But no matter what, after I say it, you have to say it too, how about it?"
"
Chen Yang said: "Okay!"
Bing Xuanxin said: "Okay!" She paused and said: "Feng Taixuan once really liked a woman named Lingjing. Lingjing was a very cute girl, innocent, lively and brilliant. In her,
There is a kind of purity that we cultivators do not have. Therefore, Feng Taixuan really liked this woman. Later, she was pregnant with Feng Taixuan's child... She did not belong to the clan of gods, and it only took one year to conceive a child. I
Some medicinal pills were put into her diet. They seemed very nutritious, but in fact, she suffered from amniotic fluid embolism during childbirth, and there was no way she could be saved. So later, she died. Her child also did not survive.
Come down."
Chen Yang was shocked.
"How can you do this?" Chen Yang felt incredible. "What kind of woman are you? Are you a devil?"
Bing Xuanxin twitched the corner of his mouth, showed a smile, and said: "Are you angry?"
Chen Yang said: "Where is your bottom line?" He felt very strange. What this woman did was really vicious and had no bottom line. But there was a kind of magic in her, which made Chen Yang always feel that she was a little different.
of.
Bing Xuanxin said: "Bottom line? I have lost it a long time ago. You have a bottom line because you have never been so desperate."
Chen Yang said: "What do you mean?"
Bing Xuanxin said: "At first Feng Taixuan married me for the Moyan Divine Armor, but later he gradually believed that I didn't have the Moyan Divine Armor. But he killed the person I loved most, which is not the most important thing. That kind of hatred will
Overwhelmed by time. What I can’t stand the most is every day by his side. Every day is torture, but I can’t escape. If I leave, my father, my mother, and all my family will die. He is
So powerful! Can you imagine that an ugly old woman kills your wife and wants you to be with her every day? When she gets angry, you have to kneel down. When she smiles, you have to laugh too. You can't run away.
, you run away and she kills all your family members."
Chen Yang's body was shaken again.
His scalp instantly felt numb.
He is the person who cannot be humiliated the most.
If that were the case, he would go crazy on such a day.
"The spiritual mirror came at the wrong time, but it's not her fault. I was beginning to use my own methods to kill Feng Taixuan, using the method of dual cultivation to put a spell on him and make him go crazy. But the appearance of the spiritual mirror,
Feng Taixuan lost interest in me! So, I can only kill her!" Bing Xuanxin said.
Chen Yang said: "After Lingjing gave birth to a son, wouldn't he be unable to serve Feng Taixuan for a long time?"
Bing Xuanxin said: "While Lingjing was giving birth, Feng Taixuan went into seclusion. What can't be tolerated after being in seclusion for half a year? He refused to go into seclusion and practice dual cultivation with me. It wasn't until Lingjing's death that I used all my gentleness to let him
Change of mind."
Chen Yang said: "Lingjing mother and son are too innocent."
Bing Xuanxin said: "She is innocent, but I can't live in such a prison just because she is innocent. She blocked my way, so she has to die!"
Chen Yang said: "I cannot agree with your approach."
"Of course you can't agree, and I don't expect you to agree." Bing Xuanxin took a deep breath, and then said: "I got to where I am today step by step, with luck, but more of it is humiliation. I have done so much, that is
In order to avoid being humiliated in the future, take control of your own destiny!"
Chen Yang looked at Bing Xuanxin and said: "You try to please me in every possible way, isn't it also a humiliation for you?" After he said that, he added: "I know it's very unfortunate that you have reached this point.
It’s easy. I don’t want to bow to anyone anymore. I don’t need you to please me, because I will be afraid. If you please me now, you will hold grudge against me in the future.”
"I do..." Bing Xuanxin said slowly after being silent: "I am trying to please you. When I need help, this kind of flattering has become a habit. I have never had a heart-to-heart relationship with anyone in so many years.
.But with you, I talk the most. Speaking of it, I feel very strange. Maybe, it is really that you are different from many people. At least, people like me have bloody hands, but it does not hinder
I trust and like kind people."
Chen Yang said: "I am not a kind person. A kind person would not be alive now. My hands are also stained with a lot of innocent blood, but the difference between me and you is that I have never taken the initiative to kill
Those innocent people."
Bing Xuanxin said: "The difference between active and passive is that you won't feel guilty if you are passive, but you will feel guilty if you are active, right?"
Chen Yang said: "What you say makes sense."
Bing Xuanxin said: "Where is the innocence? When the avalanche, that piece of snowflake was innocent? Who does not have original sin? Those ordinary people, who step on ants, swallow the flesh of living creatures, cook and fry, and feast on it, aren't they the same?
Original sin?”
Chen Yang said: "That is a biological chain."
"The law of the jungle is a biological chain. I am not blaming them, nor am I excusing myself. But I will not feel guilty or feel sorry for anyone. I am not a good person, which I have always admitted. In this life, I will just live
Myself." Bing Xuanxin said.
Chen Yang said: "You are one of the few people I rarely see who lives very clearly, but living too clearly is also a kind of pain!"
Bing Xuanxin then said: "Okay, I have told my story. It's time for you to tell your story. Otherwise, how can it be regarded as an exchange of secrets?"
Chen Yang was suddenly in a dilemma. After he heard Bing Xuanxin's secret, he was unwilling to mention those things. But now it would be meaningless if he didn't say it. Moreover, although he was good at lying, he would not lie for no reason.
Chen Yang would never be able to do this kind of thing when you lie to someone who is having a heart-to-heart relationship with you.
After a long time, Chen Yang sighed and said: "The thing I regret the most in my life is that I once raped a woman. To put it mildly, it was rape."
Bing Xuanxin's beautiful eyes widened and she said: "Are you serious? Although I have known you not long ago, based on my understanding of you, you should not do such a thing. You are a proud person at heart.
Pride will not allow you to do such a thing."
Chen Yang said: "I have many regrets in my life, but this is what I regret."
Bing Xuanxin said: "Many things cannot be taken at face value. Please tell me why you did this?"········
