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Chapter 248 The crux of Haibara Ai

 Outside the Mihua Sun Plaza Hotel, the light rain has stopped and the sky is gray.

Kyosuke Futo was taken out of the hotel door by two policemen and walked towards the police car.

The Maori family arrived in Takagi Wataru's car and stood aside to watch.

Maori Kogoro turned around and asked Maori Lan, "Xiaolan, did you remember anything?"

Chi Feichi stayed with him to observe Mao Lilan's reaction.

Mao Lilan looked at Futo Kyousuke in confusion for a moment, shook her head, feeling a little guilty, "Sorry."

"It's okay, take your time," Fei Yingli comforted, "Now the murderer has been caught. When Officer Sato wakes up, I will take you to visit her."

Hui Yuan Ai whispered from the side, "Actually, not being able to remember is not necessarily a bad thing. If it were me, I would rather forget everything about my sister's death, forget about those people and things, and just be a carefree person."

A worried little girl..."

Conan was stunned, then turned to look at Haiyuan Ai, "Haiyuan, you..."

Chi Feichi glanced at Haiyuan Ai without saying anything. He walked forward, took the evidence bag from Mu Mu Shisan's hand, and took out the transparent umbrella.

"Hey! Brother Chi..."

Before Megure Thirteen could react, Chi Feichi had already opened his umbrella, blocked it in front of Fudo Kyousuke, and turned to ask Mao Lilan.

"Xiaolan, what about this?"

Mao Lilan was stunned in place, and her eyes gradually became more horrified, "I have seen it, and... Officer Sato was injured..."

Chi Feichi took a look and felt relieved. Fortunately, it didn't break down, otherwise it would have been changed to "The Seven-Year-Old Detective and His Amnesiac Girlfriend" in the future. "Officer Sato is out of danger and will almost wake up."

"Is that so..." Mao Lilan breathed a sigh of relief, "That's great!"

"Xiaolan..." Maori Kogoro looked at Maorilan carefully.

"Dad!" Mao Lilan turned around and smiled.

Fei Yingli wiped her tears and said, "It's good to remember..."

Here, the family talks to each other.

Over there, Chi Feichi knelt down and looked directly at Hui Yuan Ai who was following him, "Xiao Ai's sister passed away?"

Hui Yuan Ai pursed her lips, hesitated for a moment, and nodded, but she was obviously unwilling to say more.

"Then you can't lose your memory. I've heard a saying before," Chi Feichi whispered, "If you forget about her, it's as if she never existed."

Haiyuan Ai felt her nose was a little sore and quickly lowered her head, not daring to let others see her.

Yes, a person who no longer exists in this world only exists in her memory. How cruel would it be for that person if even she forgot about it?

"Xiao Ai, the world has more than one color, and so does human life. There is not only red, which represents happiness, but also blue, which represents sadness. Memory is a picture scroll that records life. It would be too monotonous to have only one color, no matter whether it is good or not.

Bad, blue and red, each color above is your own unique color, and finally forms a unique picture." Chi Feichi patted Haiyuan Ai's head, "There is no use escaping, wait someday,

When you look at that painting again, you no longer only see a certain patch of blue and darkness, but the overall splendor of it. When you think back to your own memories, you no longer only feel sadness and pain, but also from the inside.

When you feel missed, you really grow up."

Judging from the early plot, Haibara Ai will suddenly become pessimistic and nervous, feeling that she has no future and is not needed by the world, and tries to give up life. This is a symptom of depression.

Maybe there is also a sleep disorder. Dr. Ali doesn't know much about mental illness, but he understands it.

Once the pessimism of patients with depression comes to mind, the world will become gloomy in an instant, and all pessimistic thoughts will come to mind uncontrollably. Some people even know that this is not good, but still cannot control it.

Logically speaking, it would be better to take Haihara Ai to see a professional doctor, but he still wanted to try to solve it on his own first.

He knew what those in the organization were thinking, including why Gin asked the questions Shiaki Fukuyama asked.

In the eyes of those people, he is a psychopath, but in his eyes, people in the organization are more or less mentally ill, and he is the least qualified to criticize him, especially Gin...

If the same abnormal behavior is performed by a person without a diagnosis record, people will only think that this person has a strange personality, behaves strangely, and has strange ideas. But if a person with a diagnosis record is a little abnormal, people will subconsciously think -

Are you sick?

Even a little difference, a little change, will make people think in that direction.

Maybe sometimes it's not malicious, but it's still frustrating.

A snake's disease for a moment, a snake's disease for a lifetime!

He doesn't care what others think of him, but girls may not be able to bear it.

Moreover, given the secret that Hui Yuan Ai wanted to hide, even if he went to see a doctor, he would definitely not cooperate.

He didn't need to ask Haiyuan Ai about the situation anymore, and he could probably guess the reason.

When Haibara Ai's only relative in the world died, she had already accumulated negative emotions in her heart. After defecting, the first thing she thought of was Kudo Shinichi. He might not be able to find that 'similar' who also shrunk.

Keep.

From Haibara Ai's point of view, Kudo Shinichi is in the same situation as her - she has become smaller, and if she is discovered by the organization, she will face the organization's pursuit.

It also has the same purpose - to restore the original body.

