Chapter 109: I don’t want you to think it, I want me to think it
While Liber’s people are waiting and worrying about Rean, what is Rean doing?
The answer: I'm having trouble.
But it wasn’t Rean who was at odds with his companions, it was his companions who were at odds with Rean.
On the way back, no one spoke.
At first, Rean had no extra energy and his mind was immersed in the meeting just now.
When he regained his energy and strength, his companions began to ignore him.
"Laura——"
"Humph!" Laura turned her head.
"Phi——"
"..." Fei turned her head to the other side.
"Elliot..."
In desperation, Li En could only turn his attention to Elliot, his old friend who had been close to him since he entered school.
"That..." Elliot scratched his cheek and was about to speak.
But Laura and Fei, who had just turned their heads away, turned their heads back again, and each of them glared at Elliot.
The latter did not dare to say another word and spread his hands to show his helplessness.
Rean is really at his wits end now.
He clasped his hands together and begged for mercy: "Please, can you at least tell me where I went wrong? Even if you are sentenced to death, there should be a reason."
"I don't know the reason!" Laura crossed her arms.
"This is the most outrageous thing." Fei frowned.
"Think about it again..."
Elliot warned with a weak voice, but when he saw that the two women had no intention of stopping him, he turned up the volume.
"Did you do anything wrong before?"
"This..."
When Elliot said this, Rean really started to think about it.
He has a serious personality and is humble. When something goes wrong, he rarely blames others first, but instead reflects on whether there is anything wrong with him.
Since Elliot said this, and Laura and Fei both reacted this way, the problem must be that they have not escaped.
"Is it... that I have been talking to my senior brother and ignored your feelings?"
At first, his companions would lend a few words, but when Rean started talking about the topic, they could no longer get in the conversation.
In the subsequent battle stage, nothing happened to them.
"No!" Fei shook her head and denied.
"In your eyes, are we people who don't understand the situation?" Laura asked.
"You have something serious to talk about, we all know that, and we are happy to come with you, even if we don't say anything." The two women are tougher than the other, so he can only play the soft role.
Li En said again: "That means - I used too much force in the end and made you worry?"
"I'm worried, but it's not because of that." Fei still shook her head.
"You have understood the truth, and I believe you can control it."
When it comes to this, Laura is finally willing to say a few more words.
Of course, he still didn’t say as much as Eliot.
"I also agree with General Cassius's point of view. You must be very tired with all these things hidden in your heart. You should really let it go."
"Then why?" Li En really couldn't understand.
It feels more tiring than playing against Cassius. Although they are stronger there, their stick skills are always traceable, unlike now.
"Rean is an idiot!"
"Rean doesn't understand people's hearts!"
Fei and Laura cursed at the same time.
"I don't think you have the right to say this. It's time to stop." Elliot finally couldn't help it.
In terms of personality, he is the softest one in the class.
But this kind of person is often the scariest when he has a serious face.
Laura and Fei immediately shut up, and Elliot continued: "Rean, it's about the Golden Horseman."
"What happened to the Golden Horseman?" Li En frowned, "What's wrong with my arrangement?"
"There is no result, there is a process." Elliot sighed, "Since it has something to do with Governor Rufus, you should discuss it with Jussis first. Although the result may not be different, you can act without telling Jussis.
, he should be unhappy."
"That's because——"
Because Rufus absolutely cannot get the Riding God. After getting the Riding God, he will do many irreparable things.
Li En wanted to say this, but he immediately realized that they really didn't know.
These things were hidden from them and deliberately not mentioned.
It was not just Rean and his biological father who were involved in the turmoil. Many of his classmates and family members from the old Class VII were also actively and passively involved, and many things happened.
Many of these things are very cruel to the people involved, and Rean doesn't want them to fall into the same situation as himself.
So I chose to hide it while secretly planning to see if I could stop it.
Take Rufus as an example. Without the Golden Horseman and the opportunity to participate in the "Struggle", would he still be like that?
After all, he is Jussis's brother, and Rean doesn't want it to get to that point.
This is also considered for Jussis.
But——
"You must have thought it over carefully, I know, but you should express your thoughts. I believe Jussis will understand you."
As Eliot said, words need to be spoken. If you don’t speak them out, no matter how much you think about them, the other party will not be able to understand them. Even if there is a tacit understanding of the two bodies, it cannot be conveyed.
"I know, I was wrong. I will apologize to Yousis after I go back."
Seeing that Rean had a good attitude in confessing his crime, Laura and Fei's expressions also softened.
Laura said: "One more thing, the initiator of the Golden Horse God. Why didn't you ask me first? If the condition is a noble, I should also meet the requirements. Well, and Jussis, we will definitely stand
On your side."
"Laura, I——"
"Li En, listen to what I have to say first.
If it is for strength reasons, please tell me directly.
If you are afraid of me and afraid that we will get involved, then let me ask you - what are we working hard for today?"
Fei said in the most straightforward words: "Even if you are already ahead of all of us, we will work hard to catch up. Don't underestimate our awareness!"
Laura and Fei almost shouted the last two sentences.
Their voices and their will were conveyed to Li En's heart, and the shock they brought was no less than Cassius's wake-up call.
Yes, Rean really thought about it for a long time before deciding on the starter.
Alleria is strong enough, and Oribat is coquettish enough—ahem, this one doesn’t exist, cross it out.
Oribat was thinking of giving him a powerful trump card to protect himself. In a few months, he and his companions would encounter a huge crisis. With El Prado, there is no need to worry about this.
Of course, without the Riding God, Rean would still find a way to resolve the crisis.
But it is undeniable that, with the memories from before his comeback, Rean has more and more ideas about what is better and what is most beneficial. However, these are Rean's own ideas and do not mean that the person involved will do so.
Think.
I don’t want you to think, I want me to feel—Rean’s approach gives people this feeling.
Even if the original intention is for your own good, if you don't grasp it well, it will turn into a hurtful arrogance.