Thinking about it, Yan Qingyun showed a look of longing. If that were the case, what kind of life would it be like?
He will be the quick son-in-law of the Qi family, he will be highly valued by General Qi, and his career will be smoother. Isn't that a wonderful thing?
But after thinking about it, he smiled mockingly to himself. His heart was evil. Would he be willing to have only Qi Xinyu as a woman?
He won't, so what will he do? He will raise an outhouse, and there will be children in the outhouse. He will still use dark methods. With the love that Old General Qi has for his only daughter, they will not bypass him.
What will he do at that time? He is so calculating. He will use Qi Xinyu and use the child as a threat. There will never be harmony between the couple because his heart is not right, so no matter what kind of path he takes,
He will always go down this path.
And he will not admit that he is wrong. At that time, he will be disgusted with children with good behavior in every possible way. He will try every means to deal with these children, even if they die!
Look, he is such a person, a clumsy and despicable person.
It was really unfortunate that Qi Xinyu chose him among so many good men.
How did he become like this little by little?
He thought about the information he had found. Su Sanlang's parents were also bad people, but why did his children hug each other tightly as a family under such difficult circumstances?
The Su family is also a poor family, and Su Chong and Su Hua have seen how people are cold and warm, and how they are hypocritical. Why are they still innocent and principled? Why don't they take revenge on such bad grandparents, uncles and aunts? With Su Chongsu
With Hua's current status, revenge is an easy matter.
No, no, no, even if it weren't for now, they had the strength to retaliate against those who had hurt them before, including those who were false and hypocritical from the same village. But not only did they not take revenge, they also benefited the entire village.
They all came from a poor family, how could they not change their original intentions, but he gradually distorted his original intentions due to that period of human relationships, gradually wanted those people to be afraid of him, regretted having treated him like that, and gradually became necessary to be cruel
Go back for revenge.
Why? Yan Qingyun really wants to ask, but it's a pity that now he can't speak or move his hands. He is such a false person. He used to be hypocritical and couldn't ask. Now he has no chance to ask. Even Su Chongsu
Hua came to see him, but he couldn't ask.
He just wanted to die quickly now, but this breath could not be stopped no matter what, causing him to have various thoughts and tortured him over and over again.
He was unable to eat anything, and his body was on fire. He was hungry and cold, constantly awakening memories that he had long forgotten.
The mental pain and torture made him miserable.
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Su Sanlang and Zhao left the Yan Mansion.
Su Sanlang tightened Zhao's cloak, held her slightly cold hand and walked towards home.
A shallow layer of snow covered the entire capital, the streets were empty, and the snow was still falling.
After walking a long way, Su Sanlang said warmly: "My dear mother, don't be sad. You have done a good job. Don't be sad because of what he said. Brother Chong and Brother Hua are both sensible.
child."
"They all have their own families. Even if they think more about their own small families in the future, there are grievances between them, or whatever, I believe they can teach them well and pass them on to countless generations in the future. It is impossible for every generation to
We are all very friendly, but together we will still be a big, united family."
Su Sanlang firmly believed in this. He knew better than anyone else how his children supported each other as they grew up. He believed that no matter what they encountered in the future, they would never forget the close brotherhood.
Su Sanlang was afraid that Mrs. Zhao would be sad, so he held Mrs. Zhao's hand tightly, and they had been together for more than 20 years.
Mrs. Zhao smiled slightly, nodded and replied softly: "My dear father, I'm not sad because of Master Yan's words. I'm just a little melancholy. How can I have no regrets in this life?"
She is a very reserved and sensitive person, and she understands the emotions that Yan Qingyun's complicated eyes wanted to convey just now.
Yan Qingyun has reached this position, why would he regret it?
How can one live a lifetime without regrets?
Yan Qingyun is a good strategist and a very smart person in assessing situations. He also has regrets.
Zhao thought of herself. What she regretted most in her life was that she was too weak. Because she was not strong enough, she failed to protect her children and made Su Chong and Su Hua dementia for so many years. If she had half the means of Yan Qingyun,
It should never end up like that.
Obviously she herself is suffering, but she still feels bad when she sees others suffering.
"My dear, I don't know what other people's lives are like without regrets, but I have a lot of regrets in my life, but I think what's more important is when will people understand what they want to be?
people."
Su Sanlang glanced sideways at Zhao. He reached out and brushed away the snowflakes from Zhao's hair. He looked at Zhao's hair with a gentle look.
He was gentle, Mrs. Zhao could feel it, Su Sanlang rubbed Mr. Zhao's hands, led him to continue walking, and said lightly: "Sometimes I just think, if I understood it earlier, I would have given up all the hope in my heart.
, you will suffer less. Maybe we didn’t have to go to that step at the beginning. In fact, I thought about it later. In fact, I still have many solutions, but no one of us could have thought of it at the time."
"Sometimes, we don't have a clear understanding of what we can do and how to do it better. We all stubbornly follow the path we think is right. We are the same, and so are our parents."
Su Sanlang often felt fear when he recalled the past. In fact, if he had been tough enough at the time, he and Zhao would not have been forced to that point. Even if they were facing each other in court, he would not be unreasonable.
But these are all things he thinks about later. Only after he has gone through it can he think of more possibilities. At that time, he could not think of these.
Therefore, he feels that no matter what choice one makes in this life, he is doomed to have regrets, and it is valuable to be a clear-headed person at any time.
"well……"
Mrs. Zhao sighed softly, and leaned towards Su Sanlang, feeling more at ease.
She smiled: "Daddy, no matter what time, as long as you are by my side, I will be at ease."
She had many emotions, which came and went quickly. Su Sanlang understood her. There was nothing more valuable than this, and her heart gradually calmed down.
Yes, no matter how you take this road of life, there will always be irreparable regrets and regrets. As long as you have someone to accompany you, no matter how difficult it is, it will be sweet.
After returning home, the couple went back to their room quietly. Su Sanlang took a handkerchief and cleaned the snow from Zhao's hair before they fell asleep again.