He has done what a human should do for her in this life, so in the next life, can she... not ignore him? Can she love him a little more?
He just thought about the next life, but he didn't expect that when he woke up, it would really be the next life.
It was as if the pain from the bullet hitting his body the last moment was still there. When he opened his eyes, he was still Jiang Baohui, the son that Gu Mo gave birth to after suffering humiliation.
At this time, he was neither in Jiangjia Village nor wandering outside. Instead, he lived in a clean and comfortable small apartment with a nanny to take care of him, good food and clothing, and he could go to school...
Except that Gu Mo was still not by his side, everything was so different from what he remembered, which made him feel like an illusion.
It took him a long time to accept the fact that he was reborn and his life path was completely different from his previous life.
And his current life was all given to him by Gu Mo.
In his last life, he thought that if she had a good life, if she was still alive, she would not care about him...
See, he was never being sentimental.
In this life, she was not crazy, her kidney was not taken away by Sun Yuxi, and she was not stabbed to death by Jiang Hua who was released from prison.
She lived a good life and lived better than everyone else.
And she did not forget him. She took him out of Jiangjiacun and gave him the best material life and educational conditions.
But until the age of twenty, she never appeared in his life again.
No matter teachers, classmates or neighbors, no one knew that he had a mother who was looked up to by everyone.
Yes, look up, he is looking up too
Living up to her expectations, he finally emerged from the shadow of his previous life and grew into a young man with ideals, responsibility and a sense of justice.
He will report those who wander the streets with bad intentions, he will be courteous to the elderly and children, he will help the street children, he will do his best for charity, and he will speak out for injustice.
Because he knows that silence is a sin.
It was because of other people's silence that everything happened to his mother.
He thanked God countless times for allowing him to be reborn, and was thankful countless times that she could bring him out, even though she did not grow up with him.
But in his heart, she was still a good mother, a mother he wanted to protect but no longer needed his protection.
His feelings for her had nothing to do with her achievements and status. He had always known that even if his arrival was not expected or hoped for by her, she still worked hard to shoulder the responsibility of a mother.
To him, whether she is poor or rich, she is a competent mother.
Later, he watched the news and heard that her health was about to fail because she was in bad health in Jiangjia Village when she was young.
That was his mother, but she was only in her early forties, why was she gone?
He wanted to see her, this idea was so strong.
On the day he went to find her, he covered his whole body tightly, especially his face, because that face looked so much like his father's. He didn't want to see Gu Mo after many years and bring a psychological shadow.
In the corridor of the hospital, he passed her by. He thought she didn't recognize him and left as if nothing had happened, not disturbing her life.
But she said: "It's you."
He suddenly stopped and his eyes even started to turn red.
It is you.
It turned out that she still recognized him.
He turned around and looked at her, bowing to her politely like a stranger.
"I'm sorry to bother you. I just want to say thank you in person."
Thank her for not being angry and thank her for nurturing me.
Apart from not being by his side, she has already fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, even better than other mothers, letting him grow up in a sunny place instead of continuing to rot in the darkness in that mountain village and become the second one.
Jiang Hua.
"This is my responsibility, you don't need to thank me."
Although distant and polite, he only felt satisfied.
As he was leaving, he still couldn't help but ask the question he had always wanted to ask.
In his lifetime, he hopes to hear an answer.
"do you hate me?"
Gu Mo shook his head, "I don't hate it."
But he didn't love her either. He heard the subtext and said, "I'm sorry."
Gu Mo then slowly turned his eyes to him and said: "You have never sorry for me, just like I have never sorry for you. You were forced to come into the world, and I was forced to give birth to you. We were just in the wrong place."
Sometimes, I have no choice but to make a wrong choice. It doesn’t matter who is sorry to whom, just live your life well in the future."
"good."
This side is their last side.
It wasn't long before I heard the news of her passing.
She made countless contributions to this country in just a dozen years during her lifetime, and donated all her property to the country after her death. Countless people bid her farewell with flowers and applause.
He also stood in the funeral procession and watched the funeral procession pass in front of him.
People around him were crying, and they all said that Mo Shen is the light that will never die in the world, the light that illuminates the path of countless people.
After her death, the media sensationalized her past and revealed his identity.
He was forced to stand in front of the public, but he was no longer afraid of these discussions and criticisms.
the reporter asked him.
"Do you hate your mother?"
He asked, "Why should I hate her?"
"She gave birth to you, but abandoned you, and never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother by your side. Don't you think she is not qualified to be a mother at all? And your father was also sent to prison by her."
He refuted the reporter's words, "Perhaps my views may be different from yours. In my opinion, others are not qualified to evaluate whether a woman is qualified to be a mother, because being a mother is a qualification that every woman has. There is a difference."
It’s just whether you want it or not, and Ms. Gu did not become a mother voluntarily. She gave birth to me under helpless circumstances. She has no responsibility for me. In a sense, I am not her son at all.
Another enemy of hers."
"As for what sent my father to jail, it was the law, fairness and justice, not Ms. Gu. Why should I hate someone who has done nothing wrong?"
He was serious and solemn, "I am very grateful to her, grateful to her for tolerating me, a son of a sinner, and grateful to her for everything she has done for me. Not all children can grow up beside their parents. Those who are blessed by their parents, we just grow up in another way."
, caring about each other is just different from other families. I don’t hate it, and I have no regrets..."
He looked at the reporters who were dedicated to digging out eye-catching gossip and said: "The dead are the most important. Ms. Gu has left this world. Everyone who respects her efforts and achievements should not continue to criticize her after her death."
It is inappropriate to use a dead person to hype these things about her. I hope you can stop it here."
Finally, he pushed aside the silent reporters and walked out.
He saw Gu Mo's deeds still being played on the big screen across the street, and said softly:
——My mother, I wish you peace and success in your next life, joy and worry-free life, and good health throughout your life.
