Anyway, no matter what, I am riding a tiger and it is difficult to get off. I am tired and suffering, so I can only persevere.
When I got home, I gritted my teeth and did all the work I had to do, but didn't get up the next day. In fact, there were a lot of weeds in the vegetable patch in the yard, but I really couldn't get up today. Looking at the marks I drew on the wall,
It has been almost a hundred days since I came here, three months, and I have been working almost every day.
After returning to the cage and waking up, I felt comfortable. I thought it was a good idea, I have a day off today, but I look at the weeds in the vegetable patch and work resignedly.
As soon as I squatted down, I felt a stomachache.
Chen Miao stood up and suddenly thought that she had never had her period before. She didn't know if this girl had had her period before. Although she was fifteen years old, her breasts were well developed, but she didn't know about other things.
I took a big hoe to weed and kept working, but suddenly my face turned ugly. Could it be that I was pregnant?
Chen Miao stopped what she was doing and stood in the yard. Although it was only once, it was possible.
I have already worked so hard by myself, what if I have another child? The wheat can be harvested, and it will only be more than five months. But it will be almost seven months when the corn is harvested, and everything is extremely dangerous. I hate it.
Damn that Shen Jianfeng, how will you live your life if you really have a child?
But another voice in my heart said that having my own child is a gift from God. I am too lonely by myself.
In my previous life, I was left alone after I was fifteen. I have been working hard for life, thinking that I would find a solid man to live by when I was thirty. Who would have thought that I didn't wait until I found a man to live, and then I came here.
I have a man in this life, but I don’t know if in the future, if I really have children of my own, I won’t have such an empty yard with only animals. There will also be someone to accompany me in my future life.
Chen Miao smiled and continued to work. Even if she has children, she can't support herself. It's easier to be alone without children. No matter what, she can do it.
Although I really meant it, I paid more attention when I was working.
After cleaning up the vegetable patch, I used the chopped branches to surround the chicken coop with a fence and built a simple chicken coop. Even if it rains in the future, it will be fine.
Because there is a possibility of pregnancy, Chen Miao eats more. There are a lot of maternal and child products in the warehouse, and of course there is folic acid and DHA, which is fine to eat regardless of whether you are pregnant or not.
I will drink milk every day from now on. I want to keep myself healthy and take care of my children in the future.
Try to eat as little of those vacuum-packed foods as ham and sausage. Fortunately, there are dozens of baskets of eggs. There are also a lot of chickens, ducks, fish, and seafood in the cold storage. If you want to live a good life, there is no problem at all.
Chen Jiang came over, "Third sister, have you finished all the work at home?"
"Yes, it's all done. The ones on the mountain are also cleaned up. What about the ones at home?"
"It's all done. Dad asked me to follow him to remove the soil embryo. I'm lazy and came to your place to take a look."
"Brother, are they going to build a house?"
"Well, the eldest brother is at the north end of the village, the second brother and the third brother are at the south end of the village, but the two families are quite far apart."
"Are you eating here?"
"No, you don't have much food. I have to go to work, otherwise I will be angry again at night."
Chen Miao knew that her sisters-in-law must be talking nonsense. After Chen Jiang left and packed up, he lay down to sleep early.
Maybe I was thinking about it during the day and dreaming about it at night. I dreamed about the child at night and couldn’t see the face clearly, but I just thought it was cute.
When I woke up the next morning, I stared at the roof with my eyes open and my hands on my lower abdomen.
It feels a little bulging. This body is thin, and it is easy to feel the abnormality in the lower abdomen. Is this really pregnant?
Chen Miao is thinking about how she will live in the future. The autumn harvest should be completed this year. If it doesn't work, she will work slowly, and if it doesn't work, she will spend money to hire people to do the work.
But what about the money? Where does the money come from? These are all matters.
The hands kept rubbing the lower abdomen. No matter what, the arrival of the child was their fate, and they would not be alone in the future.
Thinking of this, there is still a lot of work to do when growing seedlings. I put the chickens in the chicken coop, went outside to pull some wild vegetables, chopped them up and mixed them with cornmeal. From now on, this will be my own nutrition, so I must be careful.
The little donkey was also fed, and then he ate by himself. Today he has to go to the field to check the weeds in the corn field.
You know that you can cut off the corn seedlings when they reach their knees. This can reduce the amount of corn stalks falling down, and of course there is almost no need to weed.
But before we clear up the greenery, we need to weed.
There are people working in the fields of every household, and country people are hardworking.
Another layer of grass appeared in the ground, and we had to continue working.
I found out I was pregnant, so I finished work and went home at eleven o'clock.
The weather in May was really comfortable. She slept for more than an hour, and when she woke up, she gave herself some nutrition, such as a bag of milk and an egg.
Although she has never been pregnant, she often accompanied her sisters to the hospital when they were pregnant. The doctor told them not to eat too much and to be nutritious. However, the child should not be raised too big, otherwise she would suffer during the birth. It was just the right time to go out.
Met next door.
"Auntie, are you going to the ground?"
"No, I'm from Xiaofeng's family. Don't you know about your mother's family?"
Chen Miao shook his head, "I don't know, I weeded the grass this morning."
"Your eldest sister-in-law and your mother got into trouble, and your father beat your eldest brother and kicked him out."
Chen Miao was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it, she decided not to look at it.
"Auntie, I've done the weeding."
"It's a good thing if you don't go."
"My mother will not suffer any loss."
"Yes, I'll go take a look."
Chen Miao carried the hoe to the ground. At his speed, it would take him five days to finish the hoeing.
I didn’t go home until dark. After I had packed everything, I had better lock the door and go back.
In fact, I just knew the approximate location of my home, but I couldn't find it when I saw Chen Jiang coming out.
"Third sister?"
"Um."
"Why did you come out so late?" In the past, the third sister did not dare to go out after dark.
"I heard there was some trouble at home, so I came over to check it out."
"I was just going to find you."
Chen Miao followed Chen Jiang into the courtyard, where it was quiet. When they entered the house, it was smoky, and Chen Dongsheng was sitting on the kang, smoking.
Chen Miao didn't speak before. When she came in, she just called her daddy.
"It's okay, let Chen Jiang take you back."
Chen Miao was eager to leave as soon as possible. She was pregnant and the smell of cigarette smoke would be bad for her child.
"Mom and Dad, I'm going back."
The two siblings walked back and said, "Third sister, the eldest brother and his family were kicked out, and he was not given a single copper. He was also asked to pay five yuan. There will be no relationship in the future. The relationship between father and son will be severed."
