[The second phase of the ptsd patient simulation course ended, c-, passed.]
[Evaluation: Passed, but not completely qualified. There were too many traces of early acting, the character was distorted, and the acting skills need to be improved!]
The rain hadn't stopped yet and the sky was still dark. Xia Yu opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling until another bolt of lightning struck.
"Rumble--"
The sound of thunder hit his ears, and Xia Yu woke up suddenly, staring at the ceiling, unable to let go for a long time. In his mind was the scene where she chose to commit suicide.
She felt heavy and grateful, "Fortunately, it was just a simulation course. If it were a real course, memories would be blocked and subconscious experiences would be opened... I'm afraid it would take ten days and a half to get out of the shadow of death."
This is because the system has its own negative mental clearing function, otherwise she would not dare to try it, fearing that with more and more courses, the negative emotions will accumulate too much, and it is very likely that she will really be driven into a mental illness in the future.
Schizophrenia patient!
[Ding—The salted fish host barely meets the criteria for starting the third stage of the course. Should we proceed with the third stage, the subconscious experience stage course? 】
When a prompt came in front of him, Xia Yu refused directly and chose to postpone the course.
Are you kidding me? Her mind was shaken violently during the simulation course. She closed her memory and experienced it subconsciously. She was going to try it again?!
impossible.
At least she doesn't have this idea at the moment. Fortunately, the third-stage course system will not make it mandatory.
Putting his index finger and palm on his face to wipe away his tears, Xia Yu breathed out, "Fortunately, it's only seven days."
If you go through the plot from beginning to end, starting from the kidnapping scene and playing it for several years...
Xia Yuzhen couldn't guarantee whether he would be depressed again.
Yuanbao was nestled in her arms. The little guy was so dark that he almost blended into the night. He slept like a little piggy, snoring and burping.
Xia Yu pinched its tender black jiojio and then stood up.
The scene time set by the system is consistent with reality. Xia Yu didn't pay attention to the specific ratio, but it will be compressed to within eight hours. Therefore, after glancing at the alarm clock showing four-thirty, Xia Yu didn't pay too much attention to it.
Tangled.
She took a bottle of mineral water from the corner and drank most of it. Since it was still raining outside, Xia Yu did a set of Baguazhang on the spot in the room, waiting for the dull and depressed feeling in her heart to slowly dissipate.
The eyes are much clearer, but still gloomy.
Stretching, he murmured to himself, "Exercise is the best way to help get rid of depression. It would be even better if I could get some sunshine."
This is what Xia Yu does every day after receiving the original owner's memory of severe depression, in addition to psychological counseling.
Looking back, Xia Yu couldn't help but wipe the non-existent cold sweat on his head. This night's class was shocking and exciting!
In the first stage, Xia Yu was like watching the plot from the beginning to the end from a third-person perspective.
The second stage is different. If she wants to pass the level, she must integrate into the character and experience it realistically.
She went from imitating every move of a mentally ill patient to the point where she could no longer distinguish herself.
The seven-day real-life simulation course was far more profound than the filming of "Stunning Beauty". Halfway through the plot, Xia Yu started to get confused.
Everyone is 'real', and she gradually recognizes the reality of this world. As time goes by, she becomes Xia Yu.
When the plot reached its climax, she even had a hallucination. In that case, if the filming were to take place in the real world, the director would definitely stop the filming. At this time, she already had psychological problems.
However, with the system as the backing, Xia Yu allowed the character to control his consciousness.
On the sixth day of the plot, even a normal person with only one hundred milliliters of water would be almost dying and on the verge of death.
It was on this day that Xia Yu was awakened, no longer escaping, and regained his memory.
But she did not choose to be a kind person. She felt that she was not worthy. The family of three had never done anything sorry to others in their lives, but what did she get in the end?
There was no way she could ignore her conscience and spend a lifetime of pain to forgive those parents who had raised a 'devil'.
So she did the only wrong thing in her life, but in the end she couldn't reconcile with herself.
In the early morning of the seventh day, she committed suicide.
Xia Yu died in the observation room holding his son's favorite stuffed bear during his lifetime.
At the end of the observation phase when Xia Yu died, the perspective was given to the two cameras in the observation room...
"Well, this is the third time I've experienced death, right?" After fully waking up, Xia Yu sarcastically said to himself.
Isn't that right? I dare not say anything else. If she were to act in this type of drama again, she wouldn't have to prepare too much and she would be able to act directly.
"But this is my first time playing a mentally ill person, so it's safer to write down these experiences as soon as possible."
Although Xia Yu has an excellent memory, he still firmly believes that a good memory is not as good as a bad writing. Even if the notes exist and are forgotten later, they can be recalled through the notes.
Four o'clock in May was the last early morning in the imperial capital yesterday, and it was also the first early morning this morning.
The wind is very tired and gentle.
When Xia Yu woke up from his dream, he was not tired at all, but felt that he had endless strength.
She began to review the experience gained from this simulation course and sort out the details of the new script to verify each other.
Tao Tang got up early, the rain had stopped long ago, ordered breakfast, and was about to ask Xia Yu to have breakfast when he saw this scene.
Xia Yu was writing furiously, and the little guy squatted in front of the table. From time to time, he would use his little paw to pull Xia Yu's pen or notebook. At that scene, Tao Tang couldn't help but smile knowingly.
"Don't move!" Xia Yu slapped Yuanbao's chubby little head. She was most annoyed when others made trouble while she was working!
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" Yuan Bao moaned while happily trying to trouble Xia Yu, 'Anyway, I'm thick-skinned, and you can't bear to kill me, so what!'
There was a knock on the half-open door. Tao Tang shook the food in his hand and said, "It's time to take a rest and replenish some energy."
Xia Yu didn't even raise his head, and made an OK gesture, "I understand, Sister Tang, you eat first, I'll be here later."
As a result, Xia Yu came out half a day later, holding a small piece of fried dough stick in his mouth and a cup of soy milk before he went back into the room.
Tao Tang didn't say much, knowing that in order to fit the role, Xia Yu had already begun to adjust his diet in a planned way.
The public outcry against Xia Yu's comeback has passed. Xia Yu's lack of response made the fists of the black fans and trolls seem to be hitting cotton. They seemed to be angry, but they became more and more lackluster. In addition, the influence of Wei Jingcheng's studio
As time went by, opposition voices online gradually became smaller.
There is also Yu Junhao, who has just won the Best Actor Award and is currently in the limelight. The movie he won the award for will also be released in May. It is very eye-catching. How can the media spend their time on something that will not make them continue to make a lot of money?
On a has-been actress.
That's all.
A week after Cheng Yun joined Tianhe Times, he called Tao Tang. The two of them drifted apart, both for their own reasons.
Cheng Yun didn't say anything like "If you need anything, you can contact her at any time."
Too hypocritical.
She doesn't hate Tao Tang, but remains grateful. However, she also doesn't like Xia Yu. She has a deep prejudice and cannot really help her.
The two of them spoke very politely, and after working together for many years, they both had only one sentence in mind -