He can understand the dreams and pursuits of football fans, and can also imagine that Hero Akagi will also feel sorry for Nakaoka Kazuma.
"I was injured in a football match, and I also gave up representing Japan in the World Cup, so I can somewhat understand the regret in his heart," Hideo Akagi said, but he smiled again, "And the Tokyo Spirits team also insisted on an invitation before.
If he joins, it doesn't matter even if he can only play for a few minutes, but it's a pity that he refused... Well, let's hurry up and train!"
Here, five children were called to the field by Hero Akagi.
Over there, Chi Feichi and Nakaoka Kazuma walked along the edge of the court, one in a wheelchair and the other walking slowly, and they also started chatting.
"I still remember that not long after I was discharged from the hospital, when I went to school for the last time, you had already completed the entrance examination. It was probably the last time we got together in school," Nakaoka Kazuma said about the past, but his expression was not serious and his tone was calm.
Very relaxed, "Everyone is asking about my recovery status, whether I will join a professional team soon, and whether I will be able to see me in professional games soon. You are the only one who nodded when you saw me.
After saying hello, he didn’t say anything to me again. He just packed his things and prepared to leave school. At that time, I was still a little sentimental and thinking, ah, you are still the same, everyone is still the same, it seems like
It’s just me, and the life trajectory I had planned was suddenly changed..."
Chi Feichi dug out memories from high school. Although they were not beautiful, and they were even strangers and alienated from other people, when Nakaoka Kazuma mentioned them, it also made him feel a little nostalgic, "I remember it too.
, you were asked a lot that day, and you yelled like a child with a tantrum, "I can't play professional football anymore," and then ran out of the classroom. I always thought I was the first person to leave the classroom, but I didn't expect it.
It will be you."
"Hahaha... Really? You were ignorant in those years!"
Kazuma Nakaoka laughed and looked at the adults and children on the court. The smile on his face faded a little. He found a bench and sat down. He kept smiling and said with emotion, "Ignorance is also very missed."
of."
Chi Feichi parked his wheelchair beside the bench, turned around, and looked at the stadium as well, "Since you came back in August last year, why didn't you go to the class reunion?"
"Maybe I was afraid of being asked, 'What are you doing now?' After I was discharged from the hospital that year, I learned that I could no longer participate in professional football matches. In fact, I was convinced for a while and tried desperately to train, but I still failed.
"Nakaoka Kazuma leaned forward, put his hands on his knees, and looked up at the crowd on the court, "Then I went to South America, to Brazil, to watch football matches. I regretted countless times why I got carried away and went riding.
Even though I was riding a motorcycle so fast, I hated my character more than once and resented myself for destroying my future. After I came back last year, I went back to my hometown in Qunma and raced and drank all day long. I felt really decadent.
I didn’t respond to the invitation to my high school class reunion for a while, probably because... I looked at myself in the mirror that day, looking decadent and slovenly, and I felt like I was getting further and further away from everyone."
Probably feeling that the topic was heavy, Nakaoka Kazuma smiled again and turned to look at Chi Feichi.
"But I didn't expect that you would actually go to a high school reunion? With your personality, I thought you would find staying at that kind of party boring."
Well, actually he didn't expect that Chi Fei would pay attention to whether he went to the class reunion because he was late.
"It's very boring," Chi Feichi did not describe the class reunion in a colorful way, "I have nothing in common with them. If you don't go to the class reunion, it's because you find that you are not from the same world as everyone else, and it feels difficult to go there."
Find the topic, then your hunch is correct, it’s really boring.”
If Nakaoka feels that he is no longer in the same world as his high school classmates, then he is no longer in the same world as those people. Apart from the body, there is a huge gap between him and those people in terms of soul and psychology.
He felt that there was nothing to regret if Nakaoka didn't go. It would be boring to pass the time at that kind of party, so it would be better to just chat with someone you can talk to.
Just like they are now, although he will not tell Nakaoka about the murder and arson, and there is a high probability that Nakaoka will not tell him about his plan to bomb the stadium, but they are also embarking on a dangerous path, psychologically or experientially.
Some places are so close that you can always chat.
Nakaoka Kazuma couldn't help but turn around and look at Chi Feichi's cold side face. The classmates who used to feel that they couldn't get along with each other now feel that sincerity is precious, "Since you feel bored, why do you still go?
"
Chi Feichi: "There is nothing to do that day."
Kazuma Nakaoka: "..."
This answer... is ok, really honest.
"And this is my first time to attend this year," Chi Feichi continued calmly and sincerely, "I want to hear what young people are interested in recently."
"Pfft... you really haven't changed at all," Kazuma Nakaoka couldn't help laughing, with the lively and positive look in his eyes from high school, "Hey, I'm telling you something, don't be angry!
"
"Say." Chi Feichi said nonchalantly.
