As soon as Gessen opened his mouth, the security personnel immediately dispersed to both sides, and a wall of people spread out to make way for a passage.
Xiao Yingze originally had a gloomy face. After hearing the voice, he raised his head and saw Gessen. He recognized Gessen's identity at a glance.
Xiao Yingze and the others originally planned to come in politely and did not want to make such a big fuss, but when they asked to see Gessen, the security personnel at the door drove them away without any reason.
In fact, it is not the fault of the security personnel. This was the order given by Gessen himself. No one without an appointment or whose identity was unknown was to be avoided. Xiao Yingze and the others neither made an appointment nor refused to reveal their identities. This was the situation just now.
Xiao Yingze tidied up his clothes. He was planning to dig deep to see the person who took away his elder brother, but he didn't expect to see Gessen just before he started making trouble.
Xiao Yingze walked towards Gessen. The attitude on his face could not be said to be angry, but it was definitely not friendly. Just when he was about to speak, Gessen spoke first.
"He is inside, but before I see him, I must remind Mr. Xiao that since you can find this place, you probably already know your brother's situation. I hope you can control your temper and he should not be excited."
The moment he saw Gessen appear, Xiao Yingze slowly accumulated anger in his heart, but at this moment, he had nowhere to vent, and he had to follow this man's words to control his emotions.
Xiao Yingze nodded and walked to Gessen.
At this time, Gessen turned and looked into the yard. When he saw Masnian asking his assistant to push him away, he immediately spoke.
"Si Nian, where else do you think you can hide at this time?"
Hearing Geshen call his brother's name, Xiao Yingze took three steps and two steps at a time. The moment he walked into the yard, he saw a familiar figure in the distance. But when he looked again, the surprise in his eyes turned into surprise.
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The tall and tall brother in my memory is now sitting in a wheelchair. Looking at his hands hanging aside, his thin shirt is fluttering in the wind, and his whole body looks empty.
That handsome and tough face now has a faint air of illness, and his complexion is sickly pale, and the blanket on his body, the person who is least afraid of the cold among the three, now has to keep warm in this warm spring noon.
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Xiao Yingze couldn't believe what he saw in front of him. If it weren't for the same face and sharp eyes, he would never believe that the person in front of him was the big brother they had always relied on.
"Brother, how could this happen?"
After being quiet for a long time, Xiao Yingze squatted in front of Mas Nian, stretched out his hand tremblingly, but did not dare to touch Mas Nian. In the end, he could only ask such feeble words in worry.
Masnian, on the other hand, seemed particularly calm. He was very aware of his situation, and with the effect of the sedative, he didn't have too many ups and downs of emotions at this time.
Seeing his brother whom he had not seen for a long time, Masnian smiled slightly, stretched out his slender hand, patted Xiao Yingze's shoulder, and replied calmly.
"Don't you know everything?"
"Can……"
"You two, let's go inside and talk more."
At this time, Gessen came over and interrupted Xiao Yingze's words to remind him.
Then, Masyoung said in a low voice.
"Let's go to my room and chat."
After saying that, he looked at Gessen again, hesitated for a moment, and explained.
"The operation is as usual."
After that, Masnian looked at Xiao Yingze who was still squatting in front of him and said in a friendly tone.
"Push me in."
Xiao Yingze stood up, came behind Masnian, pushed the wheelchair, and Masnian pointed the way, all the way back to Masnian's room. Shan Jingyu and Hawkes did not go in when they arrived outside the ward. They knew very well that the two brothers had
A lot to say.
Xiao Yingze walked into the ward and saw the furnishings inside, and his mood calmed down a little. At least the environment here was much better than he imagined, and his eldest brother should not be forced to receive treatment here.
"Who else knows about my affairs besides you?"
As soon as he entered, Masnian opened his mouth.
Xiao Yingze closed the door and replied.
"Besides me, only Dad and Shu Yang know that Shu Yang asked someone to check for me what happened here. Brother, why are you doing this? Tell us when you are sick. Why do you use that method? Will you do it in the future?
Aren’t you going home? Do you know how sad everyone is that Mommy and Luoluo are both hospitalized because of you?"
Although Gessen promised to control his emotions, he still couldn't bear some words. Rather than angry, he was more puzzled as to whether the elder brother in front of him regarded them as a family. After such a big thing happened,
Why hide and face it alone, or in such a cruel way?
