When I woke up again, it was already morning, the cloudy sky looked like it was going to rain, and the weather was a little dull. My husband was no longer in front of the window, Xiao Chan had gone to rest, and Juan'er and Xing'er were here to watch.
.According to Juan'er, the old lady came over one o'clock earlier. Seeing that she was sleeping, he signaled that there was no need to wake her up. He just casually asked what the charts on the table were for, and knew that they were made by Ning Yi.
, he didn’t ask any more questions and just let her have a good rest.
In just one night, the high fever could not go away. She drank another bowl of medicine. Her head was dizzy and her mouth was full of bitter taste. The anxiety in her heart was still there. Even though Li Heng said those words yesterday, what would happen in the end?
...She actually already knew it to some extent, but she was unwilling to do so and spent a lot of effort.
That figure was no longer in the room. Thinking of it, I felt a huge void in my mind, but I finally fell into sleep. This sleep was not like the one in the early morning, when all kinds of nightmares came one after another, disturbing me.
She couldn't rest in peace. When she woke up again, it was about noon, and Ning Yi was sitting on the chair in front of the window again, whispering something to Juan'er who was standing beside her, probably about last year's accounts.
, Juaner explained the reason in a low voice.
Xiaochan came over and said, "Miss, are you awake?" Then Ning Yi and Juan'er also turned around.
She was very tired and didn't want to talk or move. Chan'er came over and raised the pillow for her, and Li Heng stretched out his hand to cover her forehead - apart from last night, they had never been so intimate before.
There was no contact, but it felt natural. After measuring the temperature on his forehead with his palm, the man nodded: "It seems better. Let's ask Dr. Sun to come over later." Then he said, "It was about 40 degrees yesterday.
” and other words whose meaning is difficult to understand.
Xiaochan went out and brought a bowl of porridge and "forced" her to drink a few sips of the porridge. Soon after, Dr. Sun came over and asked about the situation. Xiaochan occasionally said something, while Liheng continued to read the account book and record things at the table.
, only spoke occasionally. She lay there and watched a group of people coming and going. There were also times when she and Ning Yi were alone in this room. The movements of the figure at the table seemed to be quick, clear, and orderly, which made her
It gives people a very strange feeling, which is very calming.
In the evening, the sky became dark, it started to rain outside the window, and the fresh air floated into the room, with an earthy smell.
She only fell asleep occasionally, and then woke up again. Shopkeeper Liao and others did not enter the house that night, and there were no lights as restless as they had been for several days in the rain. What were they doing? Did anything happen in business?
Changes... Occasionally, I thought in my mind that only Ning Yi, Chan'er, Juan'er and Xing'er were staying with her in the room. A few pieces of rice paper were hung on the wall in the room. Li Heng occasionally took a look at it, thinking about this.
The quiet situation added a strange color that had no clear meaning.
Although her bedroom is often used for business matters and is more grand than the bedrooms of ordinary ladies, it still has the things and decorations that many girls like. Adding these rice papers at this time immediately broke the atmosphere.
Most of the time, the room was quiet. Chan'er, Juan'er, and Xing'er talked to her and Li Heng in a low voice, and they walked in and out gently. Mixed in the rain curtain, Li Heng's busyness and concentration had their own rules, and they also
It only brings quiet power.
It was only this night that she remembered the thought she had had in the early morning more clearly: Her husband was a scholar, even the most talented scholar in Jiangning.
In the early years, when I was still a girl before I got married, I longed for these things. I fantasized more than once that I would marry some talented man in the future. Even though I was the daughter of a businessman, I was still a wealthy man in my family.
It's not that merchants don't have such opportunities.
Since I became more familiar with the ways of the world, I have fewer such thoughts, but I still have the longing. Those stories of talented men and beauties that once happened in Jiangning, and the stories of Cao Guan, Li Pin and others who later became famous happened in a
She was very interested in asking about the rumors about competitions at a poetry club banquet. Even though she later went to the Puyuan Poetry Club mostly to discuss business, she heard about other poetry clubs and saw many good poems.
It can make her feel that it is worth the money. It seems to be something from another world, but it does not prevent her from liking and dreaming about it.