She is in the same situation and has the same purpose, so she can be her companion. I also feel that Kudo Shinichi can understand her, and she can also be her destination.

Rational analysis is correct.

However, she was accustomed to rational thinking in the organization and ignored emotional factors.

After finding Conan and knowing her identity, Conan rejected her and doubted her because of her status as a drug developer. It was not until he learned that she was Miyano Akemi's sister that his attitude changed.

In fact, from Conan's point of view, he is not wrong. After all, he is only a seventeen-year-old high school student. He was turned into a child and did not know how to recover. He must have accumulated depression in his heart when he suddenly met someone from the organization.

, is also the developer of drugs. If he finds an outlet to vent his anger, he will criticize without hesitation.

Haibara Ai may not have revealed anything, but her only relative had just passed away, and the people she thought would be her companions rejected her, doubted her, and even expressed disgust, which caused her to have self-doubt.

After that, even if Conan recognized Haibara Ai, he was still a high school student with a black and white world view, and he was also a detective. He hated evil as much as he wanted to, and he attached great importance to life and could not tolerate or understand crime. However, Haibara Ai couldn't help but think of himself in the world.

Regarding the organization, how many people have been killed by his drugs...

If you look at a group of innocent children here and a group of justice messengers there, you will feel that you are incompatible with others, and then you will think that you will probably not be accepted. You will be accepted only because they do not understand their past.

dark.

There was once a person who didn't mind who she was and would love her the same, but now that person is dead.

Black, she has escaped and is being hunted. Red looks too majestic, as if no matter which side she is on, she is wrong. No matter where she is, she will no longer accept herself and has no place for herself.

This is the crux.

There are solutions too.

One way is to wait until Higo Takasuke switches jobs from Tokyo Novaru to Big Osaka and take Haibara Ai to watch Higo Takasuke's first regular game.

Of these two teams, one team wears black jerseys and the other team wears red jerseys. When Takasuke Higo first changed jobs, the fans of Tokyo Novaru thought he was a traitor, and the fans of big Osaka team did not accept him.

After that, no matter how well he played, he was always booed, which easily reminded Haibara Ai of his own situation. After Bigo Longsuke wins recognition through his own efforts, he can also become Haibara Ai's spiritual support.

Another way is for him to enlighten Haiyuan Ai.

The world in the eyes of young people is black and white, but in fact, there are many colors in the world.

There are many people who wander between black and white and live in the gray world, and he is one of them.

However, if you rely on others as your spiritual support, if your spiritual support falls before you can stand up, the blow will be devastating.

Before that, he still wanted to try if he could let Haihara Ai figure it out on his own.

Hui Yuan Ai lowered her head. She felt Chi Feichi's calm gaze as always. She wanted to say something, but couldn't. She lowered her eyes and said, "You don't understand..."

"Aren't you happy yet? Then let me tell you another secret." Chi Feichi had no choice but to reveal the secret, "I am Qiyue."

Hui Yuan Ai raised his head in surprise and looked at Chi Feichi, "Why before..."

"Why didn't I tell you and still pretended to be something I wasn't?" Chi Feichi continued, "If professions in the world also have colors, then bounty hunters are gray. Criminals are defensive and annoying. The police actually don't trust them very much.

Because they will help justice or violate justice, it is very troublesome for their identities to be revealed."

Haiyuan Ai was startled for a moment. Speaking of which, bounty hunters are really like this. Even she, the last time she saw 'Qiyue' arresting people, she was thinking about whether Qiyue would lead the prisoners to do bad things. "Then you

Why become a bounty hunter?”

"It's a secret, but also because it's interesting," Chi Feichi said, "I want to give my life a little more color."

Not to mention that there is a large group of gray people. Even if you are alone, as long as you live a wonderful life, what else does it matter?

In fact, his identity represents too many colors. Organization members are considered black, public security consultants are considered red, his cheap dad said that the Zhenchi Group is blue, and the undercover agent himself is considered gray because he cannot see the light. This is the interesting picture.

Spend as much time as you can, and live happily.

"Are you bored?"

Haiyuan Ai saw Chi Feichi for half a month. He was a guy who was not short of money. He could have waited to inherit a large group and live a life of food and clothing, but instead he turned himself gray and ran into danger to catch criminals. There was no one left...

However, she suddenly felt much more comfortable.

Although it was strange to think so, she still hoped that there would be someone around her who was not so righteous.

In that case, even if she knew her past, she wouldn't be ostracized because of her black experience.

Moreover, Chi Feichi didn't seem to care much about what other people thought, and neither Mao Lilan, Conan, nor her and the children would deny Chi Feichi's friend just because he was in July.

Friends, people's hearts, life... She was a little confused for a moment, but she also realized that she seemed to have been confused before, and her understanding was a bit one-sided.

Chi Feichi added, "Keep it secret from other people, especially Conan, he always gets into trouble."

Hui Yuan Ai came back to her senses, glanced at Conan over there, and said with a soothing expression, "Yes, he is a troublemaker, but is this your biggest secret? Is it really okay to just tell me like this?"

"I believe you won't tell anyone," Chi Feichi noticed Conan walking towards this side, stood up and whispered, "Besides, this is not even my biggest secret."

Haibara Ai:"……"

Isn’t this the biggest secret?

What could be bigger than this?


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