Chapter 467 There is definitely something wrong with this kid!
Chi Feichi thought for a while, "She once had a relative who was dependent on her die. Every time she cried, it was because of that relative. But I think that although there is this reason, it is not the main reason. The main reason is the loss of the only one."
After relying on and spiritual sustenance, I left the familiar environment again, only to find that the new environment was incompatible with me, and I even felt guilty..."
He has also seriously considered this. When he learned that Miyano Akemi was dead, Haibara Ai did not despair. She thought about resisting. She wanted an explanation. She was escaping from the organization. She did not think about just dying. Then
At that time, Hui Yuan Ai was still strong.
Therefore, the main reason is not Miyano Akemi.
The reason why every time she cried was about Miyano Akemi, probably because Haibara Ai was thinking that if her sister had not died, no matter what she was like, at least there would be someone who could love her. She was tired.
When she was young, there was still someone she could talk to, someone who could understand her, but that person is gone, forever...
In fact, it is better to have a reason to cry than to be depressed for no reason.
"Guilt?" Fukuyama Shiaki wondered, "Has she or her family ever made any mistakes? Mistakes that hurt others?"
"Dr. Fukuyama." Chi Feichi said in a colder tone.
"Okay, okay, I won't ask further," Fukuyama Zhiming laughed, "I'm used to it, so should I consider that the cause of the disease is actually the feeling of guilt? She feels that she is a sinner, while others are innocent
Flawless, others cannot accept someone like her."
"Well, then she had the idea that there was no place for her in the world, and because of some problems in the group she was originally in, she worried that the people around her would be hurt, so she had to deliberately stay away from others, and she longed to be accepted."
Chi Fei Chi said.
Fukuyama Zhiming was helpless, "The situation you mentioned is a bit complicated. I don't quite understand it. Why does she feel that the people around her will be hurt? There is also a sense of guilt. She used to..."
"Dr. Fushan." Chi Feichi reminded again.
Fukuyama Zhiming didn't laugh this time and sighed, "You can't tell clearly, I can't tell you the exact answer..."
"I tried them all," Chi Feichi said.
Shiaki Fukuyama: "..."
Meow meow meow?
What does it mean?
Chi Feichi explained his solution.
First of all, it was the death of Miyano Akemi. He enlightened Haibara Ai to try to accept memories and treat them as a part of life.
Then he felt guilty. He asked Haiyuan Ai to take a look. He was not much better. There were many people in this world who were not pure and innocent.
Later, the issue of shelter can be brought up again.
He wanted to secretly instill an idea into Haiyuan Ai: The world is so big, and Conan is not the only group of people. There are always people who can accept things that they don't accept. Whether they go to find true kindred spirits or stay here to seek common ground while reserving differences, it doesn't matter.
As for having no place to stay.
If that doesn't work, let's make it a black one. Delivery delivery is super cool!
Moreover, there is also the matter of the 'Forest Princess', Haihara Ai somewhat feels that it can be a destination.
Finally, it is a matter of organization.
Hui Yuan Ai is worried about affecting the people around her.
This cannot be solved for the time being because he has not been able to solve the organization yet.
What's more, it's not necessarily a good thing for him to go and solve the organization alone. He should let Hui Yuan Ai participate a little bit and fight monsters together, so that Hui Yuan Ai can be more brave and strong in the future.
However, getting Hui Yuan Ai to participate in this is the most difficult thing in the end, and it requires Hui Yuan Ai to have the courage to face it.
When Chi Feichi said it, he slightly adjusted his words.
Describing the organization as a group of bad students...
"You are a male, and you are different from her. You want her to understand what it means to face and be brave from other girls. This is no problem." Fukuyama Shiaki smiled, and soon his tone became serious again, "But before you
I mean, let her go to those people alone, not just because you want her to be braver, but because you also discovered a problem, right?"
"Well, I got involved too much," Chi Feichi said.
"Yeah, you got involved too much. You brought her to meet other people to prove that she can be recognized. But when her emotions break out, she may have self-doubt again and feel that it is you who is recognized by people.
It's not her. Without you, she is still the same as before, and she still has no place to stay." Fukuyama Zhiming paused, "When many people seek help from a psychiatrist, when they get help, they will regard the doctor as someone who can save them.
I want to hold on tightly to the rope, but one thing that psychiatrists must abide by is that they are not allowed to establish any relationship other than consultation with the seekers. This is not unkind, but because patients at this time are too easy to have a good impression of the doctor. If
The doctor has some bad intentions and can completely control the patient. Judging from your words and actions, you have no male-female feelings for her, so what about her?"
Chi Feichi thought carefully about it again, "No, sure, there is dependence, but he probably regards me as a brother or something."
"Okay," Fukuyama Zhiming temporarily believed in Chi Feichi's judgment. Although Chi Feichi had never been in love, he didn't think Chi Feichi could make an accurate judgment, but that could be solved slowly. Now there is a more serious problem, "But
There is a problem, you let her face it alone...Are you a little too hasty? Since you were the one who brought her into contact at the beginning, there must be a relaxation stage, take your time, you have to know that if she musters up the courage,
It is certainly a good thing to take that step and get the results you and she want, but if she does not get recognition or the expected results, the blow to her will be devastating, and she will probably deny everything before.
The situation will also get worse. Alas, it’s a 50-50 chance, you shouldn’t bet on it..."
"What if I didn't gamble?" Chi Feichi asked.
