There were almost no tourists here at night. Gu Jinmo drove directly to the top of the cliff. Through the car lights, he could vaguely see the sea in the distance.
The wind was blowing around my ears and the sea breeze was blowing on my face. It should have been relaxing and comfortable, but Xiao Yingxi felt heavy. She stood on the fence beside the cliff, lowered her head, and saw the cliff where she could not see her fingers. She could still vaguely hear the waves crashing against the cliff.
sound.
When Gu Jinmo saw Xiao Yingxi standing in a daze at the fence, his heart suddenly rose in his throat for no apparent reason. He immediately rushed over and grabbed Xiao Yingxi.
"Xiao Yingxi, what are you doing?"
Gu Jinmo's question was full of nervousness and fear, and he subconsciously pulled Xiao Yingxi away from the fence.
Knowing what Gu Jinmo was worried about, Xiao Yingxi patted his hand, broke free from his restraints, and said softly.
"It's nothing. Don't worry. I'm not so fragile that I want to seek death. Jinmo, please let me stay here alone for a while, okay?"
"I..." Before she could say the words "accompany you", Xiao Yingxi said something else.
"Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid. I just want to be alone for a while."
Gu Jinmo was still a little worried, but when he saw Xiao Yingxi's pleading eyes, he could only take a few steps back and returned to the car.
Xiao Yingxi stood quietly by the fence, not knowing what she was thinking. Her thin back looked even more weak and helpless in the night and on the vast sea. Even if she could only see a blurry back, she could still see it.
Jin Mo can still feel the boundless sadness and despair.
Gu Jinmo stood quietly beside the car, staring at the thin figure in the night. Whenever there was any movement, he would rush over immediately.
"ah……"
Suddenly, Xiao Yingxi shouted to the sea, her voice resounded through the top of the mountain. Xiao Yingxi was venting the sadness that she had suppressed for many years. She wanted to burst out all the pain at this moment, and stay here. She wanted to
Say a sacred goodbye to your past self and past relationships.
Hearing this heart-wrenching roar, Gu Jinmo wanted to step forward and hug Xiao Yingxi, but he knew very well that at this moment, what Xiao Yingxi needed most was not his hug, but Mas Nian's response.
"Mas Nian, you are a big bastard."
"Mas Nian, I don't love you anymore...I want to throw you away from me..."
Xiao Yingxi roared loudly at the sea, her voice trembled and her tone became more choked. In the end, she was almost crying when she finished what she wanted to vent.
"Mas Nian, I will completely forget you...I will completely forget you...ah..."
The last scream seemed to exhaust all Xiao Yingxi's strength.
When the sound suddenly stopped, she had no strength left and collapsed directly on the ground, her head buried between her legs, like a helpless child, suffering as much as she wanted.
Gu Jinmo could no longer ignore it, and quickly walked over, squatting next to him, hesitating, retracting his outstretched hand several times, but seeing Xiao Yingxi's trembling and thin body, he finally mustered up the courage to
Xiao Yingxi hugged her.
"Cry, it will make you feel better."
Men seemed helpless when women shed tears. Gu Jinmo awkwardly comforted Xiao Yingxi, not knowing what to say to calm her down. He just hugged her quietly and accompanied her silently.
I don't know how long it took, but Xiao Yingxi was tired of crying and her mood had calmed down a little, before Gu Jinmo spoke again.
"Is it any better?"
As soon as these words came out, Xiao Yingxi burst into tears and laughed. She had never seen such a comforting person. It was better. How could it be better?
When Xiao Yingxi smiled like this, Gu Jinmo scratched his head in embarrassment and said at a loss.
"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong again?"
"Jinmo, thank you."
Suddenly, Xiao Yingxi said seriously that she was really grateful to Gu Jinmo for being by her side silently at this time.
Just now, she was standing by the fence, looking at the bottom of the cliff with no bottom. The roar of the waves below was like a reminder. For a moment, she really wanted to end her life. Maybe she would die and stop thinking about it, so that she could be freed.
, but Gu Jinmo’s call brought back her remaining sanity.
Being thanked suddenly, Gu Jinmo was obviously a little embarrassed. He smiled and said.
"Hey, between us, just say thank you. As long as you're fine, let's go back."
With that said, Gu Jinmo stood up and helped Xiao Yingxi up.
But after squatting for too long, he stood up suddenly. His feet were sore and numb, and he staggered, kneeling directly on the ground. Xiao Yingxi was slightly startled, and looked at Gu Jinmo. Gu Jinmo said awkwardly
Finished sentence.
"My feet are numb."
At this time, Xiao Yingxi was also about to stand up. The next second, she fell down in almost the same posture as Gu Jinmo just now. However, she had Gu Jinmo as a flesh pad and fell directly into Gu Jinmo's arms.
inside.
Due to the sudden gravity, Gu Jinmo didn't check for a moment and couldn't support it, so he fell to the side. The two of them appeared in an awkward scene at this moment.
Gu Jinmo was lying on his back on the ground, and Xiao Yingxi was lying in Gu Jinmo's arms, her posture was particularly ambiguous.
The two people looked at each other and immediately avoided each other nervously. Gu Jinmo closed his eyes nervously and hung his hands in the air, not knowing where to put them. It seemed that he could still feel Xiao Yingxi's breathing on his cheeks.
, as long as he opens his eyes at this moment, he can clearly see Xiao Yingxi's beautiful face.
"I'm sorry, my legs are numb too."
Xiao Yingxi opened her mouth to explain, which was able to resolve the somewhat awkward atmosphere at the moment, and then she turned her body to the side and fell to the ground.
Seeing this, Gu Jinmo immediately held up his hands, resisted the numbness in his legs, stood up, then reached out to hold Xiao Yingxi's hand and asked.
