She liked him, from the first time they met, to the second time they met, and every time he appeared in front of her intentionally or unintentionally, she liked him.
At that time, she still had a good heart, and she felt that there might really be some development between them.
But later, Song Qingyuan appeared, and he broke the last trace of happiness in her heart, and revealed her unbearable life experience and ridiculous existence.
She fled in a hurry and wandered around the world since then, cutting off many contacts and her own delusions about him.
During those few years, she would still think of him occasionally, but she never dared to think too much.
After all, he was so outstanding and eye-catching that she had never met another person like him in her life.
So she still thinks of him, especially when facing the filth and filthiness in reality, and the darkness that makes people unable to breathe, she always thinks of him unconsciously.
But I just thought about it.
The acquaintance between her and him was too short and the interactions were too few to support such strong feelings.
A few years later, she could hardly even remember his appearance, but she only remembered that such a person, such an unattainable and admirable person, was once so close to her.
She had never thought about the reunion, but she did not expect that the reunion would come so suddenly.
In fact, at that time, facing him, she was already calm.
What's more, he is still the person Zhuang Yibo likes.
But he happened to break into her life again and again, so strong, so determined, and so unacceptable.
She originally thought that her heart was as strong as steel, but she didn't expect that she still couldn't bear it after all.
He is the best and best man she has ever met, but this man still gives everything to her without any reservation——
He was too warm, too clean, and after she had been crawling around in the darkness for so many years, when he poured out all his warm light, she was unable to resist at all.
But she didn't dare to get close.
They are not from the same world. They are too far apart. She will stain him and drag him down——
She couldn't watch something like this happen.
Absolutely not.
When Qianxing raised his head, he suddenly saw a high-rise mansion in front of the window. He raised his hand and pointed at it, saying: "I like that house over there very much, but what can I do? I am destined to be here.
I will never have the chance to get it in my life, because I know how much I weigh and I can’t even remember it.”
Zhuang Yibo followed the direction of her finger and looked at the mansion standing in the bustling section of the city. After a while, he looked back and said, "I don't like it."
"What is love without financial foundation if not Xiaoxiang?" Qianxing said, "Anyway, I will never have the money to afford it in my life."
"You really can't afford a house in Huai City." Zhuang Yibo said, "But Huo Jinbei is not a house."
Hearing this, Qianxing paused for a moment, then shrugged and said: "To me, there is no difference. Just like that house, even if I get a chance, I can go in and take a look around, but I'm afraid the things inside
People will also feel that I have caused the price of their house to drop."
"If Huo Jinbei thought that liking you was a cheap thing, then he wouldn't have liked you for so long." Zhuang Yibo said.
"That's because he's not sober and rational enough." Qianxing said, "When he reacts, it won't be like this."
"Then what if he can't react for the rest of his life?"
Qianxing couldn't help but curl her lips and said with a smile: "How is that possible?"
Zhuang Yibo met her gaze and suddenly smiled, "You're not him, how do you know it's impossible?"
When Qianxing heard this, the expression on his face condensed uncontrollably, and then he slowly said: "I knew it..."
Seeing her like this, the smile on Zhuang Yibo's face gradually faded, and he said slowly: "You feel that you are not worthy of him and will drag him down, so you take the initiative to cut off a possibility between you... Do you feel that you are too
Too much humiliation, too selfless?"
"I'm not wronged." Qianxing said, "I can't be selfish."
Zhuang Yibo suddenly chuckled again: "Aren't you selfish enough?"
Qianxing's expression changed slightly and he stared at her again.
"If he recognizes the reality and gives up willingly, then you are not selfish if you quit decisively. But now, you are forcing him to give up without giving anything -" Zhuang Yibo
Said, "It seems and sounds like everything you do is for him, to fulfill him, and to make him better. But in fact? You haven't really considered his feelings at all. Everything you have done
, it’s basically what you think – you are self-moved and self-dedicated, but have you ever seriously thought about what he really wants?”
Qianxing suddenly froze.
"You openly do the most selfish things in the name of doing good for him. Does he need your wishful thinking? He is destined to be successful and famous in this life. His life could have been perfect, but it was because of your cowardice.
With low self-esteem and selfishness, he will never be able to embrace the person he loves in this life, and he will have regrets in this life, and you will be indebted to him in this life! How can you claim so confidently that you are not selfish? "
Listening to Zhuang Yibo's emotional remarks, Qianxing felt a little flustered, a little dazed, and a little at a loss.
She stared at Zhuang Yibo blankly for a while, then stretched out her hand and handed him a tissue.
Zhuang Yibo slapped her hand away and took a tissue to press his eyes.
"Like someone, it should be a very simple thing. I don't know why you want to make the relationship between two people so complicated... Do you know how easy it is to meet someone who likes you and who you also like?
Rare? This is something I have never dared to think about in my life. You got it, but you are so dismissive, and you still push him away... Song Qianxing, do you want to piss me off to death? "
Qian Xing was speechless.
She couldn't say a word, but she could only feel the panic in her heart gradually growing.
She seemed to have made such a serious mistake that Zhuang Yibo, who had always been calm and tolerant of her, actually cried and scolded her in front of her...
She was stunned, handing over one piece of paper after another, really wanting to help Zhuang Yibo suppress her tears, but because there was a table across the way, she couldn't do it.
"Yibo..." After a long time, she finally said vaguely, "I'm sorry..."
Zhuang Yibo pressed a tissue to his eyes, and when he heard her finally speaking, he just laughed coldly.
"You apologized to me so smoothly..." she said, "But why are you sorry for me? Do you really not know who you are sorry for?"
Qianxing still lowered his head and eyes, as if speechless.
Zhuang Yibo didn't speak anymore for a while.
The two people sat face to face, but each bowed his head and remained silent.
It wasn't until a long time later that Zhuang Yibo finally heard Song Qianxing's voice again: "But it's too late... I have completely hurt him, and I can't go back."
"Then you should be more courageous." Zhuang Yibo said, "I want to see the Song Qianxing of the past. I want to see the straightforward and forthright Song Qianxing. I want to see the Song Qianxing who acts recklessly and regardless of the consequences... I don't want to
When you see Song Qianxing in front of you with her head hanging down and mumbling speechlessly - take a look for yourself, do you still look like yourself?"