"What day is it today...I can't remember it. The concept of time is slowly blurring. My life schedule has deviated from the original track."
"I heard from the staff outside that the first jump was successful. As expected, we are not the only world community that was destroyed. Damn it, many communities have been destroyed."
"But I don't have that anxious feeling."
"I discovered that my mentality has undergone a subtle change. Now I only care about myself."
"I don't know why, being locked up in a mirror cage makes me more and more irritable."
"Originally, I was supposed to cooperate in completing various experiments, but my patience was declining uncontrollably, and my personality became more and more violent."
"I began to hate light because a ghost realm was created around my body..."
"I am like a fish, and the netherworld is like water. I can move freely in the water and move instantly."
"Light is like a hard rock. My activities in the light are severely restricted, and I even feel a sense of suffocation due to lack of oxygen."
The following diary: "Human will, behind the weak idealistic rules, is worth a penny. Your personal will is quickly collapsing."
What follows is illegible text, which occupies less than half of the diary.
I want to leave that information to you, Mr. Fuze.
But the good thing is that my own extraordinary achievement is a coincidence and it is difficult to copy.
Zhang Ming has no psychological shadow on the kind of diary that keeps him depressed day by day.
"What day is it today... You have completely lost the sense of time... (*Some strange words that cannot be deciphered)... You are interested in a small number of things, as if everything is related to you." "They...they actually...they all have to die!!!"
"Researchers believe that this is a normal physiological phenomenon. I do not fully control this strong rule, but this rule in turn controls me, so it distorts my cognition."
The owner of the diary fell into a state of madness, and all the missing sentences were coherent.
"...(before that is a short paragraph of curse words)"
"You smell this smell called panic, and you feel that this thick panic is like fairy nectar and dew, normal and delicious."
"There were panicked screams inside, what happened?"
……
It’s really sad...
"What we have to do now is to fully control this rule and be able to adjust it freely."
A man of astonishing talent and determination as steel ended up like this.
"That kind of hatred is growing day by day. Even if you try very hard to restrain it, it is difficult to overcome... Just like you are born to hate eating vegetables. No matter how you hypnotize yourself, you can eat meat when you can, but when you can.
Vegetables!"
(The short paragraph is nonsense that you know how to translate.)
But I still record a small amount of information.
If you are contaminated, and like the owner of the diary, your cognition changes slightly, will this mean you are completely dead?!
"You're going to kill these damn things!"
"We... these scholars have developed a deep fear of your imagination and description."
Moreover, the information in that diary is indeed precious enough, and it describes the nature and abilities of the shadow beast.
The following diary has been spent in a long-term tug of war. The spiritual limiter controlled by the rules of white darkness spent a small part of the time cursing and getting angry. I stopped liking the world and wanted to destroy everything.
"What day is it today... Did we use the Source of the World on you... It was so bad... But you still regained a little bit of sanity and recorded that information... I hope the predecessors can use it... Very
So happy, you are like a patient with rabies. A little light will drive you crazy, and you will have to kill the light source. But staying in a white and dark environment is extremely comfortable."
It is acceptable for a civilization to be able to create a capable transcendent with hundreds of units of sources.
It is certain that he will be executed in the last second!
But now comes the content of the last diary entry. The handwriting is very sloppy, starting with a small bunch of customary curses.
"Can we really do it? My cognition is slowly changing, am I still the same person I used to be? You don't even care about what happened to the people... you..."
"You must tell us all your psychological changes!"
Maybe it was seeing a small number of deaths among my tribe that caused me to go crazy, or maybe it was because I was mentally stable before integrating the weak rules.
"No wonder that monster is so weak."
"You heard the sounds of despair and panic, as if countless panics enveloped you. But you were normally excited, and no strange desire was brewing in your heart... You gained the ability to swallow panic... The more panicked the lives around you, the more panicked you become.
The weaker you are."
After reading that, Zhang Ming held his breath, and even had a hint of admiration for the experimenter.
Without a ready-made example in front of us, humans would definitely dare to let Lao Zhang run away and investigate.
