Masnian went all the way upstairs and when he stepped out of the elevator, he was a little nervous. He had obviously thought about what to say for a while, but when he actually reached the door, he was a little scared.
Taking a deep breath, he finally rang the doorbell. When Xiao Yingze heard the doorbell, he immediately opened the door, pretending not to know beforehand, and said with a surprised look on his face.
"Brother, why are you here? Are you here to deliver breakfast to us?"
When Masnian saw his brother who was an actor, he rolled his eyes, handed the bag in his hand to Xiao Yingze, and then walked in.
Xiao Yingze pointed to the balcony in the distance very discerningly. Masnian understood it immediately and walked towards it.
At this time, Xiao Yingxi, who was on the balcony, also heard the noise. Just as she turned around to come over, she saw Mas Nian walking towards her, and her face suddenly darkened.
Two people, one standing on the balcony and the other standing at the door, looked at each other, neither of them spoke.
In the restaurant, while Xiao Yingze was taking out breakfast, he was paying attention to the movements here. When he saw two people standing stupidly, he couldn't stand it any longer, so he walked over.
"Brother, Luoluo, you two have a good chat."
Xiao Yingze's words brought Xiao Yingxi back to her senses, and she saw her passing directly past Masnian and leaving a word.
"I have nothing to say to him."
But as soon as she finished speaking, she felt her arm being grabbed by someone. Xiao Yingxi was about to shake it off when she lowered her head and saw the cane in Mas Nian's hand. Thinking of what Xiao Yingze said about Mas Nian's situation last night, she felt in her heart
I couldn't bear it, so I could only say it coldly.
"let me go."
"Luoluo, let's talk, okay."
But Xiao Yingxi didn't give Mas Nian any face, and replied coldly.
"What's the point of talking to someone like you who is deliberately deceiving me? Masnian, let me go."
Xiao Yingxi did not give in at all. When she thought of Mas Nian's deception, she could not face this man calmly.
At this time, Xiao Yingze on the side couldn't stand it anymore and stood up and said.
"Luoluo, calm down first. I explained it to you last night. From the perspective of the eldest brother, he is also doing it for our own good. You go to the study room to have a chat first. I will call you when breakfast is ready."
With that said, Xiao Yingze pushed and pulled the two of them to the study room, and thoughtfully helped them close the door.
After entering, Xiao Yingxi walked to the window with her back to Mas Nian and said nothing.
Masnian stood at the door and was silent for a long time. Then, leaning on his cane, he walked step by step behind Xiao Yingxi. He wanted to hold this woman in his arms, but he hesitated for a long time and finally took it back.
Come back.
"Luoluo, I'm sorry. I know I was very wrong this time, but at that time, I really didn't know how long I could live."
Hearing this, Xiao Yingxi's heart ached. As Xiao Yingze said just now, from Masnian's point of view, she understood the reason for doing this, which is understandable, but she would still be very angry when she was angry.
Xiao Yingxi smiled bitterly and said with a painful expression.
"Mas Nian, can an apology be enough to offset the harm you have done to me this year? Cheating is cheating. In Nanyun, I will never forget what you did to me. You would rather accept other women
, but you have repeatedly rejected me in the name of doing my best, do you think you are great, do you think this is really good to me?"
Although Xiao Yingxi turned her back to Masnian, she could still feel the anger in her heart.
Hearing this, Masnian regretted it. Maybe he was too decisive at that time, but the only thing he thought about at that time was not to drag down the girl he wanted to protect for the rest of his life.
Now that he heard Xiao Yingxi's accusations and hatred, Masnian was unable to argue. Indeed, he was doing things to hurt her in the name of doing good for her.
"I'm sorry, Luoluo, I know nothing you say now can make up for the harm I did to you in the past, but that time with Nanyun, I just... just wanted you to leave me... I didn't want you to see my fragile and embarrassed side.
, and I don’t want you to be sad because of me.”
