In the early morning, Xia Yu woke up from the system class. The swarthy little guy was still sleeping sprawled out on another pillow. His sleeping posture was definitely not elegant enough. Xia Yu usually wakes it up with a "pia" sound, so forget it today.
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She stood up and opened the curtains and took a look at the still gray sky. It was rare that she did not change her clothes immediately and go downstairs for morning exercise. Instead, she entered the study room connected to the apartment and sat at her desk. There was a courseware on it.
——[An orphaned mother].
A week has passed since the celebration reception for "Jinling Festival". After the celebration reception, Xia Yu devoted himself wholeheartedly to character research for "Trafficking Crime". In the past month or so, Xia Yu also took courses, but his focus was on perfecting the world of the script.
This piece.
During this week, she chose seven different courses and experienced seven different stages of the world of an orphaned mother. The course finally ended early this morning, and the grading section also changed from B at the beginning.
, to the last a, the overall feeling is very deep.
As an unmarried person who has never been a mother, I finally realize how much pressure a mother has to endure, and how painful a life a mother who values her children will go through after losing or losing her child...
And "lost a child in youth", "lost a child in youth", "lost a child in prime age", "lost a child in middle age", "lost a child in old age"... the pain, feelings and degree of madness in each stage of life are also very different.
- This child is a child.
What does a mother who has lost an orphan look like in her eyes? It is a gloomy, dark, and colorless world - she has been pregnant for nearly ten months, how much she looks forward to the birth of her child, and how desperate she feels the moment the child dies!
If you don’t move, there will be shadows of your children’s growth in every corner you look at;
After moving, I can't help but feel heartache and longing, and I can't sleep for a long time. When I close my eyes, I see the children in front of me, who are either happy, in pain, or sleeping for a long time. I listen to them from time to time.
From childhood to adulthood, I kept calling mother, mother...
This is the first time that Xia Yu comes up and starts an immersive experience. This is the step he will take after all...
This may even lead to insanity. In one of the lessons about the loss of a son in old age, Xia Yu ran to his son's graveyard with all his strength, regardless of the scorching sun or heavy rain. In the end, because he missed his son too much, he froze to death in the graveyard on a snowy day.
beside……
Xia Yu had never received this script before, and before taking the course, she thought that there should not be such a strong mother-child relationship, right? Because the feeling Ms. Yu Heng gave her was often too frivolous. Although Mrs. Zhuang had
, But she is very restrained, because of the existence of Mr. Zhuang, she will be more patient - but when she truly becomes a mother, experiencing from pregnancy to childbirth, to growth... she found that - she may have underestimated maternal love,
We underestimate family affection. If there is the purest emotion in the world, it must be maternal love!
Not absolutely, but most mothers with upright views are like this...
Seven courses, only for teenagers. A young mother who is orphaned and has lost her son can slowly come out of the gloom. In her thirties and forties, she has not been able to get out of it, or she has suffered from heart disease because of it, and she has followed. This is the loss of her child.
of.
One of them cannot be regarded as orphaned, but during the war, her son joined the army. She had waited all her life, but she could not wait until her death!
I adjusted my mood a little, summarized what I had learned from the previous course, typed the words into the computer one by one, and then printed them out - it took about half an hour to write more than a thousand words, and finally put them into the courseware.
In fact, Xia Yu has a very good memory. Even if she doesn't print it out, unless the system forces it to be blurred, she will remember it firmly. Writing it down is purely to deepen the impression and see if she can understand something more from the feeling.
After finishing writing, the heavy emotions were slightly dispersed, and more of them were buried deep in her heart, waiting for the right time to release them. After turning off the computer, she put her hand on the table, slid the chair back, stood up and entered the bathroom.
The person in the mirror still has quite a lot of hair, but it is not as smooth as before. Because it has not been taken care of for a long time, it looks frizzy. There are no dark circles under the eyes. He is in good spirits, but his skin is also very rough - Xia
Yu has not used skin care for several months.
Girls’ skin is delicate and easily sunburned. It was fine before the age of twenty. After this age, especially when approaching twenty-five, many skin damages are difficult to reverse, and it takes a lot of experience to repair them.
Xia Yu looked at his appearance and didn't feel sorry for anything. He just washed his face with water and dried it with a towel.
Go to the cloakroom and change into sportswear for morning exercise, then return to the bedside.
I don't know when, the little guy has quietly slept from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, lying on the edge of the bed, with his head hanging like fluid, hanging by the window. If you didn't know that this little guy was still in good health, this state would have been filmed.
Photos and even videos of him being pulled twice were posted on Weibo, so that others would think that this little guy had become a cat and rested in peace.
Xia Yu picked it up and took it out. It wasn't until he reached the stairs that the little guy realized what he was doing. He kicked hard a few times, meowed a few times and looked at Xia Yu with a look on his face - "Destiny is being pinched by the neck."
So pitiful.
Putting down the little guy, Xia Yu went straight downstairs, while the little guy quickly jumped towards the "garden house" on the first floor.
Auntie was already preparing breakfast in the kitchen, and Xia Yi had also woken up and was sitting in the living room waiting for her to do morning exercises. Seeing Xia Yu, although Xia Yi was somewhat used to it, she still felt distressed. She didn't say it at first.
Instead, he had trouble with her and tried to have a cold war with her for two days. In the end, he was still no match for Xia Yu, a master of cold war. He ignored her for two days and then got together again.
It can be regarded as accepting the fact that Xia Yu has worked hard for filming - what if he doesn't accept it? Since he was a child, only his sister has been able to take care of him. When will he be able to take care of his sister? But he is planning to take leave and join the crew as a handyman.
Determination increased again.
After a week, they had gotten used to the changes in Xia Yu's daily routine. In the past, Wen Sui would bite the bullet and give up her beauty sleep to do some morning exercises with them. Recently, she no longer plans to get a postgraduate degree and has focused on her major again.
And although she plans to take the Ph.D. exam, her career has not been left behind. In early September, her studio was also established. The little girl is also very ambitious. When she was in middle school, she was inspired to stand up for Chinese painting in the future and set up a studio.
, to open her own Chinese painting art gallery - after all, their family is not short of money, and there is no employment pressure. It is for this reason that she can concentrate on academic research.
But there are some exceptions today. September 29th is Dai Jia's birthday, so we have made an appointment long ago.
So Xia Yu and her brother came back from morning exercises in the community. Not only Meng Dong and Tao Tang, but Wen Sui also got up.