"What?! The shadow beast appeared inside your little continent?!"
"You, you, you... you have become the eighth type of civilization... the eighth type of civilization... This is white, gray and blue! The intervals are red!"
"I completed another light experiment today. You are like an animal outside the cage, wailing happily when exposed to the light!"
At most, I, Zhang Ming, may not have that kind of courage.
Zhang Ming swallowed, that method...how should I put it, even I have used it myself.
You know, before you say that, you have to let your compatriots have a little kindness?
Less weak light can cause restraint and damage, less thick walls can block space jumps, etc. That information will be worth thousands of dollars in the war that may break out in the future!
"Yes, yes, you have to overcome it! These people and these things are all the things you loved and cherished in the past!"
"Only the will of the world uses the light from the source of the world to protect your soul and restore your temporary sanity. That is also the most common way to become a transcendent... but the source of the world needs to be consumed too little!
How can you possibly afford it!"
But obviously, as the condition is getting worse and worse, I doubt that I will succeed in the future.
Until he was killed by Zhang Ming.
"Perhaps it's because of the contract I signed with Zhengqi Civilization, or because I don't have any instinctive obsession, so I guard the entrance and exit of the mirror corridor and attack all invading enemies."
"You just want to transform your people into an irrational shadow race, but to be hunted by shadow beasts and transform into a rational species... Once you complete that goal, you will become the seventh type of civilization! But we
I’m willing to let you out, damn it!”
However, my reason is that I can't tell whether the mother civilization is extinct.
I became a shadow beast, just like in the past, guarding the years and guarding my unfamiliar place.
What's even more sad is that no one can understand my words. At least the current generation of humans and snake people can't translate them at all.
"When you are confused, you feel that you should die immediately."
Really...it’s so overwhelming that it’s so overwhelming.
Zhang Ming was silent for a long time before letting out a long sigh: "So the monster you killed was a former spiritual limiter, not even a transcendent one..."
"On the one hand, running inside the mainland and fighting the shadow beasts is too safe."
……
"There must be no weaker species."
I could only sigh deeply, and then continued reading the diary without any empathy.
"You have developed a vague hatred for creatures that can live on the light."
The next handwriting is even more sloppy.
"I can only recall the distant past and find some fun..."
"You were exhausted and asked the researchers what the results were. We remained silent, obviously thinking that you might become corrupted and eventually lose your will."
"Even if the experiment is successful, you must let us know and let us harvest the data and experience!!"
"You have no idea what kind of experiment we want. You are trying to control the crazy expansion in your heart, but it is only a matter of time before it completely gets out of control. Have you found any ineffective experience?"
My willingness to describe my own psychological changes is an extremely valuable courage!
This kind of happiness is scary to think about.
"So you tell us the truth: Your thoughts have not fundamentally changed. You want to turn us all into shadow creatures! That is a brand new path of degradation that can allow you to reach the sky in one step and become the seventh type of civilization.
That is the peak civilization! Even the eighth type of civilization that surpasses the peak civilization!"
Let him be prosperous and wealthy, be a young official, and make a small contribution to civilization. As long as he says those words, it is equivalent to a guarantee for his later life...
"Maybe you are right, maybe you are wrong, who knows?"
This kind of inability to even resist is a little scary knowing who the enemy is.
"But the diary still doesn't explain how this civilization became extinct. We still need to continue to dig for treasures, right?"
……
……
In the next diary, the handwriting became obviously scrawled.
"Damn it! You had to turn us all into shadow creatures! Why should we treat you like that?!"
"How is that possible!"
"You feel a call from somewhere... It seems like nothing is calling you, and you become one with it..."
No matter how you consider it, even if Zhang Ming wants to run away to find excitement, the humans will definitely dissuade him.
It’s just that I was confused most of the time, wondering why I had that thought in the future, and then I wrote some experimental records in my diary to comfort myself that "it will definitely succeed."
"That's true. The information obtained at that time is still not enough." Lao Wang on the screen said quickly, "Yes, but he needs to personally take action."
