In the bathroom, Xiao Siluo lay completely in the bathtub, the warm water wrapped around her body, relaxing her tight body a little.
Just as Feng Beichen worried, Xiao Siluo did not recover, but she was holding on to the fear in her heart.
She heard the conversation between Feng Beichen and Lei Yan last night. She knew clearly that what happened last night was not an accident. Those people were targeting her, and she had become Feng Beichen's weakness. Her heart
Messy.
Lying in the bathtub, looking at the mist from the hot water, Xiao Siluo saw the scene from last night again in front of her eyes. She couldn't get rid of the face that fell in front of her car.
The originally relaxed body gradually tightened, fists clenched, and the body began to tremble uncontrollably. This is a natural reaction of the body under extreme fear.
Feng Beichen waited outside for more than twenty minutes. Seeing that there was no movement in the bathroom, he was a little worried and wanted to go in to check the situation. But when he opened the door, he found that the bathroom door was locked. At that moment,
Feng Beichen's heart was in his throat.
"Si Luo, Silo, are you done washing?"
Feng Beichen was afraid that Xiao Siluo would think too much and didn't dare to show too much nervousness. He suppressed his voice and asked in a calm tone while patting the door.
The bathroom was still quiet. No matter how many questions Feng Beichen asked, Xiao Siluo refused to respond. Feng Beichen's face showed intense panic and he banged the bathroom door desperately.
"Si Luo, did you hear that?"
"Si Luo, I want to come in."
"Si Luo..."
With a click, the bathroom door opened. Xiao Siluo was wrapped in a bathrobe and standing at the door with wet hair. His face was pale and his eyes were a little distracted. When Feng Beichen saw this scene, he felt like he had been stabbed deeply in the heart.
"Si Luo, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me."
Then, Xiao Siluo threw himself into Feng Beichen's arms. He could no longer control his nervousness and burst into tears.
"Beichen, I thought I was brave, but I found that I couldn't do it. When I think about what happened last night, I get scared and nervous. I'm afraid that I will die suddenly. Beichen, what should I do?"
Xiao Siluo cried and complained about the fear in his heart. Feng Beichen picked up Xiao Siluo and wrapped her in a quilt while soothing her emotions.
"Don't be afraid. With me here, nothing like that will happen again. It's all over. We'll go back to Kyoto in the afternoon. When we get there, nothing will happen. I promise."
At this time, Feng Beichen regretted it to death. If he had been more careful, if he had let Lei Yan follow him, if he had brought Xiao Siluo with him when buying coffee, this wouldn't have happened.
Feng Beichen was not only worried about Xiao Siluo, but also blamed himself. Even when he saw Xiao Siluo's helpless and fragile expression at this moment, he had some self-doubts, whether he should not have fallen in love with this woman in the first place, and should not have put him
This woman is embroiled in the chaos of her own life.
Seeing Xiao Siluo sobbing and trembling in his arms, Feng Beichen kissed her, and the salty tears made him frown.
"Si Luo, I'm sorry. It was me who disturbed your peaceful life. If you are scared, I...I can..."
"What can you do? Don't you want me anymore? Feng Beichen, do you regret it?"
Xiao Siluo was so sensitive at this time. She looked at Feng Beichen's twinkling eyes and her heart froze. Then she punched Feng Beichen in the chest, and then punched her one after another, as if she was venting her anger.
"Feng Beichen, do you know what you are doing? You have made my life a mess, and then you want to leave? You big bastard, if you dare to have such an idea, I will make you regret it.
"
"Feng Beichen, put away your bastard thoughts. Have you forgotten what you did to me? You provoked me first, and now you actually have such thoughts, you coward."
Xiao Siluo cursed and kept hitting Feng Beichen. Suddenly, she felt that what happened last night was not terrible anymore. It was the words that Feng Beichen had no time to say just now that made her feel
Feeling hopeless.
Seeing Xiao Siluo crying with anger on his face, Feng Beichen also felt that he was a bastard and had messed up the other person's life. How could he just walk away just because he was doing good for her?
