"When you announced that you would no longer compete in regular competitions, you said you didn't want to be bound," Feimo asked, "Then why did you come to work at the Mizuno family? You also received a lot of remuneration through competitions in those years, and Feimo abroad
You will only get more in formal competitions, and you are not like someone who is short of money, so why not use the money to go around and experience life?"
"When I say I don't want to be bound, I actually mean in terms of judo..." Yasushi Kuroki paused, "Let me explain it to you from the beginning. My family was also mentioned in the news in the early years. I remember the report at that time.
As I said, I was raised by my adoptive parents. My adoptive mother was in poor health and could not have children. Moreover, when I was in elementary school, my adoptive mother passed away, leaving me and my adoptive father to depend on each other..."
Sawada Hiroki sat up and listened curiously to Kuroki Yasuji's story.
In those years, the Internet was not developed, and a lot of information had expired, so Ark did not investigate these matters.
"These are all true, but there are hidden secrets that no one knows," Kuroki Yasuji looked at the driver in the front seat again before continuing, "My adoptive father is actually my biological uncle in terms of blood relationship.
He and my adoptive mother are really very affectionate. Even if my adoptive mother is unable to have children due to poor health, he still insists on getting married to my adoptive mother and is ready not to have children. His younger brother sees that they are getting older and older.
He was worried that they would have no one to rely on when they get old, and my adoptive mother actually likes children, so his brother made an agreement with the couple to adopt his wife’s still-born child, which is me..."
"The two couples went abroad for more than a year, and then my adoptive parents took me home. They said that I was the child they gave birth to after receiving treatment abroad. My adoptive parents were really good to me, so I spent a lot of time there.
For a long time, I didn’t know that there was a past..."
"My adoptive father is a department manager of a company, and my adoptive mother has been recuperating at home due to physical problems. In addition to hoping that I can grow up healthily, they also hope that I can become an excellent person. That is probably what all parents expect from their children.
I also really want them to be happy, and I have been working hard..."
Kuroki Yasuji smiled, with memories brought to his eyes, "My mother wanted me to be a well-educated and gentle person, so she wanted me to learn music and painting, and be accustomed to teaching others by words and deeds. As for my father,
I think that the mastery of professional knowledge and a strong body will help me live a better life in the future. As a result, I have to learn a lot of things since I was a child. Sometimes I feel very tired, but my mother always praises me and encourages me. When I lose my temper,
, and patiently comforted me, so that I really couldn’t refuse their request.”
"Then my mother passed away, and my father was depressed for a while. One day, he told me that he was not alone now, and I was here, so he couldn't give up easily, and he had to take good care of me so that he could be worthy of his mother. He also
He told me not to live up to his mother's expectations, and he did exactly that. He quickly cheered up and returned to his previous job. Although he was very busy at work, he also found a maid to take care of me, and he also tried his best to take care of me.
Make time to spend more time with me. In this way, even if his demands become higher and higher in the next two years, he will always accompany me to study. I am embarrassed to lose my temper with him, and even think that he is working so hard.
I am constantly working hard, and the thought of stopping is really shameful..."
"It should be strange to say that. I should be very happy, but during those two years, my whole body felt like a tight string. There were very few happy times. The days when I was happy and laughing in the past few years also seemed like
It became more and more distant, until I was in junior high school, and I came into contact with judo..."
There was a soft gleam in Kuroki Yasuji's eyes, "That is the easiest thing for me to learn. The feeling that I can learn it very quickly makes me feel relieved, and when I play against others
, freedom seems to be filling every cell of mine. In fact, rather than winning, I prefer the feeling of being able to control my body and thoughts, and even being able to influence the outcome of the game through ability and strategy. Therefore, I am obsessed with judo and fighting.
, in the end I became more and more obsessed, and after tasting the feeling of freedom, I had the idea of communicating with my father for the first time. I wanted to stop some extracurricular studies that I was not interested in and spend more time on judo."
Feimo nodded, "You were twelve or thirteen years old at that time, and it was time for you to reach the period of youthful rebelliousness."
"You also know about the period of youth reversal..."
Kuroki Yasuji sweated. Looking at the old-fashioned appearance of the young master in front of him, he was really curious about whether his young master would have a period of youthful rebelliousness and what he would be like.
"That's the stage when human beings start to pay attention to the connection between themselves and the world," Feimo thought seriously, "I haven't had that experience, and I don't know what kind of experience it is, but from a parent's perspective,
It should be a very troublesome period, but from the perspective of human growth, it is a very important part of growth. People who lack the rebellious period will lack thinking about their connection with the outside world, resulting in weak self-awareness and the inability to learn and
Grasping the key to self-growth is like a bird that has never learned to fly independently. It will not know how to fly and hunt without a leader, so if possible, I hope to experience it."
Kuroki Yasushi: "..."
(; )
He really wanted to tell his young master Mo: Wake up, stop dreaming. With your current calm attitude, it is probably impossible for you to experience the rebellious period of youth! Why not recall it and think about whether you are better than your peers?
