This confusion started when Zhuang Yibo avoided her, and now it is becoming more and more like a thick fog.
Zhuang Yibo was clearly right in front of her, but she still couldn't see him clearly.
Even when there are only two people together, Zhuang Yibo seems to be the same as before, but Qianxing knows that is not the case.
Judging from her behavior in front of Shen Wangjin, Qianxing knew that she was not.
She didn't know what Zhuang Yibo was thinking, and Zhuang Yibo didn't seem to want her to know, so she pretended not to care and didn't ask.
But this is not normal.
This is fundamentally abnormal.
"You have never seen clothes like this before." Qianxing said.
"Yes." Zhuang Yibo said, "But at that time, I just wanted to try it. I felt that such clothes were very suitable for me."
Qianxing was vaguely aware of what she wanted to say, and paused before saying, "Because Shen Wangjin doesn't like it?"
"No." Zhuang Yibo slowly shook his head, "At that time, I didn't know what he liked or didn't like, and I didn't have to go against him. All I thought about was that it suited me - the one that suited me, and Shen Wangjin
Zhuang Yibo together."
Qianxing's breath suddenly hitched.
Having said this, Zhuang Yibo slowly exhaled, smiled, and then said: "Qianxing, some things are really difficult. I have tried hard for a long time, but I still can't do it. Instead, I just let myself stay in endless pain.
I've had enough, I really have had enough - I can only completely throw away my past self and face a completely different life with a brand new self."
Qianxing looked at her quietly, her eyes turned red for a moment, and she stretched out her hand to hold her.
Zhuang Yibo just patted the back of her hand, chuckled and said: "In fact, I handled it very well. I almost succeeded. I have begun to invest and enjoy this other life -"
"Did I break your other life?" Qianxing said slowly.
Zhuang Yibo shook his head, "It's not because of you, it's because of me. I can be separated from the whole world except you. Because you are the only person in the world who is really good to me - no matter how separated my world is, I
I can’t exclude you.”
"So you can only avoid me?"
Zhuang Yibo lowered his eyes slightly, "I have no choice... I promised you not to lie to you, but I have to try my best to manage my new life -"
Qianxing bit her lip uncontrollably, then suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed Zhuang Yibo tightly, saying: "Yibo, you don't need to wrong yourself like this, you don't need a new life! You are the same as before.
Very good, very good! You don’t need this bullshit second life at all—"
"I need it." Zhuang Yibo met her gaze and said word by word, "Because in the past, Zhuang Yibo could neither put aside his guilt for his parents nor be with Shen Wangjin. But after changing to another person, I
Anything is possible—you can not be humiliated by your parents, you can be shameless, and you can be with Shen Wangjin—"
"If it's really so good, then why don't you continue to enjoy it?" Qianxing looked at her and said, "Why do you say these things?"
"It's because I'm afraid." Zhuang Yibo slowly raised his head, looked at her again, and chuckled uncontrollably, "Qianxing, do you know how ridiculous and ridiculous this world is? I try to turn myself into
It looks like you can be with him, but in the end, what he likes is always the Zhuang Yibo who can't be with him - Qianxing, do you understand what I'm saying?"
Qianxing suddenly paused.
"What should I do?" Zhuang Yibo slowly turned away, facing the night wind, and chuckled again, "I finally found a way to survive, but now, this method seems to be ineffective again..."