Feng Beichen looked at the furious Xiao Siluo, hugged her, and then blocked her lips fiercely regardless of whether she resisted or not. The two of them were entangled together like this until Xiao Siluo's
His emotions calmed down until Feng Beichen's mind calmed down.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have thought like that, Silo, I'm sorry, I'm just afraid that you will be involved in danger because of me. Do you know how scared I was when I saw that car rushing toward you last night?
I'm afraid that fate will take away the people I care about from me again, I'm sorry."
As he spoke, Feng Beichen kept kissing every inch of Xiao Siluo's skin, murmuring while kissing.
"I just saw your expression of despair and collapse. I thought it would make you feel better if I just let go. I'm sorry, but I was so self-righteous. I didn't want to leave you at all. From the moment I told you that I love you, you fell in love with me deeply.
The mark is in my heart and will never dissipate, do you understand?"
"Then why do you think like that just now, Feng Beichen, have you forgotten what we said at the beginning? I, Xiao Siluo, either don't love, or I love for the rest of my life. If you really leave, you let me
What should I do, do you think I can still fall in love with someone else?"
Xiao Siluo seemed to be punishing Feng Beichen. After speaking, he bit his shoulder hard. Feng Beichen frowned slightly, but did not make a sound. It hurt, but he endured it forcefully.
, just think of it as punishment for Xiao Siluo being hurt.
"I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have such thoughts. I won't have them again in the future. Don't be sad, okay."
After saying that, Feng Beichen kissed Xiao Siluo's soft lips again, then hugged her tightly, and finally whispered something in her ear.
"After we go back, we will do some psychological intervention to help you."
"good."
Xiao Siluo is not a person who hides her illness and avoids medical treatment. She knows that what happened last night has had a psychological impact on her. She has also seen what Feng Beichen suffered, so she is not opposed to receiving psychological treatment.
Hearing Xiao Siluo's "hello", Feng Beichen breathed a sigh of relief. He was worried that Xiao Siluo would reject such treatment, just like he did before. He even suffered from terrible mental illness. Over the years, he has been troubled by such diseases.
So, he didn't want Xiao Siluo to go through the same experience as himself. Fortunately, this woman was much more rational and calm than he thought.
After a while, a doorbell broke the tranquility of the room. Feng Beichen sat up from the bed, touched Xiao Siluo's still damp hair, and said.
"They should be delivering food. You go change your clothes and I'll go out first."
After saying that, Feng Beichen straightened his clothes and walked out. After a while, Xiao Siluo asked about the delicious food.
A few minutes later, Xiao Siluo changed his clothes and walked out of the bedroom. Seeing this, Feng Beichen took out the hair dryer and pulled Xiao Siluo to the sofa.
"Don't blow dry your hair, or you'll get a headache later."
After saying that, he began to help Xiao Siluo blow his hair. The hair gently slipped through his fingertips. The only buzzing sound of the hair dryer could be heard in the room. Xiao Siluo was half leaning on Feng Beichen. His emotions at this time
Looks good.
After a while, after drying his hair, Feng Beichen hugged Xiao Siluo gently and asked.
"Are you feeling better now?"
Xiao Siluo nodded, she knew what Feng Beichen was asking.
"I was in the bathroom just now, maybe because the space was too small, and I suddenly remembered those things. Now it's okay. I believe that time can heal everything, and I believe that I am not that fragile."
"You are braver than me. Back then, I would only close myself up."
"But you were only a teenager at that time, you were just a child."
"But I am a man. I should be able to support everything, but in the end I was defeated by fear."
"But aren't you slowly coming out now? Mr. Feng, you are already strong enough, otherwise, I wouldn't fall in love with you."
Xiao Siluo said softly that at this time, she no longer had fear. As Feng Beichen said, she was braver than him.
"Okay, let's go eat. Just now Lei Yan said that Liu Liu wanted to see you for something. Do you want to see her? They don't know what happened last night. I just told Liu Liu that you were not feeling well."
"Let's meet. If you suddenly stop working and don't meet, they will be worried."
"Okay, then I'll talk to Lei Yan later and let's eat first."