Chi Feichi saw Nanatsuki Koshizui flipping down and waited there for a while before walking out with Nanatsuki Koshizui.
Behind the nearby window, the doorman from the duty room on the first floor of the apartment building looked at the two people suspiciously, but was completely ignored by the two.
"Are you planning to go somewhere?" Koshimizu Nanatsuki asked, turning his head.
Chi Feichi lowered his head and took out his cigarette case, took out a cigarette and bit it, "No arrangements."
Koshizui Nanatsuki's eyes lit up, and he suggested with a smile, "Then let's just walk around, wherever we go, how about that?"
"Okay." Chi Feichi took out the lighter, lit the cigarette, and asked, "Are you hungry? If you feel hungry, let's find a place to eat first."
"Please, it's not yet six o'clock in the afternoon," Koshimi Nanatsuki smiled with crooked eyebrows, "In your heart, I'm not a girl who only thinks about eating, am I?"
"how come."
At dusk, the sky is bright orange.
The sunset light beside the two of them was tightly blocked by the buildings on the left and right, leaving a shady area.
When Chi Feichi left the shady area, he took out a pair of sunglasses from his coat pocket and put them on before walking into the street that was covered in hazy light by the setting sun.
Koshimi Nanatsuki followed up, turned around and looked at Chi Feichi's outfit curiously, "Sunglasses, black clothes and cigarettes, you can't tell he's a good person at first glance". He was a little dumbfounded, "Why... why are you suddenly wearing sunglasses?"
Chi Feichi looked at the much clearer world under his sunglasses and said softly, "To hide weaknesses."
"Weakness?" Koshizu Nanatsuki was puzzled. He raised his head and looked at Chi Feichi's special-colored eyes through the gap in the frame.
What sunglasses can cover are your eyes.
"I hate yellow, and I don't like orange very much. In a world full of this color, the outlines of objects I see will be very blurry," Chi Feichi said as he walked on the street, his voice very soft, "This is
Weakness enough to kill me."
Yuesui Nanatsuki's breath was inaudibly suffocated, he looked around, walked closer to Chi Feichi, kept his expression calm, and whispered, "You said it was a weakness that could kill you, so don't
Just say it whatever you want."
"It doesn't matter if I tell you," Chi Feichi said, turning his head and looking at Koshizu Nanatsuki. "You can just keep it a secret from other people, including Conan's children."
There was nothing he could do about it.
You don't dare to expose yourself completely in front of others. You can only reveal what is under your mask little by little, and observe the other person's reaction at any time. After waiting to confirm that the other person will not betray or take advantage of you, you can then reveal a little more.
If you have any doubts, you will immediately take back your hand on the mask.
Even the process of revelation was uncomfortable for him. The act of breaking through the hidden nature was like peeling off skin, which made him lose a layer of security, but he also thought that there must be at least one person in the world who can see it.
His true appearance.
The little girl who once met Qiyue secretly ran to the hospital after their reunion and found Koshimizu Nanatsuki, who had a tree with a message carved on it. The girl he had a crush on was probably the most suitable candidate.
"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone else. Of course, I can't kill you either..."
Koshizui Nanatsuki smiled, and suddenly thought of Fujimori Asako who tried to kill Shirakawa Jiro, and said firmly, "Absolutely not."
She could imagine Miss Asako's mood, but she couldn't understand Miss Asako's behavior.
The person who was like the sun in her heart, she couldn't bear to let his light be damaged, not to mention the kind of thing that would make him completely lose his light and be covered by dust, she felt it was too much no matter how much she thought about it.
If there is a time when she must face a choice, even if she dies, I hope that person will always shine.
Koshizui Nanatsuki sighed inwardly, looked up at the street illuminated by the setting sun, and suddenly squinted at the display sign at the door of the store in front, "Actually, the sunset light can easily blur people's vision. I look at the outlines of objects. It’s not too clear. Could it be that you are too nervous?”
"What I see is much blurry than normal people," Chi Feichi took off his sunglasses and looked at the blurry white squares at the door of the store. "I can't see the words on it at all."
"Wait, don't put on your sunglasses yet," Nanatsuki Koshizui stopped Chi Feichi from putting on his sunglasses. He turned to look at Chi Feichi curiously and pointed at himself, "You can see my face clearly when you look at me. ?"
Chi Feichi looked at Yuesui Nanatsuki's sparkling eyes in the sunset, especially those eyes that reflected his blurry face, and suddenly felt uncomfortable, "It's a bit blurry... It's not too serious since the distance is so close."
Koshizui Nanatsuki nodded. Before he could turn his head to look at the road ahead, his footsteps still kept moving, "Then the situation is indeed not very good..."
Before Koshizu Nanatsuki stepped on the empty sidewalk, Chi Feichi quickly reached out and took Koshimi Natsuki's arm.
Keshui Nanatsuki's left foot was already in the air, and with the help of Chi Feichi's pulling force, he stabilized his weightless body as he threw forward. Only then did he realize that he had almost fallen, and couldn't help but sweat. "Yeah, it's not completely obvious." Not sure?"
Chi Feichi let go of his hand, put on his sunglasses again, and said calmly, "I can't see the steps with such a big drop."
Koshizu Nanatsuki: "..."
