"What kind of water is in your schoolbag? It must be poison. It's so disgusting..."
"Why does your traditional Chinese medicine doctor keep you? We heard that some old people can be too changeable. He is an old bachelor who can't find a wife. He must want to raise you as a wife, hahaha...
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Several girls surrounded her and refused to let her go, using the most hurtful words to stimulate her.
The painful memories that had been buried in the memory were aroused. Su Xiaolu hugged her knees tightly and kept crying.
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"Damn girl, why are you so distracted? Have you read all the medical books I asked you to read? Now tell me immediately where these acupuncture points are and what diseases can be cured by the combination of these herbal medicines?"
In a daze, the malicious ridicule of her former classmates became farther and farther away from her. She also called Su Xiaolu in ancient times, and the stern-faced old man Wu asked her angrily.
Su Xiaolu looked at herself as if she had changed into what she was when she was a few years old. She could no longer tell what kind of nightmare this was.
All she knew was that she was in too much pain, no matter whether it was modern or ancient times, she cried loudly.
Dimly, she seemed to see Old Man Wu coaxing her in shock and at a loss: "Oh, oh, oh, don't cry, I'm just a little strict - stinky girl, what do you think you can do to stop crying? Duyi
Are you okay?"
Then she seemed to see a master in Chinese tunic uniform walking towards her. He knelt down and took her hand with a kind smile and said, "Little deer girl, tell me who bullied you? I'm going to settle the score with them."
The dusty memories are unfolding one after another.
The old man, who was wearing a Chinese tunic suit and loved to have his hair slicked back, seriously held his hands behind his back and led her door to door, telling them righteously: "You are all literate people, and the country has nine years of compulsory teaching."
Is this how educated intellectuals educate their children? What’s wrong with my Su Yatou? I picked her up? Do you know her parents don’t want her? What if her parents have some unavoidable reasons for doing this?
I'm getting old, can't I get a wife if I want to? I have 800,000 instead of 1 million in savings, so I won't be able to get a wife? That's because I don't want to, I'm going to pick up a granddaughter when I get old, and I'll give her to her in the future.
Will my retirement be an eyesore to you?"
"You guys tell me clearly today. If you can't explain it, let's go to the police station and make it clear. Can my girl's reputation and my reputation for many years be damaged by you like this? You have a headache and a fever. Do you need an injection or medicine?"
Charge you half a penny more?"
"We can't figure it out, so let's hire a lawyer, and I'll go to the court with you to figure it out! Let's see if people all over the country are like you, education bastards who talk nonsense."
"Don't say anything to me that the baby is ignorant. The baby is taught by adults' words and deeds. Today, you must apologize, apologize to me, and apologize to my granddaughter. Otherwise, if this matter is not over, I will go to the police station and the court."
TV station!”
That was the first time in my memory that the old man got angry. He was so angry that he held her hand, determined to seek justice for her.
Later, all the classmates who said those words apologized, and even their family members apologized.
Su Xiaolu watched these memories play out with her own eyes, and she burst into tears.
She staggered closer to the old man, knelt down in front of him, and cried bitterly on his knees.
She was raised by him and taught Chinese medicine. However, the old man passed away just after she entered college. After that, she only had endless thoughts.
In the chaos, all this was so real that Su Xiaolu couldn't tell whether it was her nightmare or reality.
"Grandpa, I'm so sad."
Su Xiaolu cried and expressed her sadness.
"Oh, there's nothing to be sad about. They said it doesn't matter if you don't have your parents. Some people just have shallow relationships with their parents. If you don't have your parents, don't you still have me? Look at what you want to eat and what you like.
There are no clothes, and those who have parents are not necessarily happier than you. If you look at Yang Guaiwa's family, she has parents and they are not divorced."
"You heard grandpa telling you that it doesn't matter whether you have parents or not. What's important is that someone really loves you. This person can be your grandparents, uncles, aunts, or the young lady you play well with.
We must all have shortcomings as human beings. If we do, we should take good care of them and cherish them. If we don’t have success, we should not be discouraged or sad. We should look forward. This part of the road will be difficult, but we will definitely be happy in the next part of the road."
"Girl, you have to believe me. I've given you my horoscope before. You are very lucky. Good times are yet to come. Live a happy life in the future. No one else who flies a plane can catch up or compare with you.
There is nothing you can do about envy, jealousy and hatred."
"Lu Luzai, my grandpa is not dead. He is in the sky. Just move forward and don't be afraid of anything. I will always protect you, grandma."
The familiar words and gentle tone in her memory still told her to go down bravely.
In a daze, the memories of the previous life were played out scene by scene like a faded movie.
She always moved forward bravely until her death.
Until the next life.
She became the child of Su Sanlang and Zhao.
From babbling to growing up, I recall the past scene by scene in my mind.
Her headache gradually subsided, and as she breathed, spiritual energy filled her spirit, slowly alleviating her discomfort.
Su Xiaolu opened her eyes and found that she was cultivating in space. The herbs she planted were full of vitality, and the spiritual spring water was flowing endlessly.
Su Xiaolu felt that her eyes were a little dry and her nose was a little blocked. She seemed to have been crying for a long time.
Su Xiaolu sighed, knowing that she was living in a nightmare.
She had trapped herself. After the nightmare, everything was fine. No matter in the previous life or in this life, she would move forward firmly and let go of all the sad things.
Just like what her old master said in her previous life, once this part of the road is over, the next part of the road will always become easier. You have to move forward and look forward.
Su Xiaolu came out of the space. She opened her eyes and saw Su Xiaoling who had not slept all night and looked worried. She smiled slightly and said, "Sister, I'm sorry for making you worry."
Su Xiaoling's eyes were slightly red: "Xiaolu, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you."
Su Xiaoling was really frightened. Su Xiaolu had a nightmare all night. She kept crying and talking in her sleep. After the fever subsided, she couldn't wake up.
Su Xiaolu shook her head, she smiled gently at Su Xiaoling and said: "Sister, you are right, it's all my fault. Don't worry, I have figured it out now, what you said is right, don't worry, no matter what
What will happen in the end? Our family is still a family, and parents are still parents. No one can change this."
She was given nightmares because having such a father and mother in her life was what she wanted most. Now that she was facing loss, she couldn't accept it and had nightmares. Now that she has come out, everything will be fine.
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ps: Everyone has paranoia in their hearts, and they must learn to let go and let go.