Mu Qian was lying on the bed. The moment she heard these words, she was in a trance, like falling into a dream.
Huo Jinxi said that he missed her.
In those early dreams, she had dreamed of such a situation more than once.
In the dream, I was smiling at first, then crying, and when I woke up, my pillow was always wet with tears.
At this moment, if the pain all over her body hadn't reminded her to wake up, she might have really doubted whether she was still in a dream.
Mu Qian lay quietly, and after a long time, she tried to twist her body.
The person pressing on her remained motionless, as if he didn't intend to let her turn over.
Mu Qian could only twist her neck and look at the man behind her from the corner of her eye.
"What do you miss me?" she asked.
Huo Jinxi looked at her quietly for a moment, then quickly lowered his head and kissed behind her ears and on her shoulders and neck.
He wouldn't let her look at her or make eye contact with her.
After a long time, he answered with two words in a low voice: "All."
After a moment of silence, Mu Qian laughed softly.
She thought that what Huo Jinxi said should be true.
Because no one understands this state of mind better than her.
What does it feel like when you miss someone to the extreme?
It is obvious that this person is not around, but he is everywhere.
She would see him when she was walking, she would see him when she was riding in the car, and she would see him when she was eating.
Those who are like him and those who are not like him can all look like him in her eyes.
He is obviously not in this city, but he can be seen in every corner of this city.
All the time, every moment.
This state of almost stupidity and madness was the bleakest time in her life.
Mu Qian once thought that no one would be as stupid as her.
After I woke up, when I thought back to myself at that time, I just felt crazy and ridiculous, and I couldn't bear to look back.
But, it turns out that she is not the only one who is so ridiculous?
It turns out that the person she missed crazily at that time would also miss the same person on the other side of the earth?
She fell silent for a moment, and Huo Jinxi was also quiet for a long time.
Those longings that have disappeared in the past years are said again, so lightly, but they are also too heavy to bear.
Regret only adds to sadness. The past cannot be repeated. The only thing he can do is to seize the present. What else is there?
Thinking of this, Huo Jinxi finally turned Mu Qian's body over and let the two of them be close to each other again.
Looking at each other, her eyes didn't have the usual cunning flicker, but instead became rarely calm.
Huo Jinxi stared for a moment.
Mu Qian suddenly reached out her hand and gently touched his eyebrows.
"Huo Jinxi, if you could say this at that time, everything would be different, right?"
After hearing this, Huo Jinxi suddenly paused slightly.
After Mu Qian finished asking, he was lost for a moment.
In fact, he knew that asking was in vain, and talking was in vain - how could Huo Jinxi at that time make such an irrational move?
If he had not driven her away so cruelly and completely closed himself off for seven years, Huo would not have come back to life, and he would not have achieved the social status he has today.
But in fact, this is his life.
Therefore, there will be no ifs in life.
"Forget it." After coming back to her senses, Mu Qian smiled softly, "The past is the past, don't mention it anymore."
As she said this, Huo Jinxi suddenly grabbed her hand and put it to his lips.
Mu Qian looked at him quietly, Huo Jinxi lowered his eyes, kissed her palm gently, and said slowly: "We still have a future."
Mu Qian paused and said, "Then let yourself go first."
After hearing this, Huo Jinxi looked at her deeply.
"Whenever you can have a good night's sleep, come and talk to me." Mu Qian curled her lips and turned over to sleep.
Huo Jinxi once again took her into his arms. After lying down, he directly let Mu Qian lie on his chest.
"Are you sure you can fall asleep like this?" Mu Qian said.
Huo Jinxi did not answer, but slowly squeezed her hand.
Mu Qian stopped talking and closed her eyes.
Huo Jinxi stretched out his hand and turned off the light. In the darkness, he quietly hugged the person on his body tightly.
Mu Qian slept well that night, but she couldn't tell how Huo Jinxi slept.
After all, he is always upright and dignified in front of others. Even if he doesn't sleep for two days, he probably won't show anything on his face.
But Mu Qian vaguely felt that besides his usual appearance, there seemed to be something different about Huo Jinxi.
For example, when he went out...he kissed her.
It was at the breakfast table. Huo Qiran was still eating breakfast, and his aunt was clearing the dishes nearby. She had just come downstairs and came over just as he was about to go out.
This was normal, but he suddenly reached out his hand to hug her, lowered his head and kissed her.
The air stagnated silently for a moment. At that moment, Huo Qiran was looking at them, and her aunt was also looking at them.