Before his birthday, Shen Haoxuan never thought that one day, Shen Wangjin would actually turn a blind eye to him.
After all, both of their parents died when they were young, and the two brothers grew up relying on each other. From the time Shen Haoxuan can remember, Shen Wangjin has been like a brother and a father.
Shen Wangjin was actually only six or seven years older than him. When he was young, Shen Wangjin was just a child.
But Shen Haoxuan has never seen his childish side.
In his eyes, his brother is the greatest hero in the world, a god-like existence.
When he was a child, he didn't really understand how difficult the life of two people was. He only knew that when he was sleepy, he had to sleep, when he was hungry, he had to eat, and when he couldn't eat, he would cry.
When he was about four or five years old, he cried several times because he was hungry, but he never cried again.
Thinking about it now, even if life was so difficult at that time, Shen Wangjin could always find food and feed him like magic.
Shen Hao In front of him, he fell heavily.
That time he was so frightened that he cried and didn't even bother to eat. He just hugged Shen Wangjin and kept calling him to wake up.
When Shen Wangjin finally woke up, the first thing he asked was: "Have you eaten anything?"
From that moment on, Shen Haoxuan knew that no one in Shen Wangjin's life was more important than him.
Later, Shen Wangjin gradually had other people around him, some who cooperated with him, some who followed his lead, some men who were brothers to him, and some women who were close to him.
Shen Haoxuan watched him getting better and stronger, and gradually started to control him more.
Shen Wangjin began to force him to go to school, force him to study, force him to learn this and learn that.
He actually dislikes these things. He would rather do nothing and run around in the alleys like he did when he was a child, than be locked up in that classroom and be controlled by the teacher every day.
He didn't like the lifestyle arranged by Shen Wangjin for him. He secretly resisted, missed classes, and skipped school. Almost every time, Shen Wangjin would catch him and scold him.
Naturally, this feeling will not be pleasant, but no matter what, even if he blames himself countless times, he will not blame Shen Wangjin.
Because I know that my brother is actually doing it for his own good, but I am not that material and I am destined to live up to my brother's expectations.
He lived for 26 years, and Shen Wangjin took care of him for 26 years.
Until that woman showed up.
In fact, the appearance of that woman was also a sign that Shen Wangjin valued him - he hoped that he could marry a girl from a superior family, outstanding talent, beautiful and well-behaved, and then settle down.
But why did it change later?
He actually didn't know anything about Shen Wangjin and that woman at first, but he was only vaguely aware that Shen Wangjin had changed.
After he secretly divorced that woman while Shen Wangjin was away, Shen Wangjin went to England to stay for nearly two years. During those two years, it was the first time that Shen Wangjin did not control him tightly.
During those two years, he played as much as he wanted, and made trouble as much as he wanted. Shen Wangjin would only occasionally talk to him on the phone and say some innocuous words, but he never forced him to learn this or that. Do this, do that.
He had a lot of fun in those two years, but not very happy.
Because he is always on tenterhooks, worried that Shen Wangjin will come back some time and deal with him, or... he won't bother to care about him anymore?