At six o'clock in the morning, everyone who had to leave had almost left, and only Mu Qian, Huo Bainian, Huo Yunping and Qi Yuan were still standing guard in the lounge next to the ward.
Qi Yuan saw that Mu Qian and Huo Bainian had stayed up all night, so they went downstairs early in the morning and bought some food and hot drinks.
This lounge is opposite Huo Jinxi's ward. Through the corridor and two windows, you can see the situation in the ward over there.
Mu Qian kept lying by the window, looking at Huo Jinxi who was motionless in the ward over there.
Qi Yuan handed the food to Huo Bainian, and Huo Bainian turned to look at Mu Qian and shouted: "Qianqian, come here and eat."
It took a while for Mu Qian to look away, and after turning her head to take a look, she took the hot milk handed over by Huo Bainian.
From beginning to end, Huo Bainian never asked her anything about Cheng Manshu. It seemed that at this moment, the only thing he cared about was Huo Jinxi lying in the hospital bed.
Mu Qian took a sip of milk and then said in a low voice: "Do you blame me?"
After hearing this, Huo Bainian immediately realized what Mu Qian was talking about. After a moment of pause, he said: "What you do is all because you are worried about Jin Xi. How can I blame you? Besides, I am the chief culprit in this matter."
Who am I to blame as the culprit?"
Hearing Huo Bainian's words, before Mu Qian could say anything, Huo Yunping spoke first: "Brother, I'm not telling you, haven't you caused too many ridiculous things over the years because of those women outside you? Are you?
It’s time to reflect and reflect.”
After hearing this, Huo Bainian slowly closed his eyes and sighed slightly.
"If you have time, go and see her." Mu Qian said, "Tell her about Huo Jinxi's situation... Although Rong Heng will definitely tell her, she may feel more at ease if you tell her in person.
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"You...don't blame her?" Huo Bainian asked.
"I blame her." Mu Qian replied, "But she is a poor person after all."
After saying that, Mu Qancai looked at Huo Bainian again, as if waiting for his response.
Huo Bainian was quiet for a moment, and finally nodded slowly, "Okay, when Jin Xi wakes up, I will go see her."
Mu Qian listened and nodded, then looked at Qi Yuan: "Qi Yuan, please go back to my old house for me."
"Okay." Qi Yuan said immediately, "What do you need me to do?"
"Help me comfort Qi Ran." Mu Qian said, "Bring him some books and two models."
Huo Qiran was disappointed enough if he didn't see Huo Jinxi yesterday. If he didn't see her too today, his mood would definitely be greatly affected.
It's just that Huo Jinxi was in this situation. She didn't dare to let Huo Qiran see it anyway, so she could only delay it for a while.
"Then Mr. Huo's side..." Qi Yuan couldn't help but say.
Huo Qiran, a kid like Huo Qiran, could hide such a big thing, but how could Mr. Huo hide it?
Mu Qian also knew, so he just said: "Just tell grandpa briefly. Don't say it too harshly or irritate him. If he wants to come to the hospital, just ask the secretary to send him there. Anyway, it won't be long before Huo Jin
It’s time for Xi to wake up..."
Qi Yuan listened, responded, and quickly left the hospital.
Hearing that Mu Qian had so many things to worry about, Huo Bainian felt a little embarrassed for a moment. He paused and then said: "Do you want to sleep for a while? You are exhausted from last night. If you sleep for a while, Jin Xi will wake up."
Do you want me to call you?"
Mu Qian shook her head, chuckled, and then said, "I only worried about this night, so what is it? Huo Jinxi has been worrying about these things for many years, hasn't he survived?"
After hearing this, Huo Bainian sighed again and turned away.
Mu Qian took two sips and then put down the milk in her hand. Just as she was about to lie down on the window to see Huo Jinxi, she happened to meet the eyes of the attending doctor outside the window.
Seeing her like this, the attending doctor waved to her outside the window.
Mu Qian immediately stood up and walked out of the lounge.
"Go in." The attending doctor glanced at Huo Jinxi's ward and said to Mu Qian.
Mu Qian suddenly curled her lips aggrievedly, "Aren't you not allowed in?"
"That was just after he came out of the operating room, and all his vital indicators are still unstable." The doctor said, "Now you can go in and stay, just don't touch anything. Do you want to go in or not?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Mu Qian turned around, stepped forward, opened the door of the ward and walked in.
In the lounge, Huo Bainian looked at this situation and nodded slightly to the doctor outside.
Huo Yunping stood behind Huo Bainian, his eyes fell on Mu Qian who entered the ward, and he couldn't help but said: "I never knew that Mu Qian could be so sensible and thoughtful-"
After hearing this, Huo Bainian sighed slightly and said, "She has experienced so many things, how can she be ignorant?"
Sometimes, it is precisely because of many experiences that one hides his sensible side.
Because I have learned not to rely on others, I gradually close myself off and do not let others rely on me.
Staying alone may be the best way to protect yourself in the world.
But this kind of life is too difficult.
If there are people who truly trust each other and can support each other and rely on each other, that is the best way back.
But how easy is it to return home like this?
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After Mu Qian entered Huo Jinxi's ward, she sat quietly next to her. Except for occasionally looking at the doctors and nurses who came in to change Huo Jinxi's dressing and do various monitoring, she spent most of the time looking at Huo Jinxi.
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In her impression, she had never seen such a quiet Huo Jinxi like now.
In front of her, he always seemed to be energetic and tireless.
Therefore, she once thought that he was probably a robot, not a normal person, and could survive in this world in such a state.
But it turns out that where she can't see, he will also be injured and in pain, and he will be as quiet, fragile and pale as he is now.
Huo Jinxi like this is too rare and rare for Mu Qian.
But sometimes what is rare and rare does not bring cherishment and preciousness, but fear——
The fear of loss.
Along the way, she kept losing and gaining, but in her opinion, those gains could never compensate for what she had lost.
But she has lost so much. If God is fair, he should give her eternity, right?
Mu Qian sat there, quietly staring at the sleeping Huo Jinxi for a long, long time...
Until the man lying on the hospital bed slowly opened his eyes.
But she still sat quietly, motionless.
Until his eyes finally fell on her.
Through the oxygen mask, she saw his lips move.
That lip shape was clearly asking her——
"What are you looking at?"
Mu Qian bit her lip and then slowly said: "Look at an ugly man."