Shen Shu was startled and stepped forward quickly.
Because she took a lantern when she went out today, and the candlelight of the lantern illuminated the table, and from this, she could see clearly what was on the table.
It turned out to be all kinds of poisons and all kinds of poisons.
She only glanced at it and didn't dare to look at it. She hurriedly withdrew her gaze and raised her eyes to look at Lin Zhi again.
Lin Zhi met her probing gaze and sighed in his heart.
Alas, she was discovered after all.
I wonder if this time, after she realizes his badness and absurdity more deeply, will she turn around and leave?
He thought so, and the next moment, he was hugged into Shen Shu's arms.
The dark night made Lin Zhi's feelings very clear. He could feel Shen Shu's trembling body and slightly accelerated heartbeat, and he could also feel her hesitation in speaking.
At the same time, the white cat outside the house gave a worried "meow" sound after feeling that Shen Shu had not come out for a long time.
Shen Shu reacted after hearing the cat's meow and whispered, "Azhi, can you still leave? Let's go back first."
Lin Zhi said "hmm". At this time, the pain on his body had eased a lot. Shen Shu deliberately walked slower to accommodate him. He followed her footsteps and went out with her.
When the white cat saw Shen Shu coming out, it immediately came up to him happily. After seeing Lin Zhi next to Shen Shu, it swooped again and disappeared without knowing where it went. Even the mice on the ground were gone. Didn't even have time to take it away.
Lin Zhi looked at the half-dead rat on the ground and let out a "tsk" sound.
He is so bad that even cats are afraid of him.
The two quickly returned to the house. Shen Shu was afraid that Lin Zhi would feel uncomfortable, so she raised her hand and took off his coat, then lay on the bed and hugged him.
She originally had many things to ask Lin Zhi, but since Lin Zhi was ill, those words were not as important as Lin Zhi's illness.
After all, she still couldn't bear to let him suffer, even though the suffering he suffered was probably self-inflicted.
She pressed her face against Lin Zhi's and suddenly said, "Azhi."
Lin Zhi said softly "Hmm".
She suddenly became very unhappy and deliberately slapped her warm breath on Lin Zhi's face, making him feel a lot of itching. She also controlled his hands to prevent him from raising his hands to scratch.
Lin Zhi had always let her do everything. He just silently endured the itch she brought to him, until Shen Shu didn't want to continue, buried her head in his chest, and said in a low voice, "Azhi, why?"
Lin Zhi didn't know how to answer this question at all.
He lived a ridiculous life for the first twenty-two years, from his mother's poisoning to his own poisoning.
It was so ridiculous that he hugged Shen Shu tightly but couldn't say a word.
Fortunately, Shen Shu didn't expect him to speak.
When she was a psychiatrist, she met many patients, and she knew that there was a lot of unexplainable suffering in the world.
Because I couldn't express it, and others couldn't understand it, I could only bear it silently. As a result, I lived in depression day after day, and eventually collapsed slowly.
She then hugged Lin Zhi even tighter, and after Lin Zhi was silent for a long time, she spoke softly, "It's okay, Ah Zhi, it'll be okay if you don't tell me."
…
The next day, Shen Shu left early in the morning.
Lin Zhi was awake when she left, but he didn't stop her. He closed his eyes quietly, but kept listening to her thin voice in his ears.
After she left the door, he opened his eyes, stood up, and looked to his side, where Shen Shu had just slept.
He put his hand into Shen Shu's quilt and felt her remaining warmth with his fingertips for a long time. He took his hand out only when even the last trace of warmth disappeared.
At the same time, Chang Lan, who had gotten up early to practice martial arts, saw Shen Shu who was about to leave. He was obviously panicked and even made wrong moves in his sword dance.
Fortunately, Shen Shu didn't notice. Chang Lan stopped dancing with his sword and hurriedly stopped in front of Shen Shu and asked, "Miss Shen..."
She was on duty last night. When Lin Zhi and Shen Shu left the hut together, she was watching from the tree next to them.
In fact, she also saw it when Shen Shu went in, but Lin Zhi did not give an order not to allow Shen Shu to go there. The secret guard could not make decisions without the master's order, so even if she was anxious, she could not stop.
So she knew what happened between Shen Shu and Lin Zhi, and she was very scared because of it. Shen Shu left because of this incident.
She had followed Lin Zhi since she was a child. She knew that Lin Zhi had suffered a lot and had seen Shen Shu's gentleness and kindness, so she naturally didn't want them to separate.
She hesitated for a long time, debating whether to tell the incident or not. Shen Shu spoke first, "Chang Lan, what's wrong?"
The sun fell on Shen Shu's body, making her whole body very gentle. Looking at her soft brows, Chang Lan finally made up his mind and asked first, "What is Miss Shen going to do?"
"Go back to Marquis Jingning's Mansion." Shen Shu smiled.