(xェx)
But she almost fell.
Is Mr. Chi mocking her for not being able to see the steps?
The two of them did not walk across the road, but turned to the left side of the street.
Koshimizu Nanatsuki walked along the road and returned to Chi Feichi's blurred vision, "Have you ever gone to the hospital? For example, for an eye examination or something."
"There are no abnormalities in the annual physical examination, whether it is the eyes or the optic nerve," Chi Feichi said truthfully. "It should be a genetic disease. As long as the males of the Field family are born with purple eyes, they will be at risk of blindness."
Koshizui Nanatsuki's heart trembled, his throat became a little tight, and the sound he made when he opened his mouth was so soft that it was difficult for him to hear clearly, "Is it blind...?"
Chi Feichi comforted them, "But they will all be completely blind before they are five years old. Now I only have blurred vision in certain lights."
"Can you find a solution?" Nanatsuki Koshizui thought that if there was a way, Chi Fei would have gone to treatment sooner or later. He was silent for a moment, and his tone became brisk, "There will always be a way to treat it, and you are not blind now.
It is unlikely that you will become blind in the future. At most, the special light will not have much impact on your eyesight. In this case, as long as you wear sunglasses, you will be fine, right?"
"I think so," Chi Feichi looked at the sunset light disappearing little by little in the sky, "Maybe the solution has been there for a long time, but I haven't touched it."
"Hey?" Koshikoshi Nanatsuki didn't quite understand the latter sentence and looked at Chi Feichi in confusion.
"It's nothing, it's just that there are so many people doing scientific research. In some corner, someone might have a clue, but I haven't found it yet." Chi Feichi did not continue the topic and turned to, "Yes.
I haven’t asked you yet, how have you been in these years since we separated?”
Koshimizu Nanatsuki recalled the afternoon we were separated when he was a child. He lowered his head and looked at the road under his feet, "To be honest, after knowing that my mother passed away for a long time, my mind was confused. It seemed that I had returned to Fukuoka in a trance. In a trance,
My mother has been buried. I don’t even remember whether I cried at the funeral. It wasn’t until one day after returning to school that I suddenly woke up when I saw those classmates with their mothers at the freshman orientation event in the lower grades.
come over……"
Chi Fei saw that the sky was almost dark, so he took off his sunglasses and put them back into his coat pocket, then pressed the burnt cigarette onto the roadside trash can.
Koshimizu Nanatsuki stopped and looked at the street lights on the roadside and Chi Feichi who lowered his eyes under the street lights. His eyes softened and he smiled softly, "It's true that it's sad sometimes, but you can get through it.
The most difficult days are just like this when you think about it. When you can't hold on, tell yourself to hold on a little longer..."
Chi Feichi threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, turned to look at Koshimi Nanatsuki, "I said so."
"Yes," Koshimizu Nanatsuki continued to walk forward and said with a smile, "At that time, I thought that since you were so powerful, what you said must be right, so I comforted myself that when I grow up, everything will be fine.
It’s gotten better.”
"Am I right?" Chi Feichi asked.
"It seems to be true. Looking back now, I feel that many things have slowly faded away," Koshimizu Nanatsuki sighed. When he arrived at the bridge, he saw the bridge across the river lit up with bright lights in the night. He walked two steps forward
He stopped after taking a step, turned around and stretched out his hand to hold onto the guardrail. He turned his head and asked, "What about you? How have you been these past few years?"
Chi Feichi also stopped by the bridge and looked at the illuminated bridge opposite. His soft voice seemed to be blown away by the night wind, "It was like having a long dream. Many times, it was him who was using
Body, sometimes I come out."
Yuesui Nanatsuki was startled, then realized what Chi Feichi meant, "He...? At that time, did you already have symptoms of split personality?"
"It was earlier than that, but others didn't know it, and I didn't know it until not long ago," Chi Feichi stared at the light in the distance, "It was me you met that day, but now I am me, and he is me.
"
"That's right, I heard that your multiple personality has been cured," Nanatsuki Koshizui felt amazing and sighed. He thought that Chi Feichi probably hadn't forgotten her over the years, but just remembered that her personality was sleeping, and he felt better.
Shao, smiled and said, "Whether it's you or the 'him' you're talking about, we are both a person now, or in other words, we are a complete you now, right?"
Chi Feichi thought for a while, "You can also say that."
For this body, it is complete only if it has two memories led by him and the original consciousness.
"Then..." Koshimizu Nanatsuki turned around and asked hesitantly, "Has no one noticed that you have this condition?"
She wanted to ask Chi Feichi's parents if they had found out, but she thought this question was a bit redundant, so she simply didn't ask again.
A person has long been abnormal, and the two personalities use the body interchangeably. If no one notices it for more than ten years, it will be... too lonely.
"Someone knows." Chi Feichi affirmed.
Koshimi Nanatsuki had just breathed a sigh of relief when he heard a whisper coming from the night wind beside him.
"Once when I was in a bad state, I killed many people..."
Koshizu Nanatsuki: "..."
Mr. Chi really trusted her and actually confessed that he had "killed many people".
However, Mr. Chi, could you please stop saying 'killing' in such a cold tone? It felt like an emotionless executioner was talking coolly next to her.