She and him could have lived in peace and quiet for the past few years, and then parted ways and remained friends.
It's just that she got greedy on her own, she wanted more, but she walked away after finding something different from what she imagined, which led to today's situation.
And he was just tricked into the game by her, and kicked out by her.
What heinous crime could he be guilty of?
He was obviously the best man she had ever seen.
It's just that she can't afford it.
Gu Qing'er held the pieces of letter paper and read every word on them over and over again, her eyes still turned red.
She couldn't help but bury her face in her knees, hugging herself, and remained motionless for a long time.
I don't know how long it took, but suddenly Luan Bin knocked on the door: "Miss Gu?"
Gu Qing'er didn't move or answer.
Until Luan Bin spoke again: "Mr. Fu has sent a letter, and I put it on the table outside for you."
Gu Qing'er couldn't help but slowly raised her head, and then heard the sound of Luan Bin entering the door.
After a while, Luan Bin left again and helped her close the outer door.
Gu Qing'er sat stiffly for a moment, and then moved little by little to the bed. When he got out of bed, he couldn't reach the slippers even after two attempts, so he simply didn't wear them anymore, opened the door and walked out.
As expected, there was an envelope on the small round table outside, with the name of the airline printed on the outside.
Gu Qing'er opened the envelope and took out the letter paper inside.
She had just read the handwriting on the letter several times, and it was so familiar that she could no longer be familiar with it——
Qing Er:
At this moment, I am ten thousand meters high in the sky, and everyone around me is sleeping soundly, but I still can't close my eyes.
I always think about whether you slept well last night, how you will be in your mood this morning, whether you got up, and whether you saw my letter.
Although a letter is not enough to explain anything, every word I wrote is true.
Sometimes people get confused, so confused that they can't even see themselves clearly. Just like that time you told me that everything you did was just a game, and now it's boring, so you don't plan to continue playing.
At that time, I was completely confused. I only knew that I had been deceived by my well-behaved and obedient little girl, but I forgot to pursue the truth and the reason for your sudden change of attitude.
But now that I think about it, at that time, I had never seen my own heart clearly. Even if I knew what you were concerned about, what better way could I have dealt with it?
Fortunately, time will naturally give the answer to many things.
While you were hospitalized in Mincheng, I went to the United States.
At that time, I thought the ending between us should have been decided. Since you are no longer willing to play, why should I continue to force you?
Besides, I didn’t invest too much in this marriage. Even if it was emotionally difficult to accept it for a while, it was only a matter of ten days and a half. Soon, I could convince myself to accept this fact and move on.
But I really overestimated myself.
At that time, I stayed in the United States for half a month. During that half month, if you asked me what I did, I couldn't answer you.
Because I really don’t know what I have done. Every day, my mind either goes blank for a long time, or... I just think of you and the unborn child.
I always think back over and over again about all the times we were together and how you looked when you fell out with me.
I don't understand how one person can have such two completely different faces. In other words, what I just don't understand is how you can be like this.
I can't figure it out, but the more I can't figure it out, the more I think about it.
Even though I have repeatedly warned myself not to think about it anymore, my thoughts are always involuntarily.
At that time, I felt that I was ridiculous. Is it necessary to be like this? I was just deceived and I didn’t lose anything. I didn’t lose either money or people. Why should I be so brooding and upset?
I've never been like this.
So I found a reason for myself, and that reason was simply curiosity, curiosity about how one person could have such two faces, and curiosity about what kind of result these two faces would lead to in the end.
However, this reason is actually ridiculously thin.
But what can I do?
Do I have to admit to myself that I just fell in love with that Gu Qing'er who was my little wife? That fake, non-existent Gu Qing'er, I liked her very much.
After you have been severely disliked and given up, and you know clearly that everything is fake, if you still think about it, isn't this a bit of a shame?
This is so embarrassing that I dare not admit it.
But what do you look like in real life? I don’t seem to know either.
It seems that you only revealed that kind of "truth" to me and the people around me. At that time, the way I kept myself awake was to repeatedly think about and confirm your "truth".
But sobriety and confusion intersect too many times, and often the boundaries are blurred.
I was confused and had no idea what I was thinking.
Until you are injured and hospitalized for the second time.
It was then that I realized how much harm my first big mistake had caused. It was only then that the fog in my heart seemed to have finally been blown away.
What you call "truth" is not really real.
I have known the real you from the beginning.
There is no earth-shaking change in you, no two shocking faces in you.
From beginning to end, you are you.
What I like is your truest self.
It was you before, it's you now.
Every aspect I like is you.
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After Fu Chengyu got off the plane, he handed the letter he wrote on the plane to the next flight, and then returned home.
When he came in, Mrs. Fu was about to go out. When she saw him, she suddenly froze, changed her face slightly and said, "Why are you back? Aren't you going to stay in Ancheng for a while?"
Fu Chengyu didn't know where to start for a moment, so he turned around and walked into the house and sat on the sofa.
"Okay, your mother, you are not willing to answer anything I ask you now, are you?" Mrs. Fu's face suddenly turned even more ugly, "If that's the case, then why did you come home? Get out!"
As she said this, she walked up to Fu Chengyu to pinch him, but Fu Chengyu suddenly said in a low voice: "I did something wrong again."
Hearing this sentence, Mrs. Fu paused suddenly, and her voice suddenly rose twice: "Again?"
Fu Chengyu paused for a long time before finally speaking: "At that time, she thought that my heart was still with Xiao Ran, so she was determined to sever ties with me and our family."
When Mrs. Fu heard this, she was stunned for a while. When she came to her senses, her expression suddenly changed, and she slapped Fu Chengyu on the back of the head in anger.