Xiao Zheng's nerves were like electric waves passing by, reminding him that he could indulge at this moment. But his reason was telling him that if he couldn't restrain himself now, where would he fall into purgatory and what vortex would he fall into?
It’s unknown! How he will face Xiao Jingyu? Will he be able to get along with Fang Ya as freely as he is now? All will become unknown.
Finally, the matter with his ex-girlfriend Chen Hong came to an end, and he could live his life openly. He didn't want to fall into confusion again because of the affair between men and women. Xiao Zheng let Fang Ya lean against him, with both hands
He remained propped up on the desk behind him and did not touch any part of Fang Ya's body.
"Minister Fang, I came to your room to tell you something. It's not this..." Xiao Zheng tried to restrain himself.
Fang Ya still looked at him with a smile: "Not 'which'?" Xiao Zheng looked at Fang Ya's body and said, "It's not because I want to get so close to you." Fang Ya asked: "Don't you really mean anything to me?
Feeling?" Xiao Zheng said truthfully: "Yes. But I can't." Fang Ya smiled again: "Because of Xiao Jingyu?" Xiao Zheng nodded without thinking.
Fang Ya said: "But now we are thousands of miles away from Jingzhou, and she has no idea what we are doing. When we go back, we will pretend that nothing happened? Isn't that good?"
"Not good." Xiao Zheng shook his head, "As a person, what I did is what I did. I can't treat it like nothing happened. If we had that kind of relationship, I'm afraid I would have feelings for you. But I
You can't have feelings for two people at the same time. I already have feelings for Xiao Jingyu, so I can't have feelings for you anymore."
From what Fang Ya heard, Xiao Zheng was very likely to fall in love with her, but he couldn't do it. Fang Ya's long and slender legs took a step back, separated from Xiao Zheng, stared at Xiao Zheng and said: "You are this person
, why do you have to distinguish so clearly? Do you know? If the water is clear, there will be no fish! If you distinguish everything so clearly, you will miss a lot of wonderful things!"
Xiao Zheng smiled bitterly and said: "There were many unclear and unclear things in my life before. My life was a mess and my life was not managed well. So, I don't want to go back to those days now.
Minister Fang, I can never repay you for your kindness to me, I will always keep you in my heart."
Fang Ya disagreed, "I don't want you to only keep me in your heart. Between the male and female protagonists, there must be not only a 'heart', but also a 'body'. This is the 'fusion of body and mind'. Today, I won't force you to
But, I believe that one day, you will want to be with me, not only in your heart, but also in your body. Because I believe that people's hearts will change. Sometimes I think so, but if the environment changes, it will change.
Depending on your mood, it’s entirely possible to think that way. I can wait for you.”
Yes, it is too easy for the human heart to change. The human heart is a relatively fixed body in shape, but mentally it is an unruly and turbulent ocean. To be honest, Xiao Zheng doesn't know if he will change.
, when will it change? All he can control is now.
Fang Ya had left his body, and the strong sensory stimulation was temporarily cut off. Xiao Zheng calmed down and quickly changed the subject and said: "Minister Fang, in fact, the place where the dragon-shaped and phoenix-shaped lightning occurred was not in Helan Mountain, but in Helan Mountain.
It's in Panshan." Fang Ya was taken aback and asked, "How did you know?"
Fang Ya still believed that the lightning vision occurred in Helan Mountain. This time she decided to go to Panshan Mountain purely because of her duty. She did not know that the phoenix-shaped lightning was actually in Panshan Mountain!
Xiao Zheng said: "I asked Director Jiang Xiaohui and Director Wang Lan about that photo, and they all confirmed that it was in Panshan Mountain, not Helan Mountain." Fang Ya was delighted: "Really? That's great.
We can not only complete the tasks assigned by Secretary Lu, but also look for those magical phoenix-shaped and dragon-shaped lightning bolts. It’s really the best of both worlds.”
Xiao Zheng had already told Fang Ya what he wanted to say, and he said goodbye: "Then you should go to bed early, I'm afraid I'll leave early tomorrow morning." Fang Ya smiled and said, "Okay." Then, she looked at Xiao
Zheng walked out of the room and closed the door. A meaningful smile appeared on her face.
Xiao Zheng returned to the room. Ma Kai just came out of the bathroom. When he saw Xiao Zheng, he asked: "Do you know where I signed up?" Xiao Zheng thought about it and said, "To Helan Mountain?" Ma Kai crossed his hands and said:
"Wrong. I'm going to Panshan. Do you know why?" Xiao Zheng thought for a while and said, "Is it because Director Wang Lan also went to Panshan?" Ma Kai chuckled and said, "Clever! You guessed it." Xiao Zheng
He said: "Is there any need to guess? I see that you have been obsessed with it these past two days. Can you help me ask who are the people who went to Panshan this time?"
"Are you waiting to tell me? I asked Wang Lan a long time ago!" Ma Kai said proudly, wiping his hair with a white towel with one hand, and stretched out the other hand, clasped his fingers and said: "We are from the ancient group here.
Director, Director Fang, I, you, Jiang Xiaohui, Ninggan side is equipped with deputy director Wang Lan, and a driver to accompany us. Because we plan to use a seven-seater Jeep off-road vehicle, Ninggan side does not have more
Anyway, when they arrive at the city or county over there, there will be people who will come out to receive them." Xiao Zheng said: "It's not about the number of people, but the quality."
Ma Kai glanced at Xiao Zheng and said, "You are very insightful in your words." Xiao Zheng said, "I think for you, Ma Chu, all you need is Director Wang Lan to go, right?" Ma Kai said with a sly smile.
