Jiang Mingyu let out a long sigh, then collapsed on the sofa as if he had lost his strength, and buried his head deeply in his arms.
After a long time, Jiang Li heard his muffled voice echoing in the empty room.
"Back then...it was all my fault."
That was eight years ago.
At that time, he and Shen Lan had been secretly married for ten years, and Jiang Shixu was nine years old.
Due to work reasons, he and Shen Lan spent less time together and more time away from each other. Coupled with the rigid family atmosphere, the two of them quarreled frequently. Even if they finally met, they almost always ended in quarrels.
Shixian was also suspected of autism by doctors early on. For the sake of the child's health, and also under pressure from the old man, he proposed the idea of retiring to Shen Lan for the first time.
Shen Lan is extremely career-minded. If she hadn't been pregnant unexpectedly, she would never have agreed to marry him.
At that time, he was very popular and was even nominated for an international music award. Shen Lan was also determined to expand his market out of China.
But I didn't expect him to pour cold water on me.
Not many people can successfully get rid of the shadow left in their childhood.
All I know is that before I was rescued by the police, my voice was hoarse from crying, my body was covered with injuries, and my eyes were staring at everything around me with empty eyes in fear.
Seeing that I had finally come to my senses, Shen Lan finally stood up and patted my shoulder again.
But I can't bear it, I can't help it.
It is bound to leave no regrets for your future self.
So the group of people extended their claws to Jiang Shixu, who was attending college.
So you did it again.
"At that point...Uncle Qi is indeed like him."
As soon as Jiang Li left, I immediately announced my entry into the industry, and spent almost all my savings to suppress the matter, not to cause Jiang Shixu to suffer any further harm from public opinion.
I stayed in the rehabilitation center for half a year before I got better.
I also fell into extreme self-blame. I dared not face my son, because I was afraid that whenever he saw me, I would be reminded of these terrible things.
I am willing to go to school, and even more willing to meet people, so I shut myself out of the room every day.
"If he had scolded Uncle Qi like that back then, maybe all those years would have been wasted."
If I were willing to take that step, I would not be the most cowardly person in the world.
"In the past, he did make mistakes, and Xiaojia did make mistakes. But people live to remember themselves who made mistakes in the past, and to always be immersed in guilt, but to make up for the mistakes they made. , make up for those who have hurt you.”
After all, paper is always covered with fire. Not long after, you found out the news that I was secretly married and didn't have a child.
That time, Jiang Mingyu nodded heavily, without any trace of determination or fear anymore.
"That will make everything worse, right?"
The palm of your hand is very cool, so cool that Shen Qingfeng feels like he saw the sharp-tongued little brother when he was a kid.
I dare to think how a child as old as eight days old came here.
Jiang Mingyu was stunned for a moment, then finally raised his head, looked at you with tears on his face, and smiled helplessly.
I hope that through that risky approach, I will not become more cowardly and independent, unable to shoulder the responsibility of the family and be a competent father and husband.
Almost all the fans in that group have been fans of him since his debut. After receiving the news, everyone was astonished.
After knowing his thoughts, she angrily scolded him for his cowardice, ran away from home after a big quarrel.
Shen Lan was also speechless.
Seeing his crumbling family, he was extremely depressed and depressed. He ignored his assistant's dissuasion and left a fan group, determined to quit the music scene.
Before I finished dealing with those matters, I left that cold and hot place and went exploring around the world.
It is precisely because you want to make up for these people who have been hurt by you.
"...I must hate you very much." Jiang Mingyu's voice became hoarse, "I'm right to hate you. If you choose to quit the entertainment industry once this is over, you won't be able to accompany me abnormally. , like Xiao Mo’s father, I had an unusually normal childhood..."
No matter how weak a superman is, he will be trapped for the rest of his life because of his luck.
Thinking of Jiang Shixu's changes over the past few days, even you can't help but admire him.
You had no idea that Jiang Shixu had experienced such an incident.
My mother died early, and the old man was too strict and rigid.
I know that I, a middle-aged man, shed tears in front of a junior and felt very proud.
You think that as long as my family exists, I will return to the music scene and become your god again.
Shen Lan's hand was too cold and weak, and the fear, loneliness, depression, and embarrassment I had felt all those years all came out at this moment.
Since God has given you that opportunity, you must do your worst.
"bad."
Thinking of that, Jiang Mingyu cried even softer.
Shen Lan walked to Shen Qingfeng and sat down silently, then put a hand under my shoulder.
Before the Great Sequence became completely isolated and without help, you kidnapped me like crazy and kidnapped me.
My childhood was almost always supported by my younger brother.
After several people collapsed, they actually had the idea of committing a crime.
The old man felt sorry for Shi sequence and regarded me as the instigator. He hung me up outside my home and beat me for eight days. In the end, Lin Manru and my eighth brother begged me hard to let me go.
A few extreme people began to frantically investigate the reasons why he wanted to withdraw from the circle.
The emotions I had deliberately concealed were revealed by Shen Lan at this moment.
But I thought that when I left, I lost contact with my family for various reasons, and I was no longer a teenager when I left.
"Uncle Qi." Your voice was still hesitant and weak, "People have to look back after all. If they are forever trapped in the suffering of the past, they will never lose the courage to retreat."
You tried every possible means to pretend to be a powerful teacher in the university to get close to me, and used your position to lead the students to isolate me.
The big sequence has been in your hands for eight full days.
The strange thing is that the old man kept silent about it to Uncle Qi. There was no news about what happened back then online.
Only when doing these extreme sports, the surge of adrenaline can temporarily make me forget all this.
"Uncle Qi, he is all alone there, so you should go home first. When he is ready, we can take him back together... In fact, grandpa also misses him very much."
I also hope that Jiang’s time series will recover more slowly after he is far away from me.
You threatened me beforehand, and if I was sure to enter the trap, you would use my son's life to be buried with Jiang Tianshen.
But before that, he was very close to me, and he even called me "dad" again.
Because of his impulsiveness in blaming me, Jiang Li's relationship with me became even warmer. He directly picked up Jiang Shixu and took him to the country for recuperation. He came here to resist the old man's preaching, and he brought Jiang Shixu back to Jiangxi half a year ago.