"Miss Shen!" As soon as Chang Lan heard that she was going back to the Hou Mansion, he knew that she was leaving Lin Zhi, and she looked a little anxious.
Just when she was about to say that, Chang Xin suddenly came from a distance and patted her on the shoulder.
Chang Lan turned around and saw Chang Xin's fangs, "Sister Chang Lan, it's your turn to teach that little brat today."
"Let me say a few words to Miss Shen first." She took Shen Shu's hand and led Shen Shu away.
Chang Xin looked at the two people's backs, immediately put away his smile, and said with a sigh, "Some people want to be punished, and there is really nothing to stop them."
After he finished sighing, his eyes suddenly lit up again, "But since Chang Lan went to talk to Miss Shen, won't that little brat have no one to beat him up? It's such a good job, so of course I have to do it."
He then stopped caring about Chang Lan and happily went to find Shen Xiao.
…
At night, Lin Zhi looked at the table full of food alone. Although they were all delicious and delicious, he had no appetite at all.
He suddenly raised his head to look at Changfeng standing aside, and suddenly ordered, "Sit down and eat."
Changfeng was stunned for a moment. Although he was a little confused, he still sat down and ate the food on the table.
Lin Zhi raised his head and watched him eat for a while, then lowered his eyes.
The food didn't seem to taste good at all to Chang Feng. It was not as appetizing as when Shen Shu ate it.
He still hasn't been able to figure out why Shen Shu enjoys everything she eats so much. Instead, she has developed a bad habit of being unable to eat without her.
I want to hug her, kiss her, and coax her. Even if she is more willful and treats him badly, it doesn't matter.
However...these are just extravagant hopes after all.
Even he knew that he would be better off if she left him.
She finally chose to leave.
He should be happy for her, finally getting rid of such a bad and annoying person like him.
He raised his hand to pick up a piece of tofu and put it into his mouth.
Still... can't taste anything...
At night, he took a bath as usual, but there was no longer that warm and soft person in the bath. He lay down as usual, and no one was immersed in medical books beside him.
His life suddenly became very empty, empty except for the intrigues with the prince and emperor, and nothing else could be left.
But his original life was like this, as boring and dull as his tongue that never tasted.
Until Shen Shu appeared and gave him the first taste of sweetness in his life. From then on, he became addicted to her taste and always wanted to taste it in different ways.
And now, his sweetness, his candy is gone.
…
At the same time, Shen Shu had just returned to the palace.
Today is Chang Xin's night vigil. When Chang Xin saw Shen Shu, he still showed his little fangs and said, "Hello, Miss Shen."
Shen Shu nodded towards him and asked, "How is the prince?"
When she returned to Jingninghou's mansion today, she actually wanted to inquire about Lin Zhi's past from Jingninghou.
But after all, she was still a little angry at what he had done recently, so she didn't tell Lin Zhi.
I don't know if he will be sad.
"I don't know. How can we, the subordinates, guess what the prince is thinking?" Chang Xin replied with a smile. Shen Shu said "hmm", walked to Lin Zhi's door, and pushed it open. Door.
When Lin Zhi heard the sound of the door being opened, he subconsciously looked toward the door and saw Shen Shu in purple.
The action of opening the door brought a gust of gentle wind, causing the corners of her clothes to float slightly, like a fairy falling from the sky.
After Shen Shu pushed the door open, the poison in her body suddenly broke out, and she vomited out a mouthful of blood, which shocked Chang Xin.
She endured the pain and closed the door to prevent Chang Xin from seeing her embarrassment again, then raised her head and looked directly at Lin Zhi.
The blood she spit out stained the purple clothes she was wearing, adding a mottled red color to the purple clothes.
Lin Zhi had been making and taking poisons since he was very young. Naturally, he had also taken the poison that Shen Shu was poisoned with.
Therefore, he also knew how painful it was to sit on the poisonous hair.
At first, it hurts all over the body, and then the pain makes the whole body convulse. However, it does not torture the person to death, but only makes the person experience the pain bit by bit.
Shen Shu felt the pain in her body and held herself up to prevent herself from collapsing to the ground.
What we learned from Jing Ninghou and Chang Lan about Lin Zhi's experience was, after all, too thin.
So she personally took the poison he had taken to experience his pain.
She wanted to speak, but her voice was very soft.
she heard herself say.
"Lin Zhi, when you were sick in the past, I hugged you and coaxed you. Now that I'm sick, can you hug me and coax me too?"
The next moment, Lin Zhi couldn't bear it anymore and stepped forward to hold her in his arms.
Even though her whole body was full of pain, Shen Shu raised her hands and hugged his neck hard, put her lips to his ear and spoke, "Azhi, I know that your illness needs a child to cure, I Don’t be afraid of suffering or pain, how about we have a baby?”
[This is a big chapter, and the next chapter will be in the middle of the night, so don’t wait. It’s very difficult for me to write the climax...]