"That's right, in fact, I better hope that none of you will go. Just Wang Lan and I, the towering plateau, the vast desert, the sunset over the long river, isn't it romantic enough for anything good to happen?" Xiao Zheng scolded: "
I'm afraid it won't be as wonderful as you think. Maybe the car will break down, there will be no food or water, the cold wind will blow and the snow will fall, and I will die!"
"You crow's mouth!" Ma Kai wiped his hair with one hand and kicked Xiao Zheng suddenly. He did not expect that Xiao Zheng had practiced Kung Fu and his perception was different from ordinary people. He moved his steps and dodged. But Ma Kai
Kai originally thought he could kick Xiao Zheng, but his kick missed and his body lost balance. His feet wearing disposable slippers slipped on the floor, and he fell straight to the ground with a muffled "bang" sound.
Xiao Zheng immediately went to help Ma Kai up, "Are you okay?" Ma Kai's elbows, ribs and butt were all hurt from the fall, but it was hard to show it. After all, he wanted to kick someone, and now he couldn't steal the chicken.
Lose a lot of rice! Ma Kai said: "Of course it's okay." After saying that, he blew dry his hair, then fell on the bed, rubbing his arms and sending a message to Wang Lan.
It was almost eleven o'clock that night, Xiao Zheng and Ma Kai both received a text message from Wang Lan, deputy director of the Ninggan Provincial Reception Office:
"Dear leaders, tomorrow's inspection team for Panshan poverty alleviation work will set off on time at 30:30 in the morning. Please go to bed early and get up early for breakfast tomorrow. Bring your belongings and gather in the hotel lobby at 15:00. Thank you for your hard work. Please feel free to follow me if you have anything.
I'll contact you and I'll be on call 24 hours a day. Wang Lan."
Xiao Zheng looked at it. If he set out at 30:30, he would have to get up at 5:30. There was not much time to sleep, and he didn't know why Ninggan arranged it so early. But he was so active, and it was not convenient to ask for it to be late.
One o'clock. Xiao Zheng said: "Go to bed quickly, otherwise you won't be able to get up tomorrow." Ma Kai sighed: "Wang Lan has worked too hard. She is still sending text messages now. She has to arrange other things. It is estimated that she will go to bed before twelve o'clock in the evening."
I can't sleep anymore." Ma Kai began to feel sorry for Wang Lan.
Xiao Zheng said: "Then you do something for her tomorrow." Ma Kai nodded and said: "Well, let her sit next to me tomorrow. I will lend her my shoulder and let her sleep on my shoulder on the way.
"
Xiao Zheng said disapprovingly: "You are not helping her, you are taking advantage of her!" Ma Kai said: "There is something wrong with the way you look at the problem. We really appreciate each other and have feelings for each other." Xiao Zheng said:
"No more, go to bed quickly." Ma Kai originally wanted to talk about himself and Wang Lan, but Xiao Zheng turned around and fell asleep, and he had no choice.
At about 5:30 the next morning, all the cadres who went to Panshan were called by the hotel phone. Everyone was sleepy, washed up, had breakfast, and then gathered in the lobby with their luggage. Deputy Director Wang Lan was already waiting with the driver below.
I don't know how many hours she slept that night. The work at the reception desk is difficult and very hard, but Wang Lan's face doesn't show how tired she is.
She was still smiling, greeting everyone, talking, and entertaining. Xiao Zheng guessed that a person's current state is closely related to her past. Wang Lan may have been hungry and suffered when she was a child, so she has no feelings about the present.
They don't care about the tediousness and hard work. On the contrary, if a girl like He Xue was pampered since she was a child, she might not be able to bear it long ago.
People going to Panshan all got on the bus at half past 30 and started driving.
Someone asked Wang Lan when the group going to Helan Mountain would set off. Wang Lan said that they would set off on time at 30:30. Wang Lan also explained that Panshan Mountain and Helan Mountain are very different. The first point is the road difference. This trip into Panshan District requires a long journey.
We visited three cities in total, namely: Xishi, Shanpan City, and Haitou City. The further you go into the mountainous area, the fewer people there are, the harder the road is, and the poorer the people are. We set out early this morning because I wanted to get there before lunch.
, arrived at Xishi.
This West City is the closest city to the provincial capital Yinzhou. It is about 200 kilometers away, but it takes five hours to walk on the mountain road, so everyone must be mentally prepared. When the time comes, we will decide whether to go or not based on the time and everyone's physical condition.
Heading further into the mountains.
Team leader Gu asked Jiang Xiaohui: "Director Xiaohui, which city is your hometown?" Gu Cuiping is currently the team leader and can completely decide the schedule. Jiang Xiaohui said: "Team leader Gu, I will report to you.
Next, my hometown is in Haitou City, which is the deepest mountainous area in Panshan." Gu Cuiping asked curiously: "Why is it called 'Haitou City'? Is there a sea?"
Jiang Xiaohui said awkwardly: "There is no sea. 'Haitou', the old people in our village said, means 'the end of the sea'. We have never seen the sea. People in our village have to go more than ten miles away to drink water."
The water well outside is dragged back with a hand truck."
Gu Cuiping and all the cadres in the car couldn't help but gasped after hearing this. Is there such a backward place in this era? Gu Cuiping said: "Then we will go to your hometown."
Jiang Xiaohui was excited, but she still said: "Team leader Gu, my hometown is too far away and the mountain roads are very difficult to walk." Gu Cuiping said: "This time, our inspection team must see the most difficult place.
, otherwise we cannot scientifically formulate poverty alleviation plans, and this matter will be settled as it is.”
When Gu Cuiping said this, Xiao Zheng felt warm in his heart.