Seeing this scene, the Ninth Seat on the side had a look of helplessness in his eyes. He waved to the women, and they dispersed, not forgetting to turn back and glare at Shen Qingzhu as he left.
Shen Qingzhu glanced at them and stared back fiercely.
"...You can't do this." The ninth seat held the wine glass and walked to Shen Qingzhu and sat down.
"What's not working?"
"We are in the business of licking blood from the tip of a knife, which requires a highly tense mental state for a long time. If we cannot find a suitable outlet, it is easy to have psychological problems." The ninth seat shook the wine glass in his hand and said.
Shen Qingzhu said calmly: "I don't need to vent."
The ninth seat shook his head, "No, everyone needs to vent. No one can keep their clockwork tight forever. We need to do something we like to do to relax ourselves. For ordinary people,
The way they vent may be taking a vacation, watching movies, sleeping, dating, playing games...
But we are different. Because our industry has been in a state of high tension for a long time, and no one knows when he will die, we are used to the darkness of human nature, so the ways of venting are generally bloody, killing, looting, torture...
... Relatively speaking, relying on women to vent is a relatively gentle way.
I know that you are different from others and will not choose those perverted ways, but I didn't expect that you don't even touch women. This is not what you should be like at your age."
"What about the night watchmen? They are also highly stressed and don't know when they will die. Why don't they need to vent?" Shen Qingzhu asked.
"This is different." The ninth seat shook his head, "Do you know why the Night Watchmen operate in small teams?"
"Because it requires teamwork?"
"This is only part of the reason. Another reason is that when they are in a high-pressure environment, they have teammates they can rely on to share the pressure, and they can relax by communicating and joking with each other. This is also
Why, there are always funny people in those outstanding Night Watch teams. Do you really think they are stupid?
From a certain perspective, they are the smartest people and the ones who have the deepest feelings for this team.
And you? You are just one person.
There is a difference between a person and a group of people."
Shen Qingzhu stared blankly at the ninth seat in front of him, as if he understood something.
"What about you? What is your way of venting?" Shen Qingzhu couldn't help but ask.
The ninth seater smiled slightly and pointed at the plump beauties who had just left, "Who doesn't like beautiful women and good wine? Although I am older, I am still a man and I still have a lustful heart.
Kill cold-bloodedly when you need to kill, enjoy when you need to enjoy, be cool when you need to be cool, don't use unnecessary violence, don't bother presumptuously, I think this is the best way to live for those of us who walk in the darkness.
"
Shen Qingzhu stared into the eyes of the ninth seat, and after a long time, he slowly said: "You don't feel like a [believer] to me, but like..."
"like what?"
Shen Qingzhu pondered for a moment and uttered four words, "Hero of the forest."
The ninth person was startled for a moment, then he laughed. Slowly, his smile gradually disappeared.
"When I was young, my favorite thing to watch was Water Margin. A group of frustrated people who were played by fate gathered together. They did not care about worldly views and ignored the constraints of the rules. They engaged in robbing families and homes, but what they did was to protect the people.
Good thing…
Back then, Mr. Yayu came to me and told me in detail how a perfect society of equality and justice would usher in after the evil god came to the world. I was young at the time, full of passion, but I was completely wounded by reality.
I feel that this disgusting society needs to be corrected, and [believers] are Liangshan who are responsible for the mission of saving the world.
Mr. Yayu is naturally the Song Jiang in my mind.
When I first joined [Believer], I did meet a few like-minded friends, and we regarded the name of [Believer] as an honor... But slowly, I found that things were not what I imagined."
He stared at the wine glass in his hand, his voice a little dull.
"I couldn't understand some of Lord Bale's orders, but maybe out of trust in Lord Bale, I did it anyway... But I found that there were more and more orders like this. As time went by, [Believer]
The members of the organization have also changed several times, and this organization has become more and more unfamiliar to me.
I simply closed my eyes and did not judge what was right or wrong. I just relied on my trust in Lord Yayu and killed, killed, killed...
I don’t know since when, I can’t feel ‘me’ anymore.”
The ninth person put the wine glass in his hand to his mouth, raised his head, and drank it all in one gulp.
Shen Qingzhu looked at his figure silently, with a trace of sadness in his eyes.
The Ninth Seat himself didn't realize it, but Shen Qingzhu certainly knew what was going on.
What a perfect society, what Liangshan, it's just a way for Yayu to trick him into becoming a [believer], and the so-called "trust in Lord Yayu" is also because of the soul contract planted deep in the other person's soul by Yayu.
It's not that he is unwilling to face reality, but under the control of Yayu's soul, he subconsciously refuses to accept reality and offers his loyalty unconditionally...
His mind has essentially been controlled.
If there was no [Huitian Jade] to cancel out the soul contract for him, I am afraid that he would be like Ninth Seat, completely losing himself and working for Yayu in a daze.
Among the entire [Believers], there are not a few people like the Ninth Seat who have been deceived, but most of them have lost themselves in the darkness as time goes by and become truly evil [Believers].
But after so many years in the Ninth Seat, even though his soul has been controlled, he still sticks to his bottom line subconsciously. This makes Shen Qingzhu very surprised.
"I can feel that you are different from others." The ninth seat turned to look at Shen Qingzhu, his eyes were a little distracted, as if he was drunk, "There is something in your eyes that other [believers] don't have...
It was the same when I first joined [Believers].
I am old, but you are still young, and your potential is higher than mine. If it were you... maybe you can really change the current [believers], and lead the entire [believers] to the same direction as Lord Yayu said
brilliant."
He patted Shen Qingzhu's shoulder and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "I'm optimistic about you."
Shen Qingzhu's eyes met his, and she silently moved her gaze elsewhere.