The next day, Xiao Siluo slept until she woke up naturally and couldn't move her legs, so she chose to lie down at home. Fortunately, Liu Liu helped buy breakfast and delivered it to her. Xiao Siluo could be regarded as living a life of raising pigs that day.
At about five o'clock in the evening, Xiao Siluo was looking at the takeout app on his mobile phone, thinking about what to eat at night, when suddenly, the doorbell rang.
Xiao Siluo almost jumped up from the sofa and looked in the direction of the door warily. If Liu Liu came over, he would inform him in advance. He would come over at this time without saying hello. Could it be that he was her eldest brother? Then he would hide the injury from her.
Can't go down anymore.
At this moment, the doorbell rang again. Xiao Siluo immediately thought, no, if it was her brother, he knew the password of her door. There was no need to keep ringing the doorbell. Thinking, Xiao Siluo held on
Sofa stood up and walked toward the door with a bound. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Feng Beichen standing at the door packed with bags.
"Feng Beichen? Why are you here?"
Xiao Siluo looked at Feng Beichen at the door with an incredulous expression. Obviously, she had never thought that this man would suddenly appear. Even though she called last night, Xiao Siluo at that time probably regarded his words as a courtesy.
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Feng Beichen frowned slightly when he saw Xiao Siluo's surprised expression, but said with a guilty conscience.
"Si Luo, could it be that what you said on the phone last night were just polite words?"
When Xiao Siluo heard this, he immediately reacted and quickly moved to the side to let Feng Beichen come in, while saying.
"No, I just didn't expect you to come here today. You are... buying so many things. Do you really want to come over and make food for me?"
Xiao Siluo felt that her mind was a little confused. The man in front of her had a more direct way of dealing with things. She always felt that Feng Beichen's sudden visit was a bit rash, but it did not make her feel uncomfortable at all.
After listening to Xiao Siluo's words, Feng Beichen nodded and said.
"It just so happens that there is nothing going on at the company today. Ji Jinyan bought these. I saw that I bought too many, so I wanted to come over and eat with you."
After saying that, Feng Beichen looked at Xiao Siluo cautiously and asked.
"Um, did my sudden visit disturb you?"
"No, I was about to order takeout just now. Now that you're here, I've just got a good meal. But Assistant Ji, did you buy too much?"
Xiao Siluo said and glanced at Feng Beichen's hand, which was full of two large bags of food, vegetables, fruits, seafood and meat. It was really rich.
Feng Beichen also looked down and replied lightly.
"I'm used to it. I can't go to the supermarket, so every time he prepares two or three days' worth of ingredients for me."
With that said, Feng Beichen had already walked into Xiao Siluo's apartment carrying his things.
In fact, the ingredients at Feng Beichen's house are delivered to Feng Beichen's house every day, and Ji Jinyan does not need help in purchasing these things. However, Feng Beichen made a list in the afternoon and asked Ji Jinyan to go to the market to purchase them. For this reason, Ji Jinyan
I was confused for a long time.
Xiao Siluo closed the door, pointed not far away and said.
"The kitchen is over there."
After saying that, he jumped back to the living room. When Feng Beichen saw this, he put down the things in his hands and walked over quickly. Then he didn't care and picked up Xiao Siluo.
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Xiao Siluo suddenly lost his balance, turned pale and screamed.
"Feng Beichen, what are you doing?"
Xiao Siluo was really scared. In her opinion, she and Feng Beichen could only be regarded as casual friends now, not good enough to have such close contact, let alone such a situation without any reminder.
Down.
Feng Beichen also realized his recklessness when Xiao Siluo screamed, but he had already picked up Xiao Siluo and couldn't put it down because of the scream. This would only make it more embarrassing. He simply pretended to be calm and carried Xiao Siluo to the living room and placed him on the sofa.
Then he opened his mouth to explain.
"Si Luo, I'm sorry. I hugged you just now because you had difficulty walking. I didn't mean to offend you. I apologize if I made you feel uncomfortable."
Seeing that he was so sincerely apologetic, and that he had not suffered any loss or been taken advantage of, he thought that Feng Beichen was just being kind, and that he was treating a gentleman with a villain's heart, so he replied with a smile.
"It's okay, just can you let me know next time you want to help me."
Seeing that Xiao Siluo was not angry, Feng Beichen breathed a sigh of relief, then turned and went to the kitchen, talking as he walked.
"Si Luo, wait for me for half an hour."
Xiao Siluo nodded. He originally wanted to ask if he could help in a polite way, but when he thought about his current situation, it felt pretentious to ask.
The kitchen is next to the living room. Xiao Siluo can see Feng Beichen in the kitchen while sitting on the sofa. This is the first person of the opposite sex who has no blood relationship except her family to come here to cook for her.