People get through the rebellious period of youth earlier and grow up earlier.
Sawada Hiroki silently reflected and suddenly thought...
Oh, he died at the age of ten, and before he reached the age of youthful rebellion, he embarked on the path of online learning. He didn't understand what it felt like.
In the online world, he has read a lot of information, examples, steps, and concepts that are consistent with those of the Godfather. Can he still have a rebellious period?
"What happened after that?" Feimo asked Kuroki Yasuji about the follow-up, "Did you tell your father?"
Kuroki Yasuji nodded and smiled a little happily, "After hesitating for a long time, I finally decided to tell him. His reaction was unexpected. I originally thought he would be angry and accuse me.
I failed to live up to my mother's expectations, but he asked me a lot of questions, and finally said happily that I have grown up, and now that I have a choice, he supports me, and I believe that if my mother were here, she would make the same decision."
"They are both very good people." Feimo commented.
"Yes, he has been my number one fan since I started participating in competitions. For me, judo is not only something I like, but also something that allows me to rediscover love and freedom," Kuroki Seiji said with emotion,
"After I graduated from high school, I joined a professional team, and he officially retired. He became my number one fan at home. We agreed that we must win the World Series, and then put the trophy in front of my mother's portrait and tell her,
Let my mother be happy too. In fact, he had a heavy workload in the past few years and his health was not very good, but we believe that with my talent and ability, I will be able to catch up."
Hiroki Sawada suddenly thought of the reports collected by Ark, "But when you participated in the World Series for the first time, you caused serious injuries to your opponent due to violations in the semi-finals, and you were disqualified from the competition. Moreover, due to the bad impact, you were also kicked out of the competition.
Suspended for one year..."
"That's right," Kuroki Yasuji stared at the backrest of the front seat of the car and said softly, "It's not that I intentionally violated the rules, but that my opponent has been making misleading moves, which led me to use the wrong response method. If someone who understands would look at it,
, you will find that I violated the rules more than once. I didn’t know at that time that someone would give up his own future for the sake of profit, and would use any means to destroy other people’s dreams for the sake of obsession that he would never get. Even if he couldn’t destroy it, he would
Being willing to put a stain on the other person seems to be something that gives him a sense of accomplishment."
Feimo could think of the subsequent development, "Did your father's body not survive your second competition?"
"During my second competition, before entering the semi-finals, he passed away due to acute myocardial infarction while he was waiting to cheer me on at home. When I learned the news, I happened to win the semi-finals.
I need to participate in the finals in two days," Kuroki Yasuji said softly, "I really wanted to rush back to Japan, but I decided to continue participating in the competition. At that time, many people thought I was too indifferent, and some people found out that they were actually me.
The matter of my adoptive parents was exposed, and it was then that I realized that I was not their biological child. Everyone was speculating whether the relationship between me and my adoptive parents had long been at odds. Only I knew that he actually wanted to see me insist on taking care of my adoptive parents.
The game is over..."
Sawada Hiroki: "..."
Did you finish the competition under so much pressure and still win the championship...
Sure enough, no champion is easy behind the scenes.
"It wasn't until I won the championship and came home that his funeral was over. A large group of reporters followed me from the airport to the cemetery. When I placed the trophy in front of the tombstone where he and his mother were buried together, they understood me again. I
At that time, I announced my decision to retire, and some of them couldn't understand it." Kuroki Yasuji smiled like a child who had succeeded in revenge, but there was a hint of darkness in his eyes, "The reason I said is
I don’t like to be restrained. In fact, the real reason is that I hate those rules of the game. From the moment I knew that I was judged as a loser and had to be suspended for a year, I developed hatred and hatred for those rules. If I hadn’t made an appointment with my father
If I want to win the world championship trophy, I will not participate in the competition again. In my heart, judo is a symbol of love and freedom, and those rules seem to be a stain on it. After completing the agreement with my father, I instantly
I can’t stand it anymore!”
Hiroki Sawada thought back to some old newspapers that had been scanned into the Internet, and recalled that in the report about Kuroki Yasuji announcing his retirement, the background of the photo seemed to be a cemetery.
Kuroki Yasuji felt that his tone just now was not good, so he turned to look at Feimo Shota, and asked with a helpless smile, "Is it too extreme for me to think so?"
"I've heard of more extreme ideas than this," Feimo said calmly, "These are just childish ideas. And as far as I know, there are people who like a certain combat sport but don't like regular competitions, and are not even willing to participate."
You are far more than just a human being."
Isn’t that what his master is like?
Even if Jeet Kune Do is singled out, his master can still participate in professional competitions. However, when he went to Didan High School to watch Xiaolan train, his master looked at a group of training men and women and said, "These are the rules."
It's too much trouble', so he never asked his master 'Why don't you go to the competition?', he just asked 'The master hates those troublesome competition rules'.