In 1905, I was more afraid of going blind than dying
Qiao Muyi, the youngest and most powerful brain surgeon in the world, Fu Juechen arranged for his teacher to go to the last surgery performed by the female teacher from Sichuan Province. However, his teacher was ill in those days and was not suitable for surgery.
In the end, it was Qiao Muyi who was recommended by his teacher.
The operation was very successful and did not leave any sequelae. Now the female teacher has returned to her normal life. Although she has not returned to the podium, she is said to have returned to school and begun to adapt.
At this time, Fu Juechen spoke again.
"When I was studying Mr. Lei's case with my teacher last night, I thought of the female teacher's case. In fact, the two people's situations were similar. However, the female teacher's tumor only compressed the optic nerve, but did not form adhesions. However, the surgery
The risk is also very high. Qiao Muyi's operation can be said to be flawless, so if you are worried, I would mind letting Qiao Muyi and my teacher jointly complete this operation."
After Fu Juechen finished speaking, Xiao Muyou spoke directly.
"Okay, let's find Qiao Muyi."
When Lei Yan heard this, his expression changed slightly. To be honest, he didn't want Qiao Muyi to complete the operation. Because of Lei Xin's incident, he felt that he owed Qiao Muyi a favor, and now he had to become his patient again.
, then he really owes Qiao Muyi too much.
To be honest, the relationship between him, Xiao Muyou and Qiao Muyi is not suitable for too much involvement.
But seeing Xiao Muyou's straightforward answer, Lei Yan didn't want to upset Xiao Muyou, so he could only remain silent.
Fu Juechen was a little surprised when Xiao Muyou agreed so simply. After all, he also knew about the emotional entanglement between the three people. However, as a doctor, he knew that this was the best choice. Two experts in this field jointly performed the surgery.
, which is equivalent to providing double insurance for this operation.
"Okay, then should I contact Qiao Muyi, or should you contact him yourself?"
Fu Juechen asked, Xiao Muyou hesitated for a moment, thought about it, and answered.
"I'll go find him."
When he said this, Xiao Muyou's expression was a little strange. He turned his head and glanced at Lei Yan beside him. Seeing that his expression was not abnormal, he breathed a sigh of relief.
After Fu Juechen said this, he left. Although he had a good relationship with the Xiao sisters, they all had their own boyfriends and husbands now. It was inappropriate for him to stay single. After all, he still
Don't want to be abused.
Feng Beichen and Xiao Siluo stayed in the hospital for more than an hour and then left. However, before leaving, Xiao Muyou took Xiao Siluo and told them that they would take Lei Yan back to Luo City.
"Sister, have you thought clearly? What if my uncle and aunt don't agree?"
Xiao Siluo asked worriedly, Xiao Muyou smiled slightly and said.
"Whether they agree or not, I have identified Lei Yan. I was still struggling with how to get my parents to accept it before, but after learning about his condition last night, I asked myself, if the operation really failed,
Will I have any regrets?"
"So, you just want your uncle and aunt to know the existence of Lei Yan, right?"
Xiao Siluo understood what Xiao Muyou said.
Xiao Muyou nodded and said.
"As expected of my sister, she is so smart."
"Okay, I know I'm very smart. Now that you've decided, go ahead and do it. Do you want me to accompany you? There are still ten days left for my concert, so I should be able to find time to go back to Los Angeles."
"Besides, I don't know when I will go back. There are a lot of things going on in the company recently. I have to arrange things in the company. After that, I plan to accompany Lei Yan all the time. It's best to go around. Speaking of which, I
We haven’t really traveled together since I got together with him.”
Speaking of this, Xiao Muyou sighed softly. He didn't know what he thought of, and his tone became a little heavier.
"I just want to walk around with Lei Yan before the operation and look around. If anything happens..."
Speaking of this, Xiao Muyou was hugged by Xiao Siluo. The two sisters were about the same height, but at this time, Xiao Muyou looked extremely weak and she leaned in Xiao Siluo's arms.
"Sister, don't think too much. Didn't Jue Chen just say that? With his teacher and Qiao Muyi completing this operation together, the success rate is quite high."
"I didn't think about it, I just prepared for the worst. If his eyes really can't see, I'm willing to be his eyes and accompany him to experience this beautiful world, but I, I'm just afraid of himself
Can’t accept it.”
Speaking of this, Xiao Muyou's voice was choked. After all, she still couldn't be strong enough. In front of Lei Yan, she had been disguising herself with a shell to prevent Lei Yan from seeing the fear in her heart. But in front of Xiao Siluo,
Xiao Muyou had nothing to hide. She needed to find a shoulder to lean on.
