Rong Heng was startled for a moment, and then said: "Go to France? Do you want to go there? Then I have to check my vacation to see if I can spare time."
"No." Lu Yuan whispered, "I'm not going to play -"
"Then you're going to go hunting?" Rong Heng asked again, "Then I have to check the holidays. Maybe I can accompany you there."
As he spoke, he stood up to get his cell phone.
Lu Yuan caught him at the right time.
Rong Heng made a move, and when he turned to look at her, his expression had changed slightly.
In fact, from the moment Lu Yuan solemnly wanted to talk to him, he had vaguely sensed that what she was going to say would not be something good. Therefore, the first time she mentioned France, he immediately thought of the worst.
That point.
Even so, he didn't want to believe it.
But the two options given by Self-Deception were rejected by her, so the answer seemed to be obvious.
"A luxury brand contacted me and hoped that I could work as a junior designer." Lu Yuan looked at Rong Heng and said slowly, "I have accepted their invitation."
After listening to Lu Yuan's words, Rong Heng just sat there a little stunned. After a while, he spoke again: "What brand?"
"B.D." Lu Yuan said.
"Oh." Rong Heng responded, "I've heard of it, it's quite famous."
Lu Yuan looked at him and said nothing for a while.
Rong Heng still didn't seem to react. After a while, he suddenly looked at her hand, "But your hand -"
Lu Yan subconsciously moved his right wrist, and after noticing the vague stiffness, he raised his left hand again, "Now, I am used to drawing with my left hand."
After hearing this, Rong Heng reached out and took her left hand. As he carefully examined and stroked it, he realized that the place where the index finger and middle finger of her left hand were used to hold the pen had developed a thin layer of calluses.
It seems like she has been practicing for a long time.
"It's been so long, and I didn't even know you were practicing painting with your left hand." Rong Heng said in a low voice.
"I didn't mean to hide it from you, but I didn't know if I could do it. I didn't want to give myself vain hope, so I didn't tell anyone." Lu Yuan replied.
"No." Rong Heng's voice was a little muffled, "It's because I didn't do a good job. How could I not even notice what you were doing -"
Lu Yuan paused and finally said, "Are you unhappy that I came over?"
Rong Heng was silent for a while and then said: "I know this is a rare opportunity for you. Of course I am happy for you that you can get this opportunity."
"What about yourself?" Lu Yuan said, "What do you think?"
After a while, Rong Heng finally looked at her and said, "What do you think I should think? My girlfriend, she has to leave, and she has to go so far away, and we will be thousands of miles apart from now on..."
When he said this, Lu Yuan, no matter how calm and rational he was, couldn't help but feel guilty in his heart, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand tightly.
Rong Heng suddenly took his hand out of hers, stood up and walked to the bathroom.
Then, the sound of rushing water came from the bathroom.
The sound of water continued for a long time before Lu Yuan finally got up and walked to the bathroom door, where he saw Rong Heng who was washing his face with cold water.
Lu Yuan stood stunned for a moment, then suddenly walked in, stretched out her hands to hug him from behind, and slowly pressed her body against his back.
Rong Heng's action of washing his face froze. Then, he held the wash basin with both hands and raised his eyes to look at himself and the person hiding behind him in the mirror.
"I'm sorry." Lu Yuan said quietly, buried in his vest.
Rong Heng exhaled with some difficulty, and then said: "You didn't do anything wrong."
When Lu Yuan heard this, she just hugged him tighter.
"But, when I go...nothing is clear, and I don't even know...how long I will be there..." Lu Yuan said, "Maybe, I will stay there for a long, long time..."
Rong Heng's eyes suddenly dimmed a bit.
He still looked at himself in the mirror and the hand wrapped around his waist, "What do you want to say?"
"..." Lu Yuan was silent and didn't answer for a long time.
It wasn't until Rong Heng grabbed her hand and turned to look at her that he realized that her eyes were already red.
His heart was heavily shaken, but he didn't make any unnecessary moves. He still just looked at her and said, "What do you want to say?"
Lu Yuan tried her best to hold back. After looking at him for a long time, she finally said: "This is my dream and pursuit. I shouldn't ask you to pay for it..."
Rong Heng's face instantly became extremely cold, and he spoke word by word: "So, you want to say...break up?"
Hearing those two words, Lu Yuan remained motionless.
Rong Heng also remained motionless.
The two of them stood facing each other like that for a long time before Rong Heng suddenly sneered, "So, it's like I'm back in my student days. I have a girlfriend from a different place. As soon as I graduate from college, I will go our separate ways.
Then we have no choice but to break up, right?"
Lu Yan shook his head subconsciously, but the amplitude was so slight that it could almost be ignored.
But Rong Heng never ignores such small gestures.
He suddenly stretched out his hand, held her face, stared at her with deep eyes, and asked aggressively: "Then what do you mean?"
He had almost never exerted such force on her.
At this moment, he probably regarded her as a criminal, a heinous and unforgivable criminal.
But even so, Lu Yuan admitted it.
"I don't want to delay you." Lu Yuan said, "Life is limited, no one can tell what the future will be like..."
Rong Heng's face became more and more ugly. Lu Yuan paused for a moment and finally continued: "I can't be so selfish and ask you to stay where you are and wait."
"Then what if I say you can be so selfish?" Rong Heng said suddenly.
Lu Yuan's eyes were extremely red and she looked at him with difficulty.
"If you can be so selfish -" Rong Heng asked almost harshly, "Then do you want me to wait for you? Do you want to?"
The moment tears burst into her eyes, Lu Yuan avoided his burning gaze.
But Rong Heng forcibly raised her head and did not allow her to avoid it.
"Do you want to?" he asked stubbornly.
After a long time, Lu Yuan finally said with difficulty: "I want to."
Rong Heng's expression did not soften at all, and he still stared at her, "Then do you want me to wait for you? Do you want to, or not?"
Lu Yuan looked at him for a long time, but did not answer. Instead, he raised his hand and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Lu Yuan——" Rong Heng gritted his teeth and shouted her name.
The moment she wiped away her tears, Lu Yuan seemed to have calmed down her emotions. She stared at him. This time, there was finally no pause or hesitation——
"I want," she said, "I want you to wait for me."
Rong Heng lowered his head suddenly and sealed her lips tightly.