His arms were suddenly empty. When he looked closely, Xiao Yingxi's face showed a completely different alienation from before. Masnian's heart skipped a beat, and the joy and excitement just now turned into a strong sense of loss.
"Luoluo, you..."
Masnian looked at Xiao Yingxi at a loss. Could it be that everything just happened was his imagination.
"That's enough, Masnian, what are you trying to do? Do you think this will make me forgive you? Do you know that my second brother and the others are all worried about you? Do you know that you may be here now?"
Will he die?"
The tension and worry just now all turned into deep anger. She was angry with Mas Nian for ignoring her body. She was angry with Mas Nian for threatening her in this way. In fact, this time, Xiao Yingxi misunderstood Mas Nian.
, Masnian only knew a few hours ago that he could not come to such a cold place.
Faced with Xiao Yingxi's anger and questioning, Masnian hurriedly explained.
"Luoluo, listen to me. I never thought of asking for your forgiveness in this way. I only found out after I returned to the hotel at night."
With that said, Masnian walked towards Xiao Yingxi, and without Xiao Yingxi being prepared, he hugged her into his arms again, touched her head lovingly, hugged her tightly, and gently
said.
"Luoluo, I was really happy to see you appear so nervous just now. You have me in your heart, right? It's not that you don't love me, you just can't accept what I did to you a year ago, right?
.”
Masnian tried carefully, lowering his head and staring passionately at the woman in his arms, fearing to miss any expression on her face.
Xiao Yingxi was quiet for a long time. Faced with Mas Nian's strong questioning, she didn't know how to answer.
Just now, when she learned about Mas Nian's physical condition but couldn't get through the phone call, she was indeed very scared and didn't even dare to think about whether she could survive if something happened to Mas Nian.
But now that Masnian is standing in front of her, she is going against her truest feelings.
Let's just pretend that she did it, but Xiao Yingxi just couldn't do it and nothing happened. After all, the original hurt was real.
Masnian is very smart, or in other words, he has seen Xiao Yingxi's contradictions and struggles on her face.
Masnian smiled fondly, lowered his head, put his face against Xiao Yingxi's forehead, and spoke softly.
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it now, Luo Luo, I said it, this time, it's me who will chase you. I just ask you not to reject me thousands of miles away, okay?"
Faced with such a passionate confession, every woman will fall, and Xiao Yingxi is no exception. At least she can no longer say those cruel and decisive words, but it is impossible for her to respond.
Seeing Xiao Yingxi's silent response, Masnian was not in a hurry. He still hugged Xiao Yingxi tenderly and dotingly, expressing all the passion in his heart affectionately.
How painful it was to hide it at first, but now how urgent he is to let the woman in his arms feel his hot feelings.
"Luoluo, listen to me. I can't remember when I had feelings for you that went beyond brother and sister. But here, I have only loved you from the beginning to the end. Ou Qianyi, it's just me running away from your feelings.
Excuses, I never thought that these would cause such great harm to you. If I had known the outcome of today earlier, I would never have made such a stupid decision."
"Luoluo, when I was sure that I fell in love with you, I was very panicked and scared. I was not afraid that my feelings for you would be cast aside by the world. What I was afraid of was just the look in your eyes. But when it was your eighteenth birthday,
Late at night, the moment you loudly said you love me to everyone present, do you know how excited I was? But at that time, I already knew that I had an incurable disease. Besides being excited, I was more afraid and unable to respond.
The pain, so I chose to escape."
Masnian hugged Xiao Yingxi, put his head on Xiao Yingxi's shoulder, and whispered softly in her ear. At this moment, he just wanted Xiao Yingxi to feel all his love, and he spoke with her unreservedly.
Xiao Yingxi told about his panic, escape, cowardice and reluctance over the years.
"Luoluo, I am not as powerful as you think. I am also a human being. Between loving and not loving, I have to make a choice. At that time, the only thing I wanted to weigh in my heart was how much love I could give you.
How much, how long can I stay with you? I am even more afraid of the sympathy and sad eyes you all cast when you know my illness, and I don’t want to see you shed tears because of my leaving. All the turning points in my life, from my mother
Starting from taking me back to Los Angeles, what I need to do is to be good to all of you. As the eldest son of the family, what I need to do is to protect you and Yingze from having a happy life, instead of worrying about my illness."
"Stop talking, Masnian, do you think that because Mom and Dad adopted you, you have to repay them for their upbringing and take care of all of our emotions? Isn't this selfish of you?
Is it a sign of profit? You keep saying it's for the good of all of us, but the final result is that you don't make us all worried and sad for you."
Hearing this, Xiao Yingxi suddenly became angry. She hated Masnian's thoughts like this. She didn't think that since Daddy and Mommy adopted him, he should just think about others. In fact, his behavior
The practice itself is also a harm to everyone.
"Mas Nian, do you know how annoying you are, always self-righteous and thinking about others, but have you ever thought about whether we need it? And what we really need, you don't give it to us, and now you are here begging us
I forgive you, do you have to accept all the truth?"
Xiao Yingxi complained bitterly about all her dissatisfaction with Mas Nian. She felt sorry for Mas Nian's concerns, but she also hated that he always lived so cautiously.
They are a family, and her father and mother have never asked Masnian to repay the Xiao family. If this was true, then they could definitely use kindness to blackmail Masnian into accepting Xiao Yingxi's love, but
In fact, everyone respects this year's choice.
Facing Xiao Yingxi's questioning and dissatisfaction, Masnian accepted it completely. He also knew that this was a shortcoming that was about to become a habit for him. In his heart, he cared too much about the sense of proportion, which led to today's situation.
Seeing Xiao Yingxi's angry expression, but with a hint of intolerance in her eyes, Masnian lowered his head and said in defeat.
"I'm sorry, Luoluo. Because I cared too much, I hurt all of you in the end. But I have figured it out now. I want to be with you. Give me another chance, okay? This time, I will never
I will never hide anything from you again."
With that said, Masnian cautiously approached Xiao Yingxi, and when he was about to hug her, Xiao Yingxi avoided Masnian again, and she said with a tangled look on her face.
"But once some cracks are formed, how can they be repaired? Mas Nian, I can't pretend that nothing has happened."
As soon as Xiao Yingxi finished speaking, she was pulled into Masnian's arms, and Masnian's firm and affectionate voice came to her ears.
"It doesn't matter, Luoluo, you just need not to ignore me, leave the rest to me, okay? I will make you forget all the unpleasantness you have had, and I will make you accept me again. I just hope you don't push me away."
You have to stay far away, okay?"
Speaking of this, Masnian suddenly stopped and gently stroked Xiao Yingxi with a pair of big hands. Finally, the two of them looked at each other affectionately. Masnian looked at Xiao Yingxi with burning eyes and said with an unusually firm expression.
"Xiao Yingxi, I love you, I love you very much, I want to be your boyfriend, your husband, I want to guard you and take care of you all my life, I want to participate in all your happiness and sadness, I want to be
The man who accompanies you to the end of your life, Xiao Yingxi, let me come into your life, okay?"
I have never seen such an affectionate confession from Mas Nian. Every word was carved into Xiao Yingxi's heart like a knife.