This morning, Qianxing finally realized belatedly why Huo Jinbei had been so distant and restrained towards her, pushing her away the next moment he made some intimate gestures.
Not because he was angry, nor because he was disgusted, but because he was worried that Huang Ping's incident would leave a shadow on her.
That's why he was so careful and restrained, for fear of reminding her of any unpleasant past.
It was also this morning that Huo Jinbei realized that his worries seemed to be unnecessary.
Although Huang Ping was the biggest shadow in her life, but now that this shadow has been removed, she will not cast such a shadow on him.
So all along, her enthusiasm and initiative are just manifestations of following her true heart.
And this time, she followed her true heart to the fullest.
Huo Jinbei suddenly felt regretful.
From last night to early this morning, he did countless physical activities, all of which were to restrain himself.
But it turns out that there is no need to exercise restraint at all.
Her enthusiastic asking and fearless giving made him realize what a stupid decision he had made before.
Fortunately, the impact is not big.
He could still satisfy everything she wanted.
…
Men and women who have tasted intimacy for the first time often ask for more than they need.
Qianxing understands this very well.
Just like at this moment, even though she was exhausted and didn't have any extra strength to cope with another comeback, she still hugged him and entangled him, unwilling to let go even a little bit.
It seems that I wish I could just merge with him, even if I can never be separated again, that would be good.
But it happened that the person she faced was Huo Jinbei.
Huo Jinbei is too rational, too restrained, and too good at analyzing everything into propositions.
Just at this moment, he could accurately determine that Qianxing definitely did not have the physical strength to endure it again, and he could also accurately predict that it would be very dangerous for two people to lie down on the same bed like this again.
He couldn't let himself be put in such danger.
Qianxing was still buried in the crook of his neck, greedily absorbing the breath that belonged to him, when she suddenly heard his slightly deep voice: "Get up and have lunch."
Qianxing, however, had no intention of getting up. He just shook his head and said, "I don't want to eat."
Huo Jinbei looked at the time and said, "You have to eat even if you don't want to."
Qianxing couldn't help but raised her head slightly and glanced at him.
In these matters, Huo Jinbei's principles have always been inviolable, and it seems that she has never been able to rebel against his principles.
But today, after having just experienced the most intimate thing, she was a little eager to try a challenge——
Qianxing raised her face with some difficulty and kissed his chin.
"Just don't eat for one meal. You won't be hungry. You won't be hungry, okay?" Qianxing said in a low voice while kissing him.
Huo Jinbei's throat suddenly rolled heavily.
The next moment, his hand couldn't help but touch her back again.
Then, Qianxing was turned over and suddenly screamed.
But it was already too late.
This is the first time Qianxing has successfully challenged Huo Jinbei's principles.
As for the ending, I can only say...
Pain and happiness.
It's just that the joy is far greater than the pain.
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On this day, Huo Jinbei was originally going to work the night shift in the hospital, but he asked for leave.
On this day, Qianxing originally prepared the ingredients to make a good pot of soup, but it didn't finish.
At nine o'clock in the night, Qianxing was picked up and walked out of the bedroom while she was half asleep.
She opened her eyes with some difficulty and took a look. Huo Jinbei directly put her on the chair next to the dining table.
Who would have thought that as soon as he let go, Qianxing suddenly shouted with difficulty, and then his body tilted to the side uncontrollably——
Huo Jinbei supported her and looked at her unable to open her eyes. He sighed helplessly, put her on his lap and protected her in his arms.
As soon as Qianxing leaned into his arms, even though she was not awake yet, she still chuckled uncontrollably.
The next moment, a familiar fragrance suddenly filled her body.
Qianxing suddenly opened her eyes and saw that it was Huo Jinbei holding a spoon in one hand and chopsticks in the other, picking up a dumpling and bringing it to her.
Qianxing's stomach immediately growled a few times, and then she opened her mouth and bit the dumpling in front of her.
Not hot or cold, the temperature is just right, and you can taste the familiar taste when you eat it.
Qianxing couldn't help but look at Huo Jinbei again, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Did you make it?"
Huo Jinbei responded lightly, and when he saw her almost gobbling up the dumpling, he frowned slightly, then cut the next dumpling in half, and then put another half to Qianxing's lips, "Slow down.
Chew slowly and don't eat too quickly."
The half of the dumpling in Qianxing's mouth slipped down to his throat. After hearing his words, he returned to his mouth and started chewing slowly.
The aroma of the dumplings exploded in his mouth, and Qianxing remembered something and asked, "Have you eaten?"
Huo Jinbei didn't answer and directly put the remaining half of the dumpling into his mouth.
Qianxing couldn't help but laugh again, reached for the spoon in his hand, filled up a dumpling and brought it to his mouth.
Huo Jinbei opened his mouth and bit off half of it, while Qianxing put the remaining half into his mouth.
The two of us shared the dumplings half and half, and the restaurant was full of tenderness.
At this moment, the doorbell suddenly rang outside.
Both of them were slightly startled and looked at each other.
Not many people know about this house, and even fewer people come up to ring the doorbell. Who will come at this time?
Qianxing's mind went blank, but Huo Jinbei was much more direct and prepared to get up to see who it was.
However, when he was about to put Qianxing on the chair alone, Qianxing frowned again, obviously unable to sit still.
"Do you want to go back to bed?" Huo Jinbei asked.
Qianxing shook his head.
"Can you sit still?" Huo Jinbei asked again.
Qianxing still shook his head.
The doorbell behind him continued to be rang, and Huo Jinbei finally showed a look of helplessness on his face, "Then-?"
Qianxing suddenly had a bold idea in his mind, "How about...you hold me and open the door?"
When Huo Jinbei heard this, he glanced at her, "Are you sure?"
Qianxing chuckled twice, "I don't know anyone in Bincheng anyway, what should I be afraid of?"
She was deliberately challenging his principles again, but she also knew that Huo Jinbei would never pay attention to her due to his temperament, so she was really not afraid.
Who would have thought that Huo Jinbei would actually hug her again in the next moment.
Qianxing was shocked, "Hey——"
"Aren't you going to open the door?" Huo Jinbei asked.
Qianxing leaned into his arms again and groaned twice, but she looked unwilling to admit defeat.
The two people were in a stalemate on one side, and on the other side, the doorbell suddenly stopped ringing at the door, and the next moment, the sound of keys suddenly came from outside the door.
Both of them were startled.
Then, the two people watched the door lock turn, and then there was a "click" and the door opened.
As the door slowly opened, a familiar male voice came in, "Let me tell you, there is usually a spare key under the floor mat at the door."
Hearing this sound, Qianxing was suddenly startled, but it was already too late.
Outside the door, Yu Jun took the spare key she put under the floor mat and opened the door that had not been opened for a long time.
Song Qingyuan stood behind him.
Inside the door, Huo Jinbei and her were standing beside the dining table.
There were traces of ambiguity all over her body, and she was held in Huo Jinbei's arms.
Inside and outside the door, eyes look at each other.