Chapter 1501 The mood is complicated and I can't sleep
As Chi Feichi was recalling, the electronic synthesized voice suddenly asked a question, "During the summer vacation when you were 16 years old, your father took you to Hokkaido for a dinner party, right?"
"No, it's Nagano." Chi Feichi replied.
The electronic synthesized sound continued to sound, "When you were 14 years old, do you still remember the person you went to pick up?"
"It should be...Belmod." Chi Feichi said.
Immediately afterwards, the electronic synthesized voice asked several more questions, which were nothing more than some details of Chi Fei's encounter with the members of the organization in the past few years, as well as some special things in the memory of the original consciousness.
Chi Feichi cooperated and gave the answer without thinking.
The person who asked these questions wanted to determine how many "personalities" he had appeared in the past, and whether he was really better now.
If this body has shown abnormalities before and he has no memory, then maybe he has other 'personalities'.
And if he cannot answer the details in the two memories, it means that the integration of the two 'personalities' has not been successful.
He also wanted to confirm whether there were other souls in this body, and whether the memory of him and the original consciousness was still missing.
After asking more than ten questions in succession, the electronically synthesized voice stopped asking, "It seems that there is no need to worry about your personality problem at all. However, is it the same personality that appeared from time to time before?"
"Yes." Chi Feichi confirmed.
Electronic synthesized voice: "The opportunity for your personality to appear should be after receiving some kind of mental stimulation, and that personality seems to have been growing. Of course, I am not talking about behavioral growth. In terms of behavior, he seems to have always had cognition.
shortcomings..."
Chi Feichi: "..."
It's all because in his previous life, he always thought it was in a dream, so he let himself go more freely and did some strange things with his brain circuit. This is a 'cognitive defect'... He thinks.
Electronically synthesized voice: "Just judging from the tone of speaking and the attitude towards others, that personality is indeed growing and is closer to you now, but every time that personality appears, there seems to be no memory of the last time it appeared."
"I don't know what's going on," Chi Feichi gave an explanation that was easier to believe. "Maybe that personality has some memory problems."
Electronic synthesized voice: "This is the only explanation. After you were 15 years old, that personality seemed to go into sleep. It was not until some time before you entered Qingshan Fourth Hospital that the personality suddenly became active. Now it seems that there is indeed something in your body.
There are only two personalities, and the explosion is a good thing. At least we can find a chance to heal. Now even the missing memories have been recovered one after another, and the situation is considered stable."
Compared to the period when Lark's two personalities were switched and one of them still did crazy things, it was really much more stable.
"Is it because my condition was not stable enough before I was allowed to join the organization after my dual personality is confirmed to be cured at Qingshan No. 4 Hospital?" Chi Feichi asked aloud.
"That's right..." the person confessed, "your previous state was very unstable. Once that personality appeared, you had no memory of what happened before. The organization cannot be exposed to other people's eyes and can only wait for your symptoms.
If you are discovered by others and enter the hospital for treatment, if your condition is stable and you cannot recover, I will not let you join the organization."
Chi Feichi didn't find it strange. Based on all the crazy behaviors he had in dreams in his previous life, joining the organization would probably cause a lot of trouble.
As for why the organization keeps paying attention to him, it should have something to do with the secrets of the Field family. That person won't tell him about these things yet, so there's no need to ask.
"By the way, Gin asked me to tell you that there is news about Kiel's whereabouts. At Aido Central Hospital, he has made preparations in advance and plans to act immediately to bring Kiel back. He is confirming the specific action plan.
Once everything is ready, we will let you know via email.”
"I know," the electronic synthesized voice said, "This time I will fight against Akai Shui, but I hope you will give up targeting him. If Kiel falls into the hands of the F.C., he betrays the organization and reveals it to the F.C.
According to the information of the organization, Shuichi Akai must be on guard against you, and may even make a plan to trap you..."
After the one who opened the small stove finished, Chi Fei took a shower, changed his clothes, put on the Lark disguise again, sent an email, and went out to drive.
He was in a complicated mood and couldn't sleep.
…
It's about three o'clock in the morning.
On the embankment of the Tsumujin River, two cars were parked on the side of the road.
Gin leaned against the side of the Porsche 356a and gave instructions to the person on the other end of the phone, "Take the things to the subway station, place them specifically, and wait for my news..."
Chi Feichi stood in front of the river embankment with his back to the car, looking at the neon lights reflected on the water and smoking.
The organization paid attention to him much earlier than he imagined. Jane, who had watched him grow up, was a member of the organization, and long before that, he had met Rum more than once. How could he not be in a complicated mood?
The time he was doing something in the small stronghold of the Far Eastern Society, it was Rum, a confidant of that person, who stopped him and helped him clean up, rather than just any peripheral members A, B, C, and D. This shows that he or the Field family is involved in the organization, and that is also the case.
It was much deeper than he imagined. How could his mood not be complicated?