"Sister, stop thinking about it. Since we choose surgery, we must be prepared to accept all outcomes. I think Lei Yan is not the kind of person who will be easily defeated. He may be temporarily depressed, but I believe he will try
Accept it and face it, and he will definitely not let the people he loves worry about him."
"hope so."
Xiao Muyou smiled bitterly and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"Perhaps our worries are unfounded. What if the operation is successful?"
"That's right, you are just scaring yourself now. Okay, don't think too much. If Lei Yan feels your fear, he might also become nervous. This will not be conducive to subsequent operations."
Xiao Siluo hugged Xiao Muyou again, hoping that his comfort could bring her comfort and strength.
In the room, Lei Yan and Feng Beichen were also sitting quietly. Lei Yan was not as relaxed as before, and there was a touch of sadness in his eyes.
"Mu You said she would take me back to meet her parents."
Lei Yan suddenly spoke. Feng Beichen was not surprised when he heard this. Judging from Xiao Muyou's reactions last night, he could also see some signs.
"Why, are you nervous?"
Feng Beichen had a humorous tone, not wanting to make the atmosphere too serious.
Lei Yan sighed softly.
"A little bit, but I'm just afraid that I will let down such a good woman."
"So you regret provoking her?"
Feng Beichen asked again. This time, Lei Yan fell into silence for a long time, seeming to be asking himself this question in his heart. Finally, he shook his head and said.
"I don't regret it, I just feel like fate is playing tricks on me. Brother Feng, do you think I killed too much before, so God punished me for not being worthy of happiness?"
Hearing this, Feng Beichen smiled, while Lei Yan was speechless.
"Brother Feng, what's so funny about this?"
"Because I had the same idea as you before. I used to feel that I didn't deserve happiness, but don't you think I'm very happy now? I already have a wife. As for you, those people are all sinful people.
Get up and you can be regarded as doing justice for heaven."
Hearing what Feng Beichen said, Lei Yan couldn't be happy, and then he sighed again.
"Then why do I have to go through this? You said that I have been living peacefully for more than ten years. But just when I wanted to live a good life and have a family, something happened. I sometimes feel that it was not me eleven years ago.
I shouldn’t have survived. I have survived for eleven years now, and God wants to take it back.”
"Okay, let me tell you, you kid never believed in fate before, why do you think about this now? Isn't it just an operation? Didn't Fu Juechen say that? With his teacher and Qiao Muyi working together, the success rate of this operation can be improved
70%, I have some confidence in myself, don’t let Mu You worry, she is a good woman."
Feng Beichen didn't want Lei Yan to fall into an endless cycle. Why did the person who was not afraid of life and death and decisive in doing things in the past become so sentimental?
When Lei Yan heard the last two sentences, he subconsciously looked outside the door, with a trace of contradiction in his eyes.
"Brother Feng, I just don't want to drag her down. If I am really blind, I will be a disabled person. How can I have the face to be with her? I said I want to take care of her, but if I can't see, what else can I do?
Take care of her."
"So, this is why you are having these emotions right now. Isn't it because you are afraid that you won't be able to get off the operating table?"
Lei Yan nodded and said.
"Compared with death, I'm more afraid of being blind. Brother Feng, it's okay if I die. Mu You will be sad, but it probably won't last forever. But if I just become blind, Mu You will definitely refuse according to his temperament.
How should I face her separation from me? And her family, can they accept a blind man as their daughter's husband? I'm really scared, I don't want to become a disabled person."
"Okay, what a useless person. There are so many blind people in the world. There are still many who can support themselves. Isn't it just starting from scratch? Also, the surgery hasn't been done yet. How do you know you will go blind? You are fine now.
When I’m idle, my balls hurt and my thoughts are wandering, I can tell you that the patient’s mentality is very important during surgery.”
Feng Beichen really wanted to punch this guy awake. If it weren't for the fact that he had just undergone an operation, he would definitely be able to do it and not beep blindly. He, a person who usually doesn't talk much, wanted to appease this bastard.
I've said all the comforting words I can think of, but this guy doesn't seem to be done yet.
Fortunately, Xiao Muyou and Xiao Siluo walked in at this time. They looked normal, but Xiao Muyou's red eyes said everything. Feng Beichen glanced at Lei Yan and gave him a warning look. Lei Yan
Take a deep breath and calm down your emotions.
Feng Beichen picked up Xiao Siluo's bag and said calmly.
"Then let's go back first and let Uncle Paka come over tomorrow morning and have a good rest."
As Feng Beichen said this, he gave Lei Yan another warning look, fearing that this kid would act stupid again.
Xiao Siluo also patted Xiao Muyou's hand, saying nothing, and then left the hospital with Feng Beichen.