"At that time, you liked to be alone. You were very silent, but not dull and silent. You seemed gloomy and dangerous. In addition, I heard that you didn't show any mercy to girls. Everyone spread it privately...
"Nakaoka Kazuma glanced at Chi Feichi. Seeing that Chi Feichi still had no reaction, he imitated a serious and frightened tone, and continued, "With a character like Mr. Chi, it is very likely that he will become
That kind of psychologically twisted murderer!"
Chi Feichi raised the corners of his mouth slightly, with a faint smile in his eyes, "Is it that dangerous?"
If he had not come to this world, would the original consciousness have turned into a murderer?
His feeling is - no.
That guy has always been subconsciously "hurting himself but not others". He would feel guilty and uneasy if he hurt others. If that guy could become a murderer, he would have changed long ago without waiting for him to come.
If he had not come to this world and his original consciousness had come into contact with the organization before he died, would he have turned into a perverted murderer?
He thinks the answer needs to be the other way around - and probably it will be.
The one who makes the original consciousness only care about the organization and the organization. When the original consciousness harms the outside world and does not feel guilty about harming the outside world, it is very likely to become a murderer.
No matter what, it seems that the original consciousness body will choose one of the options of 'killing people and killing themselves'. If the original consciousness body chooses self-destruction, doesn't it count as killing itself?
Looking at it this way, it seems that those people's feelings are not wrong.
Nakaoka Kazuma caught the smile that flashed across Chi Fei Chi's face from the corner of his sight, thinking that Chi Fei Chi thought this conclusion was ridiculous. Apart from being surprised that Chi Fei Chi actually laughed, the point of his laughter was very strange.
He didn't take it to heart, "Yeah, there are some people who say, maybe you want to kill us one day. People are sometimes afraid of you, especially girls and some thin and timid boys. Those guys say it behind our backs."
I'm sure you won't be scared when the time comes. I'm so proud to say that, but if you stare directly at him for a few more seconds, he will probably come up with all kinds of scary things in his mind, and scare yourself first...
"
Chi Feichi: "..."
Thinking about it, the original consciousness doesn't seem so vicious, right?
Even now, no one would immediately suspect that he is a murderer.
The minds of high school students are really big and weird.
"But you didn't do that. You didn't pay much attention to everyone's appearance. Everyone only secretly talked about it occasionally and didn't really take it to heart." Nakaoka Kazuma looked at the court and said, "You are the only one."
I represented my school once because there was a problem with the arrangement of members of the shooting club. The president asked the teacher to help recommend contestants, and then the teacher asked you to help, right? He obviously achieved amazing results, but he didn't go with everyone.
Celebrating, we didn’t even attend the awards ceremony. Everyone was lamenting that you are indeed a weirdo. After knowing that your shooting skills are so high, some people began to suspect that you are a murderer. But if you think about it carefully, you will know that you can’t do it. You are not a shooter.
People in the club don't have to worry about whether they will be laughed at, right? Even if the teacher asks you to help, you have to agree, so... you also want to help everyone, not just a young man who wants to be in the limelight.
Prove that you are competitive and really want to help everyone... Do you feel disappointed knowing that everyone misses you so much afterwards?"
"I didn't think much about it at that time," Chi Feichi said without thinking, "I'm too lazy to think about it now."
The original consciousness didn't expect to understand at that time. It was just that I was good at shooting, so if I could help, I just helped.
I had no hope, so how could I be disappointed?
Nakaoka Kazuma turned to look at Chi Feichi, trying to understand Chi Feichi's thoughts, "Do you think those ideas are childish and don't need to be ignored at all? Or do you think...it doesn't matter what we think?"
Chi Feichi thought about it and decided to leave a message for Nakaoka Kazuma, "In terms of the results, there is no difference between the two."
"But from a starting point, one is for ideas and the other is for people," Nakaoka Kazuma said seriously, but soon relaxed and said with a smile, "You were willing to help at that time, so there seems to be no need to worry about this problem.
At that time, I thought you were really a strange and difficult person to understand. Now I understand a little bit, but it still seems to be the same. I think you are strange and difficult to understand..."
Chi Feichi didn't want the topic to revolve around him, so he turned to Nakaoka Kazuma, "At that time, you were the football star of the school. Every day, many boys and girls came to your desk, or formed a circle.
We should go to the playground together. Every time you are in the classroom, I feel like there is no end to the noise in front of you. You always like to wink at others and secretly pass small notes..."
Nakaoka Kazuma raised his hands and interrupted with a smile, "Hey, hey, I surrender! I surrender! Stop talking about my dark history."
Chi Feichi glanced at Gang Yiya's mid-length hair that was slicked back and naturally curled, "Let me tell you one more thing, you always smooth your hair in class before exams, which makes me have to clean my desk every time after class.
hair on.”
Why isn't this guy bald?
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