Then, life was still life. She got married as planned and got married. She was said to be a scholar, but she was incompatible with a talented person. She could only be called a nerd. Life was life, and she could still look forward to those things.
A great poem about a talented man, but when her husband-in-law seemed not to be as stupid as expected, and when certain things began to overlap, she felt a little at a loss.
Her husband-in-law was called the most talented man in Jiangning by some people, what should she do? She actually couldn't feel the symbols of a great talent and a great scholar here - in the past, it was clear in listening to books and watching operas that a great talent was
Those who should be expected should also quote classics. Even in romance novels that are slightly deviant, talents should be casually displayed. He should be the center and symbol wherever he goes, the kind that no one can get close to. She once dreamed of marrying a great talent, who should be an "official"
"Thank you for your concern, madam" - in short, it is as formal and distant as on the stage, but if there is no such distance, what should happen?
Usually he speaks simply and casually, without being ostentatious or boastful, and with a sense of humor, but such a person is known as the number one talent. She reads those two poems all the time. They are not like ordinary couples.
They were almost like friends at that time - she had never heard of such good friends. They would go to the second floor every few days to talk and talk about anything. Is it possible for a man and a woman to become such a friend? Some words
In this legend, there are often women who disguise themselves as men and then make friends with others, but she has not pretended to be a man, but is there such a couple? It seems that I have never heard of it.
She actually likes this feeling, so much that... she doesn't know how to change it, or how to go further. But the understanding that her husband is a great talent has always been a bit vague to her. Until now, it became clear
stand up.
From the afternoon to the evening, she heard her husband ask a few questions softly, which were all the most critical points in the accounts of the past few years. Her husband was a smart man, and he was doing these things seriously. Su Taner soon understood this matter
I understand, but no matter how talented a person is, there is nothing that can be done about it. My husband is a great talent, and I am the daughter of a merchant. These things should have been done by myself, and I have been working hard to do them well.
These things made my husband feel troubled and disturbed, but at this point, he was finally involved.
The result is not important here. My husband could not do this well. In order to ease his heart, he said: "I will definitely do it well." But these things cannot be solved by determination, no matter what.
, after letting him get married, these things still affected him after all...
Thinking about these things in her mind, she fell asleep and woke up. At midnight, the rain was still falling, but the night seemed quiet, the light of the oil lamp was swaying, and there was only Li Heng's back sitting on the chair in the room. He was currently in the room.
After looking at some letters exchanged with shopkeepers from various places, I turned my head when I noticed the movement behind me, then put down the letter and stood up to come over.
"Wake up? Do you want to drink some water?"
"Well..." Su Tan'er nodded slightly.
Ning Yi raised the pillow, poured a glass of warm water from the side, and fed her a few sips: "Xing'er and Juan'er slept together. Xiaochan was also very tired today, so she just lied to her to take a rest, but later
You'd better wake up when you can take medicine. Well, if you want to..." Ning Yi looked at her and hesitated for a while, then stood up, "I'll call Xiaochan."
There was a reason for Ning Yi's hesitation. He had deliberately disappeared several times during the day, mainly to leave time for her to get out of bed. Although she was cold and cold, she actually still had some strength to get out of bed, so she was not really able to get out of bed.
He collapsed on the bed. It's hard to talk about these private things. In normal times, Su Tan'er's face would have turned red. But at this time, she was just slightly embarrassed. Seeing that Ning Yi was about to leave, she just said: "
My husband... there's no need..." When Ning Yi stopped, he whispered: "My husband is really not shy..." Of course, if he completely avoids these things or doesn't think about these things at all, he will most likely be the one who feels uncomfortable.
Ning Yi smiled: "Is it better?"
"Better……"
"It will take about two or three days for the fever to subside." Ning Yi glanced at her a few times. There was a lot to say, but in the end he shook his head: "You feel uncomfortable. I won't bother you. If you want to eat or have other things to do, I'll talk to you later."
I said."
He took the letter and sat down on a chair not far away. The room fell into silence. The autumn rain outside had already become the background. Su Tan'er looked at the figure for a long time and finally said: "My husband...why did you agree to this door?"
