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744, You Lost Her After All

This is a sky indoor garden where it feels like spring all year round. Even if you are only wearing a cool evening dress, you will not feel the slightest chill.

Xiao Yingxi walked alone in the garden. Although it was night, lights were lit everywhere in the garden. Although it was not as bright as during the day, it also added a romantic atmosphere to the garden.

The garden was very quiet, and occasionally one or two people were chatting in it. Xiao Yingxi found a pavilion that was blocked by tall trees, and sat inside, but had no intention of admiring the romantic spring scenery.

Pictures of Mas Nian kept flashing through her mind, like a movie. Ever since they were young, scenes flashed before their eyes. The older they got, the warmer the pictures became, until after her eighteenth birthday.

, it seems that all memories have become a bit bleak.

Suddenly, Xiao Yingxi felt a warmth on her back. She lowered her head and saw a man's coat draped over her body. She looked sideways and saw a cane made of pear wood and jade inlay. She immediately stood up and stepped back for a few seconds.

step.

Seeing Xiao Yingxi running away from him like this, a trace of helpless loss flashed across Masnian's doting eyes. He raised his head and was about to speak, but Xiao Yingxi beat him to it.

"Mas Nian, can you stop pestering me? I said I don't want to see you, don't you understand?"

Xiao Yingxi's heart was already in turmoil at this time, but Mas Nian still appeared in front of her at this moment. If she hadn't been afraid of disturbing other people in the garden, Xiao Yingxi would have yelled out.

Masnian stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Yingxi, but when he heard these words, his hand trembled slightly and he retracted, with a trace of guilt and uneasiness on his face.

"Luoluo, I'm very worried about you."

Hearing this, Xiao Yingxi smiled coldly, stared into Masnian's eyes with a sharp gaze, and said with a hint of sarcasm.

"Worry about me, Masnian. If you are really worried about me, you shouldn't have so many things happened before. Why didn't you worry about me when I was helpless and desperate? Why didn't you worry about me when I was about to lose my strength?

Come and worry about me, if you were worried about me, why did you push me away in the first place, why did you force me to leave you in that way."

"I said, I don't want to drag you down, Luoluo. I know what I did was very selfish. I admit that I was weak. I was afraid that I couldn't give you the happiness you want, so I ran away. But now I want to make up for this.

I don’t ask you to forgive me immediately, but give me a chance. Even if you can’t accept me, don’t push me away like an enemy, okay?”

What does it mean to beat one's wife for a while and chase her to the crematorium? Masnian finally understood the true meaning of this sentence, but he knew that the road ahead was bleak, but he still didn't want to give up.

At first, he left with reluctance and confusion. Later, he survived the reluctance and the obsession in his heart. Now, how could he let go of this reluctance and obsession easily.

Hearing this, Xiao Yingxi smiled coldly again. She took two steps forward and stared at Masnian, but there was no warmth in her eyes, like the cold wind that eroded the bones on a cold winter night.

"Make up for it, Mars Year. If you miss something, you just missed it. Even if you want to make up for it, you won't have a chance."

After saying that, Xiao Yingxi took off her coat, threw it to Masnian, and then walked out of the pavilion. When she went down the steps, she stopped and said something more.

"Mas Nian, if you continue to pester me, I will really avoid you like an enemy."

But as soon as Xiao Yingxi finished speaking, Masnian desperately pulled Xiao Yingxi into his arms. He lowered his head, stared at the woman in his arms affectionately, and said in a low voice.

"Luoluo, listen carefully. The reason why I came back alive is all because of the indelible love I have for you. Now that I'm back, I will never let you go."

Speaking of this, Masnian pressed Xiao Yingxi on his chest forcefully and continued.

"Did you hear that? This heart beats so healthily because of you. No matter how much you hate me, I will never let go of you in the future."

"That's enough, Mas Nian, don't think you can move me by saying this. My place has long been stagnant. The Xiao Yingxi who regarded you as everything was no longer there a year ago when you laid out that lie.