Faced with Xiao Yingze's question, Maas young sighed, then took a long breath, and then slowly opened his mouth.
"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Rather than letting my parents worry about my illness, it is better to let them think that I am gone. It is just a short-term pain. I don't want you to worry about me every day."
Looking at Xiao Yingze, Masnian did not hide the reason why he did this. He also believed that this smart brother had already guessed the reason why he did this.
"Brother, we will treat you when you are sick. We will be worried when we know you are sick, but at least that way we will still be full of hope. But when we suddenly received the news that you died in a car accident, do you know the despair that would destroy the world?
?Brother, for us, as long as people are alive, it is a kind of happiness. Why don’t you even understand such a simple truth?"
"It's not that I don't understand, it's that because of my disease, I can't see any hope at all, do you understand? It's better to never have hope than to see my hope dashed again and again."
A trace of sadness flashed through Masnian's eyes. Who doesn't want to be accompanied by his family, but he doesn't want to see sadness and worry on the faces of the people he cares about every day. He just thinks he is too cowardly and can't bear the kind of sadness that comes from him.
The pressure of family affection.
But Xiao Yingze didn't think so. For him, as long as he was alive, it was better than anything else. Even at the last moment of his life, he should at least close his eyes in the company of his family.
He sat in front of Masnian, looked at the rejection in his eyes, sighed, and asked.
"Brother, don't you want all of us to accompany you to face it together? In this terrible disease, at least we will accompany you to defeat it."
But when Masnian heard this, he just smiled lightly. He understood what Xiao Yingze was thinking.
Masnian was seen holding Xiao Yingze's hand and asked after a moment of silence.
"If it were you, what would you do? Can you bear to watch Yuyou cry every day because of you? Can you bear to watch the people you care about shed tears for you? Can you bear to watch their hopes dashed again and again?
Helpless and sad? Yingze, I have struggled for a long time. You, Luoluo, parents, you have given me a complete family. I will never be able to repay this kindness in my life, so I can only use a kind of hurt.
I say goodbye to you in the smallest possible way, understand?"
After hearing this, Xiao Yingze fell silent. He asked himself again, what would he do if this happened to him?
When he knows that there is no possibility of curing his disease, and when he knows that he may be treated like a guinea pig in a way that has never been tried again and again, will he be willing to tell all this to the people he cares about?
Seeing that Xiao Yingze didn't speak for a long time, Masnian smiled faintly and patted Xiao Yingze's shoulder again.
At this moment, his heart felt more relaxed than ever before, and he had more courage to face the unknown surgery tomorrow. He breathed a sigh of relief, and like when he was a child, he touched Xiao Yingze's drooping head lovingly and said.
"Since you're here, come and accompany me for the surgery tomorrow."
When Xiao Yingze heard this, he immediately raised his head and looked at Masnian.
"Tomorrow? So soon? Is the operation risky? I heard from Hawks that this is a new treatment method. What is the success rate?"
"Why are there so many problems? Yingze, you should understand that every new treatment is based on accumulated experience from repeated failures."
"So, you will be the experimental subject for tomorrow's surgery, right?"
Xiao Yingze became a little excited again, but fortunately Masnian suppressed his violent mood.
"Yingze, I have no choice. I only have less than half a year left. If I don't receive treatment, my heart will fail in half a year. By then, I won't be able to live. Instead of waiting to die, I will die."
It’s better to take a chance.”
Hearing this, Xiao Yingze had mixed feelings. He didn't know what to say. Masnian's expression didn't look like he was lying, but the results of tomorrow's surgery were also unknown.
Knowing what Xiao Yingze was worried about, Masnian spoke again.
"Tomorrow's surgery is not entirely uncertain. The treatment plan this time was improved from my last surgery. Since I survived last time, I think I will be favored this time."
"But brother..."
Although Xiao Yingze knew he had no choice, he still couldn't accept an operation that couldn't be fully guaranteed. But as soon as he opened his mouth, Masnian interrupted him again.
"Okay, the surgery is not just my business. This research center has been studying my disease for many years. I don't want to let this stop because of my personal cowardice. Yingze, tell me
Tell me about the situation at home, is everyone okay?"
Looking at Mas Nian's firm eyes, Xiao Yingze knew that no matter what he said, Mas Nian would not change his mind. He sighed softly, nodded, and replied.
"Everything is fine, but without you, there seems to be something missing at home?"