"Did you arrange someone?" Fukuyama Zhiming was confused and reminded, "If she finds out, it will be very bad. She will feel that the past good situations are all deception and illusion, and she will also start to deny everything..."
"I have no arrangements," Chi Feichi turned to look at the sea, "I just believe that that group of people can give her and me the results we want, for sure."
"Are you so confident?" Fukuyama Zhiming was a little surprised. It was really not easy to hear the word "believe" from Chi Feichi.
"Well," Chi Fei responded late, and then talked about another topic, "Dr. Fushan, in addition to not being allowed to establish a relationship other than consultation with the seeker, there are two other points. He is not allowed to discriminate against the seeker for any reason, and he must abide by confidentiality.
in principle."
Shiaki Fukuyama even told Dr. Agasa and the others about his situation before... Come on, explain it to him!
Shiaki Fukuyama: "..."
What can he do?
Chi Feichi had been silently fighting him, resisting treatment, and even had the idea of studying psychology. He simply didn't have to be too perseverant.
With this perseverance, he believed that Chi Feichi's depression was definitely cured.
It's just that he was depressed.
In the last inspection, although Chi Feichi had some minor problems, there were generally no major problems.
He didn't believe that the inspection report was true. Not only did it not comply with the expected psychological change process, but the time perception disorder still existed.
There is definitely something wrong with this guy!
It's just that Chi Fei Chi grew up too fast and was able to hide from the machines and various inspections. He couldn't lock Chi Fei Chi in, and because of some potential dangers of Chi Fei Chi himself, he felt it was necessary to remind Chi Fei Chi.
People who will come into contact later.
Once it is discovered that the person seeking help endangers the safety of himself and others, he must take necessary measures or consult with other psychiatrists to prevent accidents. To this end, he can disclose a little bit about his condition, and he also limits the exposure of confidential information to a minimum.
Regarding Chi Feichi's family situation, Chi Feichi's previous investigation at school, etc., he just mentioned it casually.
Logically speaking, if he felt that he was not good enough, he should discuss with Chi Feichi and transfer him to another doctor. However, Chi Feichi's examination report was there, and other doctors could not keep Chi Feichi in hospital for observation.
Moreover, no one wants to take over the thorny issue of Chi Feichi.
He was also uneasy.
Qingshan Fourth Hospital is already strong enough, and he is also a veteran doctor there. He thinks that even patients who are so difficult to deal with are scary, and others may not be able to do anything about them.
He was also a little worried that the inexperienced doctor might be led astray by Chi Feichi.
He came to the United States for exchange and study. Firstly, because of the incident involving Kenzo Masayama, he understood that if he did not leave for a while and said that he would keep it secret to the end, the Makike Group would not be relieved. Secondly, because he also wanted to go abroad for exchange and study.
It's a good thing if someone pays to study for you.
There is another reason. He wants to come to the United States to study and exchange, and see if he can solve Chi Feichi's thorny problem.
It's a pity that he couldn't say these words directly, otherwise Chi Feichi would definitely say, "So Dr. Fukuyama, you think I'm dangerous?" Then the trust that was finally built was gone.
Now that Chi Feichi can talk to him about his original feelings, he finds it very difficult to be able to talk so much.
Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, don't make the same mistakes again...
Shiaki Fukuyama reminded himself to be patient and joked, "Then you won't report me, right?"
"No need." Chi Feichi paused when he saw the seagulls flying in the sky.
Seagulls chirped and landed, drinking from a small basin on the deck.
"Doctor, the results are out."
"Oh?" Shiaki Fukuyama quickly asked, "How is the situation?"
"good news."
…
On the beach, Haiyuan Ai was lying on a beach chair when he was startled by a group of people who suddenly appeared from beside him.
"Haiyuan, Sister Xiaolan said you are not feeling well, so are you unhappy?" Ayumi asked.
"No, Haiyuan has always been like this. He won't tell us if he feels uncomfortable," Yuantai said speechlessly, "If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell us, otherwise it will make people worried, okay?"
Haiyuan Ai was stunned.
Will be worried...
"Maybe it's because Brother Feichi didn't come, so he's unhappy?" Mitsuhiko guessed.
"That guy is like that, he likes to be busy," Conan said with half-moon eyes, "It's better if we can't play."
"Because I really don't understand what's wrong with you," Suzuki Sonoko crossed her arms and said, "We have been discussing for a long time and there is no result, so I just come to ask you directly. The little girl should be more active. Why should you learn from Brother Fei Chi?
…”
Hui Yuan Ai was silent.
The group of people were whispering just now, not because she behaved badly and was disliked, but because... they were worried about her?
"It's okay if you don't want to say it," Mao Lilan smiled and handed an ice cream to Haibara Ai, "I don't think I can leave you here alone to be depressed. How about sitting with you for a while?"
"Let's sit down for a while," Ayumi turned to look at Genta, Mitsuhiko and Conan, "We're tired from playing anyway."
Haiyuan Ai took the ice cream from Mao Lilan, looked down, then looked up at Mao Lilan, "Thank you...Sister Xiaolan."
"You're welcome." Mao Lilan replied with a smile.
…
"Maybe it's because of me that their relationship is much better, but she must understand that she has long been regarded as a companion by those people..."
On the yacht deck, Chi Feichi was still sitting on the beach chair, talking on the phone to Fukuyama Zhiming.
Therefore, even if there are some conflicts of ideas, he still feels that it is really good to have such a group of people in the world.