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At this time, Xiao Yingxi began to panic because of Mas Nian's sudden behavior, especially when she saw Mas Nian's burning eyes, she actually wanted to run away. She was afraid that she would fall again.

Masnian seemed to have seen through all this, hugging Xiao Yingxi tightly, fearing that if he let go, the woman would run away.

"Luoluo, are you really gone now? If you really don't love me anymore, why are you so nervous now?"

It was obvious that Xiao Yingxi was no match for Mas Nian, she argued in a panic.

"Who is nervous, Masnian, please relax."

But the more Xiao Yingxi struggled, Masnian held her tighter. He held Xiao Yingxi's head with one hand, lowered his head and kissed Xiao Yingxi's forehead, and then said in a low and gentle voice.

"Luoluo, don't forget, I raised you with my own hands. When you are nervous, your eyes will always close unconsciously. You still say that you are not nervous. You still have me in your heart. Why don't you want to admit it? I know.

You hate me and are angry with me. I will make up for all this, but please don't push me away and ignore me so coldly, okay?"

"That's enough, Ma Nian, don't be sentimental. I'm telling you clearly now that I don't love you anymore. I, Xiao Yingxi, will never love horses anymore... wu wu wu..."

Before Xiao Yingxi finished speaking, Masnian blocked Xiao Yingxi's mouth domineeringly. He didn't want to hear those painful words, let alone the words that she didn't love him from Xiao Yingxi's mouth.

Masnian was very domineering. He held Xiao Yingxi's waist with one hand and clasped the back of Xiao Yingxi's head with the other. He kissed Xiao Yingxi forcefully without any warning, and even more domineeringly pried Xiao Yingxi apart.

Xi's teeth didn't give her a chance to escape.

This kiss was the catharsis of all Masnian's emotions over the past few years, the release of all his love for this woman. It was not gentle, a little overbearing, a little arrogant. It was more like nibbling than kissing, not even a little bit.

Love the fragrance and cherish the jade.

Suddenly, the corners of Masnian's mouth hurt. Suddenly, his mouth was filled with the strong smell of blood, and he had to let go of Xiao Yingxi.

"How's it going? Does it hurt? I can't bear the pain at this point. Masnian, do you know that what you did to me back then hurts a thousand times more than what you did here."

There was still a trace of blood hanging from the corner of Xiao Yingxi's mouth. Under the dim moonlight, she looked like a bloodthirsty angel with a biting chill.

Masnian touched the corner of his bitten lip. It was indeed very painful. But when he saw Xiao Yingxi's distant sneer, he realized what heartbreaking pain was. He finally failed and finally let this person go.

The woman completely hated herself.

"Luoluo, I'm sorry, how can you forgive me?"

Masnian lowered his head in defeat and asked in a low voice.

Xiao Yingxi snorted coldly.

"Stop saying you're sorry. I've heard enough of this. I said that the dispute between us ends here. I will never forget what you did to me. From now on, everyone goes to their respective places. Don't let just

Some brother-sister relationships no longer exist.”

After saying that, Xiao Yingxi was about to leave. At this time, Masnian suddenly staggered, maybe because he had been standing for too long, or maybe because he was stimulated. He fell down on the stone bench under the pavilion and looked at Xiao Ying.

Xi's retreating figure said faintly.

"Luoluo, do you really have no love for me at all?"

Hearing this, Xiao Yingxi paused for a moment. After holding back, she still turned her head unsatisfactorily. When she saw Mas Nian's dejected and lonely expression and his trembling legs, she felt sad again in her heart.

There was a struggle, but in the end reason prevailed over impulse.

"Mas Nian, it's enough to experience some pain once. I will learn to let you go completely."

After that, Xiao Yingxi disappeared at the end of the quiet path.

Masnian sat in the pavilion and rested for a long time. It felt like something was tearing at his heart. The pain was a thousand times worse than the suffocation before.

Suddenly, Masnian smiled bitterly, and the remaining light in his eyes gradually faded away.

"Mas Nian, you lost her after all."


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