"Haha, Masnian, you are so great, but when you made these decisions, did you consider my feelings? Do you think that when I know all this, I will forgive you for these selfless actions?
Well, let me tell you, if it hurts, it hurts, and no amount of explanations can offset the hatred in my heart."
Speaking of this, Xiao Yingxi suddenly turned around and realized that Mas Nian was so close to her.
When she looked at this man who had been thinking about him so closely, Xiao Yingxi realized how thin this man was, and his rosy face still had a trace of illness.
For a moment, Xiao Yingxi thought about letting it go and not worrying about the past. Living is not better than anything else.
But the next second, another more firm idea came to mind. They said that people who love each other should be 100% honest, but what they lacked was this most important point, not to mention this man.
, never said he loved her.
At this time, Masnian suddenly stretched out his hand, and he saw a teardrop in the corner of Xiao Yingxi's eye, but when his hand was about to touch Xiao Yingxi's face, Xiao Yingxi indifferently avoided it.
"Mas Nian, I can't forgive what happened in the past, but I won't dwell on it and let everything dissipate with the wind. For the sake of mommy and daddy, and for the sake of this family, we will just be a pair of ordinary brothers and sisters.
, don’t mention anything else.”
After saying that, Xiao Yingxi raised her head and glanced at Mas Nian again. Perhaps at this moment, she really should let go of her obsession.
If she hadn't been so entangled in the situation, Masnian would not have concealed his illness. Thinking of this, Xiao Yingxi thought about returning everything to the simplest relationship at the beginning. Only in this way could the family be stable and peaceful.
After that, Xiao Yingxi walked towards the door, but after just a few steps, Masnian spoke.
"Luoluo, can you really let go of everything? I was so wrong about the decision I made a year ago, but if you give me another chance, I will still do that, because it is better to make you hate me.
All my life, I hope you find your own happiness. That's right, I can't give you the happiness you want. My heart may stop beating at any time, and I can't even show any emotions to you. At that time
My only thought is that I don’t want you to spend the rest of your life with sadness and pain. I’m not saying this to show how great I am, but in that situation, that’s the only thing I can do for you.”
As Masnian spoke, he walked towards Xiao Yingxi. This time, he did not hesitate. He hugged Xiao Yingxi directly from behind.
But the next second, Xiao Yingxi began to struggle. Why did this guy want to help her make a decision? Why did he think that all this would cause pain and sadness.
Xiao Yingxi just wanted to push Masnian away, but Masnian took one step quickly, walked directly in front of Xiao Yingxi, and hugged her tightly in his arms.
"Mas Nian, let me go. Why do you think you are so self-righteous in making decisions for me? Do you know that your repeated rejection of me is the greatest harm to me? Do you know that seeing you and Ou Qianyi's affectionate relationship...
The picture was the biggest blow to me. Compared with facing the suffering of illness with you, your lack of response completely crushed me."
Xiao Yingxi scolded Mas Nian, as if she was venting all her anger for the past year. As she spoke, tears flowed down her face.
Seeing this, Masnian felt distressed and blamed himself, but he had already done those things and could not take them back. All he could do now was make up for it.
Masnian tenderly stretched out his hand to wipe Xiao Yingxi's tears, but Xiao Yingxi ruthlessly refused.
Xiao Yingxi couldn't break free from Mas Nian's embrace, and she didn't want to look at Mas Nian's affectionate expression. In the end, she could only lower her head and rest it on Mas Nian's chest.
"I'm sorry, Luoluo. I was too selfish and made this wrong decision because of my self-righteousness. Luoluo, give me a chance to make up for it, okay, how can you forgive me?"
Masnian looked at Xiao Yingxi who was crying and convulsing in his arms, and finally regretted his original decision.
At this time, Xiao Yingxi suddenly stopped crying and raised her head. There was a distant and indifferent look in her eyes. She smiled bitterly, looked at Masnian coldly, and said in a low voice.
"Mas Nian, don't you understand? Some things are just wrong if they are wrong, and nothing can make up for it."