"Can you still stand up?"
Xiao Yingxi nodded, but the numbness in her legs hadn't gone away, and she couldn't use any strength at all. In the end, Gu Jinmo pulled her up, and then the two of them limped and walked in weird postures.
Arrived at the car.
"Let's go back."
When they were approaching the car, Gu Jinmo asked Xiao Yingxi what she thought, but Xiao Yingxi didn't want to go back to the hotel now. She went directly to the car, patted the hood, and said to Gu Jinmo.
"Can you hold me and sit on it?"
"ah?"
Gu Jinmo still doesn’t know what Xiao Yingxi wants to do?
"The night is so beautiful today. You can watch the stars here. Please stay here with me for a while."
Saying that, Xiao Yingxi patted the hood again.
Gu Jinmo rented an off-road vehicle, and the hood was a bit high, otherwise Xiao Yingxi could have climbed on it herself.
Gu Jinmo understood Xiao Yingxi's intention, walked over, supported her waist, and with a little force, he hugged Xiao Yingxi and sat on the hood, then he jumped lightly and sat on it.
As soon as I sat down, Xiao Yingxi's voice of thanks came to my ears again.
"Jinmo, thank you very much for today. I was really sad this day and didn't know how to get through it. Fortunately, you are with me."
"Hi, you're welcome. I've already said it. There's no need to say thank you all the time between friends. Although I don't know what happened between you and Masnian... um... your brother. But I feel that time will always come.
Moving forward, there are no obstacles that cannot be overcome. Look at me, even though I have been rejected by you so many times, aren’t I still living well? Are we human beings? We have to experience all kinds of pain and happiness in our lives. Don’t we have to
Did you give up the chance to live because of one failure?"
After saying that, Gu Jinmo lay down directly, put his hands behind his head, looked at the starry sky, and said with a slightly raised corner of his mouth.
"Look, there are so many beautiful scenery in this world, such as the boundless starry sky and the vast ocean. We haven't appreciated them one by one. We haven't tried and enjoyed many of the wonderful things in life. It's hard to give up because of one failure.
Is there so much beauty? In the past few days, if you are willing, I will take you to enjoy life. In this life, there is more than just love between men and women, right?"
I didn't expect that Gu Jinmo, who is usually carefree and seems to have no thoughts, can express such a philosophy of life. However, looking at his attitude of getting more and more courageous when Xiao Yingxi becomes frustrated, we can also see his optimism and positivity.
Indeed, she was only twenty-one years old and had never done many things. She had been secretly in love with someone for so many years but had never had a serious relationship. Could it be that she really wanted to abandon the world for an unworthy man?
After thinking about it, Xiao Yingxi seemed to have changed. She turned sideways, supported her head, and said to Gu Jinmo.
"How about you go crazy with me in the past few days, okay? In the past few years, everything about me has revolved around him. Now, I also want to live for myself. Gu Jinmo, are you willing to accompany me?"
Hearing these words, especially feeling the expectant look in Xiao Yingxi's eyes, Gu Jinmo was in a daze. He seemed to have an illusion. Why did he feel that the distance between him and Xiao Yingxi had become closer, even in her eyes?
Saw a glimmer of hope.
When Xiao Yingxi saw Gu Jinmo looking at her with dull eyes, she suddenly realized that her attitude might have misunderstood him, so she immediately put away her eyes and said.
"Sorry, I forgot you still have a job."
"No, work won't take up much time, so we've decided that we'll go out to play tomorrow."
Gu Jinmo put away his nostalgic eyes, and a rational voice in his heart reminded him to keep the distance between each other, and then agreed to Xiao Yingxi with an excited face.
After that, the two of them just lay quietly in the car, listening to the sound of the waves, feeling the warm sea breeze, and looking at the endless starry sky.
Time passed little by little, and it was almost ten o'clock in the evening. Gu Jinmo felt sleepy. He was about to ask Xiao Yingxi when he would go back. When he looked sideways, he saw that Xiao Yingxi was lying on the hood and fell asleep.
The sea breeze ruffled her black hair, her long skirt swayed gently in the wind, and her slender legs loomed in the night.
Gu Jinmo was looking at it in a daze. When he came back to his senses and thought about what he had just done, he patted his cheek and sat up.
Gu Jinmo was about to wake up Xiao Yingxi and go back to the hotel. Just when his hand was about to touch Xiao Yingxi's arm, a somewhat selfish thought flashed through him and he retracted his hand.
Afterwards, Gu Jinmo jumped out of the car lightly, took out their coats from the car, climbed on the hood again, covered Xiao Yingxi's body with his clothes, while he quietly
Lying down.
At this time, Xiao Yingxi suddenly turned over, and her head pressed directly on Gu Jinmo's arm before he could take it back. Maybe she felt her head was a little awkward, so she adjusted it, and this time, she directly used Gu Jinmo's hand as a pillow.
, as long as Gu Jinmo hooks up a little, he can hug Xiao Yingxi into his arms.
As soon as this thought came out, a gust of sea breeze blew. It was not very cold, but it also made Xiao Yingxi subconsciously lean towards a warm place and get directly into Gu Jinmo's arms. At this time, Gu Jinmo was excited
His whole body lay there stiffly, motionless.
After a long time, it felt like Xiao Yingxi fell asleep again. Gu Jinmo lowered his head and looked at the girl in his arms with nostalgia. Although he knew that this woman did not have him in her heart, the two of them were lying together so close at this time.
, can also make him excited for several days.
Gu Jinmo lightly and carefully covered them with two coats, then turned slightly sideways, the two of them faced each other, and closed his eyes with satisfaction.
This was the first time Gu Jinmo spent the night outdoors without any shelter, but he quickly fell asleep with a smile on his face.