In the room, Masnian sat on the bedside and looked at the sleeping Xiao Yingxi. He felt nervous and scared. How could he not know his mother's good intentions?
Xiao Yingxi on the bed looked much more mature than a year ago, but also much thinner.
In my memory, the little sister who still had a little baby fat seemed to have grown up a lot. Maybe it was because she was exposed to the wind and sun every day in Tongcheng, and the skin on her face was not as scratchy as before.
Look again at the hands that are supposed to hold the paintbrush and not be stained by fireworks. Under the touch, they also appear to be much rougher, and there is actually a thin layer of calluses on the fingertips.
After Masnian came back, he heard his mother and Yingze say that Xiao Yingxi had basically done everything by herself during the half-year stay in Tongcheng. The spoiled young lady in the past could now live independently and became the eyes of a bunch of children.
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Masnian didn't know whether to be proud or distressed for Xiao Yingxi's change. Originally, Xiao Yingxi did not need to deal with these matters personally. She could have been a relaxed and comfortable young lady, but because of her repeated injuries, she
I had to escape from this sad place.
Thinking of this, Masnian felt regretful.
"Luoluo, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
Mas young said softly, knowing that Xiao Yingxi couldn't hear, but he still kept apologizing.
About half an hour later, Xiao Yingxi gradually woke up in bed. Her eyes were blurred and full of alcohol. She looked at Mas Nian beside her. Instead of being tense as when she was sober, she was slightly stunned.
"Luoluo, you're awake. Are you thirsty? Come on, drink some water."
Masnian gently helped Xiao Yingxi sit up, and fed Xiao Yingxi the bowl of stomach-nurturing tea that was still warm.
A strong medicinal smell filled her mouth, with an astringent bitter taste. Xiao Yingxi immediately pursed her lips and tilted her face to the side.
"Bitter, so bitter."
As Xiao Yingxi said this, she wanted to dodge, but Masnian had already expected that Xiao Yingxi would be like this. With quick eyesight and quick hands, he picked up the hawthorn candy on the side and stuffed it into Xiao Yingxi's mouth, coaxing her gently.
"Be good, Luoluo, drink this, or your stomach will feel uncomfortable again."
Hearing the sound, Xiao Yingxi opened her blurred eyes. When she saw who she was leaning on, her eyes suddenly became clear, and she pushed Masnian away.
"Go away, haven't you been avoiding me? Don't you want me? Leave me alone, Masnian, you are just a bastard, bastard... I hate you."
As Xiao Yingxi spoke, she staggered up from the bed and pushed Masnian toward the door. It seemed that even though she was drunk, she still couldn't forget the harm Masnian had done to her.
Fortunately, Masnian's movements were more flexible than before, otherwise Xiao Yingxi's blow just now would have been enough to push him to the ground.
Seeing Xiao Yingxi becoming more and more agitated, and being pushed against the door panel, Masnian could only forcefully hold Xiao Yingxi in his arms and say sorry in her ear.
"I'm sorry, Luoluo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
The voice was low and gentle, doting and loving, like the gentle sound of a piano falling into Xiao Yingxi's ears.
Xiao Yingxi, who was excited at the beginning, gradually gave up her struggle, and finally turned into unbridled catharsis. While beating Masnian, she put her head on Masnian's chest and lowered her head as she spoke.
"I'm sorry? I don't want to be sorry, Masnian, I hate you, I hate you so much, why did you lie to me, why did you lie to me."
Xiao Yingxi didn't know what she was talking about. All the words she had been holding in her heart these days didn't know how to say them out. Her complicated feelings were completely vented at this moment.
Hearing Xiao Yingxi's words "I hate you", Masnian felt like his heart was piercing Lingchi, as if countless daggers were stabbing his heart. It was not physical pain, but it made him feel like he had fallen into an abyss.
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Seeing the painful and sad expression on Xiao Yingxi's drunken face, Masnian didn't know how to comfort her. The damage had been done, and now he just wanted to make up for it.
Masnian hugged Xiao Yingxi tightly and allowed her to beat him and vent her anger. He only hoped that all this venting would make Xiao Yingxi feel better.
"Luoluo, what on earth do I have to do to get your forgiveness? Do you know that I have worked hard and supported myself just to get back to you and to respond to your feelings for me. Luoluo
, let’s forget all the unhappiness in the past and start over, okay? This time, okay, let me chase you.”
After hearing this, Xiao Yingxi seemed to gradually calm down. She raised her head, opened her blurred eyes, suddenly burst into a giggle, held Mas Nian's face in her hands, and spoke inarticulately.
"Hahaha, this must be a dream. Masnian would not like me. You must be lying. Yes, just like he is lying, it is all an illusion."
With that said, Xiao Yingxi pushed Mas Nian away and staggered towards the bed, rubbing her head as she walked with a painful expression. Obviously, the drunk Xiao Yingxi was not feeling well.
Masnian followed carefully, fearing that she would lose her balance and fall, but fortunately, Xiao Yingxi just fell down on the bed.
Masnian walked over, squatted in front of Xiao Yingxi, and gently touched Xiao Yingxi's face with both hands. Then, he held Xiao Yingxi's hand with one hand, put it against his face, and said in a low voice.
"Luoluo, all this is real, not a dream. Luoluo, let's get back together, okay? I can only spend the rest of my life making up for what happened in the past. Give me a chance to be by your side, okay?
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Xiao Yingxi shook her head drunkenly. When she heard what Mas Nian said, she frowned slightly and stared at Mas Nian with blurred eyes for a long time. Suddenly, a trace of indifference flashed in her eyes and she withdrew her hand, her face stained.
Alienation from the upper level.
"No, Masnian, I don't love you anymore, I don't want to love you anymore, I don't want to love you anymore, it's really painful to fall in love with you, I don't want to love you anymore."
Xiao Yingxi kept repeating these words. Maybe she thought it was all an illusion. Xiao Yingxi ignored Mas Nian at all and lay down with her back to Mas Nian.
Masnian squatted beside the bed, listening to Xiao Yingxi saying these words repeatedly, with mixed feelings in his heart. Everything he was bearing at this moment was the fruit he had sown. He finally knew what it meant to take medicine without regrets.
Looking at Xiao Yingxi's appearance, it would be absolutely false to say that Masnian has no regrets at all.
"Luoluo, what do you want from me? Can we really not go back to the past? Do you really not have me in your heart?"
Xiao Yingxi, who had her back to Masnian, was a little stunned when she heard this. Suddenly, she became excited again. This time, she began to beat her chest continuously.
"I feel so uncomfortable here, brother, can you tell me what to do?"
When Masnian saw this, he immediately held Xiao Yingxi's hand. How could he bear to watch Xiao Yingxi hurt himself.