When he was first reborn, Shao Ting only wanted Gu Mo to die.
His body and even his soul were driven by a wave of resentment. Even if he realized that this Gu Mo might not be the same Gu Mo in his previous life, there was nothing he could do to stop him from this crazy idea.
He wanted Gu Mo to die, and everyone who had wronged him in his previous life to die.
However, the reality is very touching. He was reborn, and everything that happened after his rebirth was completely opposite to what happened in his previous life.
The selfish and cold-blooded mother turned into a domineering and tolerant master.
His biological brother who was always against him and doing things bad for him became his senior brother.
Those who had some grievances with him all became his senior brothers and sisters.
The whole world was full of fantasy, making him feel as if he had had an unrealistic dream.
He was erratic in his dreams. One moment he wanted to kill Gu Mo, and the other moment he missed Gu Mo's kindness to him.
It was him in the previous life who wanted to kill Gu Mo, and he could tell many reasons why he had to kill Gu Mo.
He was the one who didn't want to kill Gu Mo in this life, and he could also give many reasons not to kill Gu Mo, and he was firmly opposed to his reborn self attacking Gu Mo.
Gu Mo may not know how to be a good teacher or mother, but she is using what she thinks is the best way to educate every child well and warm every child's cold heart.
The Gu Mo in the two Shao Ting's hearts is two completely different people.
Shao Ting didn't know how long the two of them struggled. In short, in the end, the reborn self seemed to be assimilated by the unreborn self. He would only scream in his heart all day long that he wanted to kill Gu Mo, but when it came time to do it,
At the same time, I found that I was too soft-handed.
Gu Mo has been pretending to know nothing, but Shao Ting knows that she must know.
She is so capable, omnipotent and omniscient, how could she not even notice the strange things happening to her apprentice?
But she chose to be tolerant, she chose to pretend not to know, let him adapt slowly, and enlightened him when appropriate.
Although the words of enlightenment are very poisonous and the method of enlightenment is very simple and crude, I have to admit that this method of enlightenment is very effective.
Later, Shao Ting discovered that, like Gu Zhao, his mentality had become more and more peaceful, and he had even completely distinguished the Gu Mo in this life from the Gu Mo in the previous life, and treated him as two people.
However, Gu Mo had let go, but there was still a thorn in his heart.
He didn't know what the thorn was, but Gu Mo knew, so she drove them all down the mountain and let them go to the world of martial arts.
After traveling around the world for three years, Shao Ting finally understood Gu Mo's intentions.
In his previous life, he stood in a dark corner and looked at the entire world. The world he saw was certainly the darkest.
But now, in another identity, while possessing knowledge and force, he stood at the height of a strong man in the world, and his mind suddenly became different.
There are bad people and good people in this world.
Not all masters are so despicable and shameless, not all mothers are so selfish and cold-blooded...
There are thousands of people in this world, and people in this world interact with each other differently. The darkness he saw in his eyes before turned out to be just a drop in the ocean. There are far more heart-warming things in this world than those darkness.
For example, his current master, his brothers and sisters, and all kinds of people he met in the world...
If he didn't go down the mountain, his attention would always be on the hatred of his previous life, and he might end up trapping himself in that dead end. He would never know that when he is willing to brush away the darkness in front of his eyes, he will see the light.
It's so bright and warm.
But he no longer had that hatred in his heart, and the unreborn Shao Ting came back again.
Only then did Shao Ting realize that he had never been reborn from beginning to end.
Once a person's soul is gone, it is gone. If there is no great opportunity, how can he be reborn?
If you are reborn, then where can your soul, which has never experienced all this, go?
Therefore, what he thought was rebirth was just a trace of unwilling consciousness and resentment from his previous life that returned to the past and dominated his entire body, suppressing the consciousness that had not been reborn.
It's like implanting a sudden memory in another person's mind. The difference is that this memory itself is what happened to him.
When he let go of that painful memory, the resentment dissipated, and the two consciousnesses merged with each other.
He is still Shao Ting, but he is a Shao Ting with an additional consciousness and experience.
If he had never met Gu Mo in this life and everything continued to develop according to the trajectory of his previous life, then he would still end up becoming the miserable Shao Ting he was in his previous life.
However, he was taught very well by Gu Mo in this life, and he was tolerant and tolerant, slowly resolving the hostility of his previous life, instead of being influenced by the hostility of his current life.
He truly gained a new life and grew into the kind of person he once most envied and wanted to be.
Later, Shao Ting also found a woman he liked.
He was born with a slow-tempered temper, and the woman pursued him persistently for several years before he let down his guard.
When they got married, Gu Mo also came, as did all his classmates, and even Gu Zhao came with gifts.
For the first time, Gu Zhao patted his shoulder calmly.
"Congratulations."