In the eyes of people familiar with the organization, his situation is probably
A three-year-old child was sick and admitted to the hospital. On the night his father left, bad guys broke into the ward. The mother who was accompanying him in bed stabbed one person with scissors and fell into a coma. The child who witnessed all this was frightened and finally forced himself to show up.
He has a second personality, a snake-like personality that is able to cope with crises and is crazy and unscrupulous.
And after that, as long as the child's spirit is stimulated, the second personality will emerge...
Having been diagnosed with a snake spirit so early, how could he not be in a complicated mood?
Eleven years ago, he controlled the body of a nine-year-old child and killed more than a dozen people in a violent society. He committed such atrocities at a "young age". How could he not feel complicated?
If he had known at that time that it was more than a dream, he would never have handed the murder weapon to others or let others clean up the mess for him.
As long as Rum left any evidence of his murder, the organization would have a handle that could destroy him.
Even if he didn't think that Rum had left a clue, and didn't think that that person would use this to threaten him, otherwise it might have been revealed when he originally pulled him into the organization, but he still felt uncomfortable in his heart. It was a kind of '
The discomfort of doing something wrong.
After joining the organization, the 'undercover' status can be used as an excuse for some choices in the operation. In addition, it depends on what he says whether the person he rescued can be cleared, but that incident eleven years ago, in this world
It's also a real thing that happened, and he can't wash it away.
Young? Is there a cognitive defect in the second personality?
These can be reasons, but for justice and the law, they cannot be exempted from guilt.
Once Conan's righteous people know what happened eleven years ago, they will definitely persuade him to surrender. If he insists on refusing, they might stab him in the back and send him to jail or a mental hospital.
What happened eleven years ago was like a hidden bomb that would destroy his life if touched.
Looking at it this way, it’s not a bad thing for him to join the organization earlier. If he had sided with the protagonist wholeheartedly at the beginning, and the day came when the things he cared about were gone, he would probably do whatever it took to save the entire world.
Destroy them all and bring everything back to nothingness.
If not, then no one has it!
Thinking about this, how could he not be in a complicated mood?
In addition, there are some miscellaneous thoughts.
This body is 3 years old, and a hospital incident related to the Yashiro family occurred. It was a dream he had when he was 15 years old in his previous life.
This body is 7 years old, and meeting Nanatsuki Koshimizu was a dream he had in his previous life when he was 19 years old.
This body is 9 years old and has interacted with the organization three times. It was a dream he had in his previous life when he was 21 years old.
This body is about 10 years old. He climbs over the wall and goes out for a stroll at night. This is probably a dream he had in his previous life when he was 22 years old.
This body is 13 years old, and meeting Rum again in Hyde Park is a dream he had in his previous life when he was 25 years old.
This body is 14 years old and has taken care of Belmode in the United States. It is a dream he had in his previous life when he was 26 years old.
This body is 15 years old. He arranged a bomb array but was stopped by Gin. It was a dream he had when he was 27 years old in his previous life.
There was always a 12-year age difference between him and this body in his previous life.
When he was 27 years old, he blew up the Hunter Alliance exchange that released the bounty news. Of course, he died too. But in this world, this body has not stopped growing. It’s just that in the past five years, his ‘third
The two personalities' never appeared again.
This is a series of metaphysical and philosophical questions:
Where was his consciousness during these five years? Was it sleeping in some void space, or was it hidden in this body? Where was the Sanwu Golden Finger at that time?
From the age of fifteen, the personality of the original consciousness seems to have gradually moved closer to the person in the previous life, but it has become more indifferent, and its interactions with others have become increasingly cold. It feels that others are not happy to get along with it and has become quiet. Is this normal growth? Or is it?
Have you been influenced by him or Sanwu Golden Finger?
"Have you found the interview video? Very good, let them prepare to invade the TV broadcast channel of Aipado Central Hospital..."
Ginjiu hung up the phone, looked at Chi Feichi who had his back to the car, and then looked down at the new email he received on his phone, "The cigarette has burned out, what on earth are you thinking about?"
"What happened fifteen years ago, what happened even earlier, and the time Pixar and I went to the Aido City Hotel..." Chi Feichi threw the cigarette that was burning to the end at his feet and raised his foot to put out the cigarette.
The red light, "The snipers outside didn't know how to shoot at that time, right?"
"It seems that you have remembered everything..." Gin stared down at the screen of his mobile phone, tapping on the email address and typing, "Judging from Pisk's observation of you during that time, there is still a possibility that you will lose control. Then
A person who was not sure whether he exposed you to a stimulus that would make you lose control in the process of contacting you, took action that day and let Chianti and the others pass, just to prevent you from escaping from the Aido City Hotel or making any dangerous moves.
At the same time, it is also to support Belmod. If you make a dangerous move...of course they will shoot, but where to aim depends on my decision."
Chi Feichi turned around and walked back to the car, leaning against the car to get distracted.
He always thought that the snipers outside that day were not only to block his way out of the hotel, but also to threaten 'if you don't join, I'll kill you'. Unexpectedly, they were to support Belmode...