Silo looked at Feng Beichen's tall back, and a strange feeling flashed through his heart.
As expected of a man who cooks at home, his movements are quick and his knife skills are excellent. After a while, the kitchen is filled with the aroma of vegetables, which immediately arouses the greed in Xiao Siluo's stomach and he can't help but swallow his saliva.
In half an hour, three dishes and one soup appeared on the dining table. This time, Xiao Siluo had already jumped to the restaurant before Feng Beichen said it was time to start the meal. Looking at the delicious dishes, Xiao Siluo was greedy.
Luo's mouth watered.
"You have an injury on your leg. These dishes are relatively light. Do you want some soup first?"
Feng Beichen helped Xiao Siluo serve the rice and sat down, and asked.
Xiao Siluo was already hungry. Liu Liu gave her breakfast in the morning. She was so full that she didn't eat lunch. Now looking at this table of delicious dishes, she was already grumbling with hunger. If someone hadn't been there,
, she had already been attacked by a hungry wolf.
"Thank you. I'll do it myself. You came all the way to make food for me, so stop working and eat quickly."
As he said this, Xiao Siluo scooped up a bowl of soup and took a sip. The rich flavor of the seafood was not inferior to those of the chefs.
"Oh, by the way, I almost forgot, did you go to the hospital this morning?"
Xiao Siluo remembered the treatment schedule that Ouyang Jie had sent her before. If she remembered correctly, today was Feng Beichen's first psychological treatment time. However, she had forgotten Jiuxiaoyunwai. If it hadn't been for herself just now
When I opened my email, I couldn't even think of this incident.
After Feng Beichen heard this, his hand holding the chopsticks shook, then he nodded and said something.
"Well, I went, but it had no effect?"
Feng Beichen said with a gloomy look on his face. Thinking back to what happened in Ouyang Jie's clinic this morning, he was too happy to get up.
Xiao Siluo frowned slightly when he saw this, and when he saw Feng Beichen's face darkened, he said something concerned.
"It's okay. Isn't this the first time? Take your time. When will the next time be, do you need me to accompany you?"
Xiao Siluo took the initiative to mention it as a thank you to this guy for cooking for him today.
But Feng Beichen put down his chopsticks at this time, looked at Xiao Siluo with a slightly painful expression, and spoke after a long silence.
"Si Luo, if you lose a memory and someone tells you that thinking of this memory will probably make you more painful, do you still want to get this memory back?"
When Feng Beichen asked this, Xiao Siluo knew that this must be related to Feng Beichen himself, and more likely to his current illness.
But if you ask her, Xiao Siluo doesn't know how to answer for a moment. After all, she can't understand the pain in Feng Beichen's heart, and she doesn't dare to make decisions easily for others.
Seeing that Xiao Siluo remained silent, Feng Beichen smiled bitterly, picked up his chopsticks and continued eating. After a long time, he looked at Xiao Siluo again, hesitated for a long time and said.
"Want to hear a story?"
After Xiao Siluo heard this, he nodded and said without even thinking about it.
"You speak and I listen."
After Xiao Siluo finished speaking, he stared straight at Feng Beichen, who was silent for a long time before slowly speaking.
"When I was eight years old, I had a serious illness. I was in coma for a long time. When I woke up, I lost a memory. And my inability to approach the opposite sex started from that time."
As he said this, Feng Beichen looked down at his hands, his expression a little painful, as if he had remembered something bad.
When Xiao Siluo heard this, he didn't know what to say for a moment and could only look at Feng Beichen quietly.
After that, Feng Beichen continued.
"At that time, my mother took me around to seek medical treatment and saw many psychiatrists, but in the end my condition became more and more serious. Slowly, everyone gave up on treatment, and I got used to this way of life.
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"Then your family didn't tell you what happened? The memory you lost should be related to your current illness."
Even if Xiao Siluo is not a doctor, he should have thought of this when he heard this.
After hearing this, Feng Beichen shook his head and said.
"I asked, but they all said that I didn't forget anything, but I didn't forget anything. I don't know. My mind suddenly went blank for a certain period of time. No matter how I think about it, I can't remember it. Do you think you really haven't forgotten it?
What?"
"this……"
Well, Xiao Siluo wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say. We are all adults, so we can't use any kind of psychological comfort.
Seeing that Xiao Siluo didn't know how to answer, Feng Beichen smiled lightly and continued.
"Later, after I came back from the hospital, my mother moved out of the place where I used to live, took me with her, lived alone, and broke away from my father's family and my grandfather's family. I also tried hypnosis
The treatment was very painful every time and had almost no effect. Slowly, I became more and more resistant to such treatment, until after my mother left, I gave up completely."