Shao Ting knew that Gu Zhao's experience was the same as his.
They had all resented each other and almost lost themselves in this resentment.
However, they were so lucky in this life to have met a master who was willing to patiently teach them and tolerate them, and finally allowed them to get out of the dead end.
Congratulations.
Two words, but it said everything. The brothers knew each other well, but they didn't tell them.
it is more than words.
Later, Gu Zhao also got married, and later, they each had their own children.
He often takes his children to see Gu Mo and teaches them carefully, just like Gu Mo once taught him.
Many years passed in the blink of an eye. When their father, a monk, heard that he was going to die, he actually wanted to see his children, and word spread from the Shaolin Temple.
The Shaolin Temple's words are high-sounding, and they advise Pei Jingzhi's children to let go of the past when it's time to let it go.
The implication is that people are about to die, and if you don’t take a look and fulfill the last wish of the dead person, are you still human?
I don’t know if others have gone to Shaoting, but none of his senior brothers and sisters have gone.
Because they have all given up, and the one who cannot let go is Pei Jingzhi himself, otherwise he would not want to see them before he dies.
But if he can't let go, what does it have to do with them?
They had already returned home, and the guilt and self-blame that Pei Jingzhi was obsessed with had long been nothing to them.
Not long after, the news of Pei Jingzhi's death came.
Everyone in the world is lamenting that he was such a romantic person, but in the end he was ruined by this romantic persona, and all his romantic affairs became a joke.
The elders used Pei Jingzhi as a negative example when teaching younger generations.
Later, Gu Mo also left. Neither Shao Ting nor Gu Zhao ever asked Gu Mo what happened to his mother in his previous life.
Because that's not important.
No matter what price she paid to get the Gu Mo she is now, they no longer resented her, and they were no longer her sons.
They are strangers who have no relationship with each other.
A hundred years later, Shao Ting and Gu Zhao also left this world one after another, accompanied by their children and grandchildren. Unexpectedly, the two brothers actually met Gu Mo.
To be precise, it was the woman they had resented in their previous life.
This woman was very dissatisfied with the task Gu Mo had completed and insisted on going back to the past to compensate her son.
The way Gu Mo treated her was to let her witness the lives of Shao Ting and Gu Zhao in this life.
This made this woman even more unwilling. He was obviously her son, but he had never been so filial to her. Why could he be so filial to Gu Mo?
When her two sons were alive, she couldn't go to them and tell them the truth. Now that they are dead, she can finally see them and tell them how badly they were deceived by that woman.
"Children, I am your biological mother, your biological mother..."
"I know I did a lot of wrong things in my last life, but I already know that I was wrong. I just want to do it again and make it up to you."
"So I exchanged my soul with that woman. I just hope that I can make up for the harm I did to you and let you know that mother loves you..."
"But mother didn't expect that that woman would be so ambitious to teach you like this and snatch you all away. Mother really regrets it. If she had known, mother would have gone back and taught you personally, so she wouldn't have let you consider yourself a thief and a mother.
Already..."
After living for such a long time, the two brothers' minds have become much more open than when they were young. Now that they see this woman who they hated so much in their previous life, they feel very calm inside.
If this woman is really reborn, they will only be destroyed by this woman just like they were in their previous life.
Because this woman doesn't have Gu Mo's broadmindedness, nor does she have Gu Mo's patience.
Do you really think that after a person reaches enlightenment and is reborn, he can do things that he failed to do in his previous life?
If it was really that easy, when they were first reborn, they wouldn't be full of rage and just want to kill people.
And the reason why they have become so good now is because of Gu Mo's correct guidance.
But this woman had a whimsical feeling that if Gu Mo could do it, she could do it too.
She clearly only saw how well they respected and loved Gu Mo and how well he was raised by Gu Mo, but she never saw how much effort Gu Mo put into educating them...
From beginning to end, she only wanted to pick the fruits of victory, ignoring the hardships of cultivating a fruit tree.
However, the two brothers did not defend her, they just said: "We are all very grateful to you..."
The woman thought that her two sons were grateful for her efforts for them, but she did not expect that the two sons would say: "Thank you for bringing her to us and bringing us a new life. We no longer resent you, and we no longer need your help."
It’s time to make up for it. The bond between mother and son has ended. If there is a next life, I hope we won’t be mother and son anymore..."
The woman was so shocked that she couldn't accept it. After knowing the truth, her two sons reacted like this.
In the end, this remaining trace of soul completely dissipated, and she didn't understand what she had done wrong.
She wanted to pay the price of her soul to make up for her two sons. Wasn't her sacrifice huge enough?
Why don't they want to call themselves mother? Why don't they want to be mother and son with her in the next life?
It wasn't until she was completely shaken that she suddenly realized where she had failed.