What about the marriage?"
There were similar conversations between the two people in the past, but when they spoke about it this time, the problem was obviously different. Ning Yi put down the letter and looked at Su Tan'er on the bed. After a long while, he smiled and shook his head: "I thought about it.
I’m going to talk to you about this, but...maybe in a few days, when you wake up a little bit? You don’t seem to be feeling well right now.”
"I'm fine, I want... I want to know." Su Tan'er said slowly, "So my husband also wants to talk?"
"That's not why I agreed to this marriage." Ning Yi put the letter aside, moved the chair to the bed, and sat down, "Before... I have actually said it before, I don't know why I agreed to this marriage, amnesia.
What I want to say is not what happened before I lost my memory, but what happened after..."
"What happens next?"
Ning Yi looked at her for a while, sighed, and then laughed: "Are you sure you want to hear this now?"
Su Tan'er also tried her best to smile: "If you don't listen, I won't be able to sleep..."
"Okay." Ning Yi nodded. Since Su Tan'er's consciousness was probably limited at this time, his speaking speed was not fast, and he repeated from time to time, "It's actually a simple matter. I won't say it now.
I will definitely talk about it one day... A man named Ning Yi married a woman named Su Tan'er, and they were married, so that's how we met... These are already facts, don't think about him, it's fate
No matter what, it’s just the two of us anyway... You are a part of such a thing, what do you think?"
Su Tan'er frowned and thought for a while, not quite understanding the meaning of Ning Yi's words: "I...I am very happy..."
Ning Yi patted her hand and paused slightly: "No matter what other people say, it's all empty. What a talent, marrying into the wife... In short, that's the way it is. Life is simple. As for me, it doesn't matter to marry into the wife.
Many opinions, for you, I don’t hate you... No, why not say it directly, I like you, whether it is business or personality, you are very strong, but not bad, I like this kind of personality, more
Besides, you are quite beautiful too..."
Ning Yi held his chin with one hand by the bedside, speaking calmly and calmly, as if he said it casually wherever he thought. Su Tan'er was suddenly caught off guard. Even in such a weak situation, her face was full of tears.
She blushed for a while and stammered shyly: "My husband, my husband, do you really... like me?"
"Yeah, I like it."
"But... but, this is not the character of a lady... It is a virtue for a woman to have no talent, and a woman's family... shouldn't be like this. They all say... this... men won't like this..." He said incoherently.
After a while, Su Tan'er, who was in illness, still emphasized some things with her eyes. After a while, she became frustrated and said, "I... am not worthy of my husband..."
"You are so fond of arguing at this time. In the eyes of others, I am just a freeloader. You are better than many men..."
"My husband is not incompetent..."
Ning Yi smiled: "At this time, there is no need to be self-deprecating. These are not important. There will be no result in arguing until tomorrow... Anyway, it is just between us. I am not dissatisfied with life, and I also like you.
, I like this yard, Chan'er, Juan'er, Xing'er and so on. There are some boring people around, doing boring things all day long, but in general, it doesn't matter if we just live like this, it's pretty good. So, I want to talk to you
Tell me about this."
He shook Su Tan'er's somewhat weak palm. The five fingers were round and slender and very beautiful. He held it in his hand and played with it, and then decided: "If you don't have too many dissatisfaction, then maybe we will have to live like this in the future...
...No matter how it was arranged before, things are already like this anyway. There is no need to think about why they are like this anymore. Anyway, I don’t hate it, that’s it..."
He took Su Tan'er's hand and waited for the answer. This may also be a relatively important decision for Ning Yi. When he just woke up, he was ready to leave at any time, but later he just waited and waited.
, but at this point, some things can probably be determined. There is no need to think about those overly romantic factors. In short, since they are called husband and wife, and since Su Tan'er's temperament is not disliked by him, the two of them get along fairly well.
, it doesn’t matter if you change it or not, the next step is nothing more than life.
Su Tan'er looked at him, blinked her eyes, then blinked again, her eyes were red, she shed tears, she pressed her lips tightly, and was speechless. Ning Yi waited for a long time, then lowered his head and smiled: "No matter what