Zhuang Yibo looked at the man in front of him quietly, couldn't help but shook his head slowly, but did not speak to refute, just looked at him quietly.
Shen Wangjin didn't say anything else for a while, his eyes gradually lost focus, as if he was recalling something.
Zhuang Yibo knew that the things he recalled probably included her and Shen Haoxuan.
He is indeed very different now from before. In the past, who could have imagined that one day, a person like him would look back at the past, regret, be upset, and say to her, "
There are things that should be done better."
For some reason, Zhuang Yibo couldn't help but feel the tip of his nose sore and his eyes became red.
As if she noticed something, Shen Wangjin suddenly came back to look at her, stretched out his hand to touch the corners of her eyes, "Are you blaming me?"
Zhuang Yibo slowly lowered his eyes and didn't speak for a while.
Shen Wangjin looked at her quietly for a long time, then held her hand again and said in a low voice: "You should blame me..."
"Yes." Zhuang Yibo suddenly spoke bluntly and admitted: "I blame you...you did not do well enough at the beginning - no, it was not just not good enough, it was very bad, very bad -"
Shen Wangjin listened quietly, waiting for her long-overdue accusation.
"If you didn't have that method and attitude at the beginning, maybe things between us would be much simpler and easier..." Zhuang Yibo whispered, "Many things and many consequences were caused by you...
You really made me suffer for a long time..."
"I'm sorry." Shen Wangjin said in a low voice.
Zhuang Yibo suddenly raised his eyes and looked at him.
This is the first time he has said these three words in front of her. Perhaps, it is also the first time he has said these three words in so many years.
"So why couldn't you change the method at that time?" Zhuang Yibo asked in a low voice.
Shen Wangjin didn't seem to expect that she would ask this question. He couldn't help being stunned for a moment and just looked at her.
Zhuang Yibo also looked at him and said nothing else, as if he was just waiting for his answer.
After a long time, Shen Wangjin finally gave the answer: "I'm sorry. Probably because I don't understand... and don't know any other way."
After Zhuang Yibo listened, he was silent for a long time, and then finally nodded slowly and said: "Yes, at that time, you didn't understand, you didn't know how, you were overbearing, strong, and arrogant. It was really disappointing and scary..."
Hearing this, Shen Wangjin's hand holding hers seemed to loosen slightly, but the next moment, he held her tighter.
Sensing his movements, Zhuang Yibo lowered his head and stared at the hands held by the two people for a moment, then looked at him again and continued: "It's just that I hated it at that time... If at that time, I could make up my mind to die.
, there will be no pain like this..."
Hearing this, Shen Wangjin suddenly tightened his grip on her hand.
He was already weak after the injury, and the doctor also advised him to lie down and rest as much as possible without exerting force. But at this moment, he was holding her hand so hard that the veins were slightly bulging.
Seeing this, Zhuang Yibo quickly leaned down and put his other hand on his hand, comforting him and hoping he wouldn't use force. Then he said again: "So, let those things between us go by.
Bar……"
But Shen Wangjin still stared at her closely.
"About your brother..." Zhuang Yibo continued, "In fact, a long time ago, you clearly had the easiest way to go. Once it is over, you will be free forever - neither you nor him. But you didn't. Because from the beginning to now
, you have been trying your best...you have done everything you can. Although he is your most important relative, but you, you are yourself first, and his brother secondly. You don't even have yourself.